::Love Her::
Author: Zille
Rating: PG
Category: Angsty Ron fic: Harry/Hermione,
Hermione/Ron.
Distribution: If you really want it...
Note: It sucks. I know it does. I'm sorry, I
know I should have fate in my work, but this fic... it's my first
HP fic, so don't flame too much. I made this in no time, because
I am actually working on this really long fic, and I got a little
bored, so... Since I am a hardcore H/H 'shipper, I couldn't
really make a R/He fic... But since I am totally aware that Ron
is in love with Hermione, I tried to do something of a mix. If
you're a hardcore R/He fan, you probably won't like this... but
if you are open minded, chances are you will... (Hopefully...)
Please tell me if you like it, my ego's hitting bottom... *LoL*
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Today is the 24th of May... it's a lovely day; sun's shining, birds chirping... I wonder why I'm not happy. Today is the wedding day... I should be happy. But I'm not.
Harry is getting married... I should be jumping up and down with him. But... who's he marrying? Hermione. I can't help it. I can't help being jealous. It should be me standing next to her at the altar, promising to love her 'till the day I die... And it should be Harry standing here as the best man next to the happy couple.
But, as always, he's the one getting the better deal. It has always been that way. Ever since we were kids. I have really tried not to be jealous, but... I can't. He gets everything. The fans, the money, the success... Hermione...
-And he knew I loved her. He knew! Ever since I saw her in that dress at Christmas, fourth year... I was so stupid, ever falling for her. Of course, at the time, Harry was in love with Cho Chang, so I thought I was safe... Stupid. Harry has good taste; I should have known it was only a matter of time before he would notice Hermione. He fell for her already when we came back for our fifth year. She had fallen for him while he was lying in the hospital after his meeting with... yeah, *him*. She sat with him all the time while he was sleeping... And she kissed him on the cheek! God, I think that was the worst moment of my life. Well, except for now, of course...
...And when Hermione announced that she was pregnant. I could have ripped my own throat out, just to have something else to think about. She had already been pregnant the last couple of weeks we went to Hogwarts. Wonder if I should tell Dumbledore... No. No, I could never... They are my friends. I love them... But I also hate them. For doing this...
Now Harry is saying his vows.
"I do," he says. Well, who wouldn't???
Now it's her turn. "Do you take this man...?" here it comes... "I... I..." could it be... oh, don't get your hopes up Ron... "I do."
...
Someone could have staked me right though the heart and I still wouldn't feel any difference. She doesn't love me... Probably never did.
'Ron and Hermione Weasley'. I'm trying it out. Sounds nice. But no... 'Harry and Hermione Potter'. God, I would give everything to have Colin chasing me around with a camera but no. It's always him... Harry Potter, the boy who lived. -And had everything.
