Just a pint between friends

Rhys pulled up in front of the Millennium Centre and stopped, letting the car idle. He reached out a fiddled a little nervously with the radio settings, cursing again the fact that he was still out a car after the events of last month and was forced to drive Gwen's old Saab. Not that he hadn't liked the car when they bought it together but for it to come through without much more than a ding in the paint while his beautiful new blue company car, the sign of his rise to management had been crushed when the parking garage next to it had collapsed, that was too much. The company promised him another as soon as someone sorted who to blame and the insurance was dealt with. Meanwhile she had changed all the radio settings and he couldn't seem to get the seat position quite right while he waited for the arrival of Captain Jack Harkness and Ianto Jones. Bollocks, what am I doing? Rhys thought to himself as he glazed out across the Plass, waiting for the man to appear from the weird and (he hated to admit it) wonderful invisible lift.

He didn't know what it was that possessed him but it seemed a good idea at the time, just a night with the lads, only in this case it was Jack and Ianto, not exactly Banana and Dav and his usual lot, three or four pints and arguing about the football, he didn't even know if either of them watched. Usually they talked about Torchwood things, or Jack told stories, half of which he wasn't sure he believed. For a moment, just a moment after Gwen had told him about Jack's condition, problem, whatever it was he had considered that she was having him on, but that wasn't like her. The he considered that Jack might be having her on, but that didn't even merit consideration. From what he could see, Jack Harkness wasn't like that, not about something serious. Jack was only ever Jack.

That was part of the problem really. It wasn't that he was homophobic, nor his mates but… They were all regular blokes, sometimes over a pint or three things got said. Mind he hadn't known about Jack and Ianto when he first met them, it wasn't as if they advertised exactly. They were hardly the sort of flamers that the boys down the pub made fun of…not exactly, but Jack was kind of flamboyant. He didn't want this evening to end with a fight, or him getting banned, or one his old mates saying something too embarrassing. Not that he was ashamed of his old friends, but Jack and Ianto, they were fast becoming new friends, the kind of adult friends you go on to when everyone came in pairs and you had dinner parties or something. Trying to sort his thoughts out, he wasn't sure he even knew how he would explain it, but still, he couldn't picture them all at a party together with Banana's daft pranks and Dav and his girlfriend blowing off at each other. Come to it he was not sure who's embarrassment he was thinking of. It came down to one thing, everything was different, Rhys knew more, accepted more than he ever expected to.

Then there was dinner. He seemed the same but this time Rhys watched him, really watched him. It was in the eyes, something he couldn't identify. It wasn't sadness, exactly, or nostalgia, something else. Jack watched them, all of them, even him but with Ianto and Gwen it was something he couldn't quite put a finger on. It was almost as if he was taking note of every movement, concerned that they were safe and would not disappear, though he hid it all under teasing and humor. Jack watched them, all of them, even him but with Gwen and especially Ianto there was something he couldn't quite put a finger on, as if the man was aware of every movement, as if concerned that they would disappear. There was the almost childlike joy at every act of kindness and something that might be gratitude, as if he owed them and not the other way round.

Now he was a part of it. Oh, not Torchwood, never that madness, but he had signed up as a complete convert in the effort to remind Jack Harkness what normal life was all about, why they were worth the price he had paid for saving humanity. Rhys now had a place of his own, normal bloke, the outside perspective. He had heard the tales, Owen walking through the streets full of weevils to save them all from impending nuclear meltdown, Tosh bleeding slowly to death at her post, trying to save him. He had held Gwen while she cried, and listened while they talked, feeling himself choke up just a little for people he had known only briefly and vaguely before they died so everyone else could live. Then he helped Gwen clear the dishes and turned the topic to the reconstruction of the road, much to everyone's relief.

When he had proposed taking Jack and Ianto round the local for a pint, it was a genuine offer; spur of the moment like, just the sort of thing normal blokes did with their friends. Truth be told, he hadn't really thought about it. It was more of an impulse really, just felt like he should. He hadn't expected Gwen to jump on the idea quite so hard. Actually, when he did think, he figured they wouldn't be interested. Even now he wasn't sure they whether they actually wanted to or whether Gwen had pushed them. He knew from experience how stubborn she could be. So here he was, waiting for Jack to come out from beneath the pavement, wondering if this had been such a good idea as he pulled his mobile out to give Gwen a ring.

"Sorry I'm late," Jack said as he tried to settle himself and his coat in the passenger seat and get the safety belt done up. "I had to feed Myfanwy, she's been a little snippy lately, I don't think she is getting enough attention." There was a touch of concern on the man's face.

"Er, yeah," Rhys said, at a loss for intelligent words. After all what is there to say to someone who is late because their pet pterodactyl was playing up? "Just us then, is it?" he asked, though he knew the answer. Gwen had let him in on Ianto's plans to forcibly move some of Jack's belongings back to his, saying that the boss had more important things to worry about and he apparently wasn't getting enough rest for their liking. Rhys thought it more likely that Jack found himself unwilling or unable to focus on those everyday things and considered it was probably better that he had someone who cared that much to do it for him. Rather like I do for Gwen, he thought as he turned down the familiar street and tried to give Jack a smile. "So, round to the pub then, just the lads, eh?"

"I suppose so. Hope your pub has food though, they pushed me out without so much as a piece of pizza. If I didn't know better I would think they were planning something." Rhys kept his eyes firmly on the road and tried to keep his face straight. Not much got round Jack, he had to give the man that.

"You're in luck there, mate. One of my locals has the quiz finals tonight, the other has food, and I'm not much for pub quiz."

"Me either, though Ianto's probably a whiz."

"Maybe another night then. With four we have enough for our own team and Gwen likes the odd pub quiz after a pint or so."

"Who do you usually team with?" Jack asked, not wanting to butt in and trying to keep the conversation going at the same time. He wasn't completely sure why he had agreed, though he had gotten to know Rhys better recently, and Ianto had been for it as well, though he backed out at the last minute. Jack was told firmly that he would go, as Ianto had laundry to deal with and any help from the man in his life would make it even longer.

"Just a couple old mates, who ever happens to be around," Rhys answered vaguely. "Not that anyone has been up to much recently, too busy, or rather stay home after…" He stopped, not wanting to say anything more.

"I'm sorry," Jack said quietly, "I didn't want anyone to die."

"Not your fault, mate" Rhys said, trying to figure out how he stuck his foot so far in his throat. "Mind, first time I met you, I could have killed you myself, you looking at my wife like that. You could have saved me a lot of worry if you'd just said when I asked."

"Asked what?" Jack said, looking a little puzzled.

"About you being gay."

"I'm not," he answered, more out of force of habit than any thought.

"What? But you and Ianto, I thought…" Rhys tried to look over and still keep one eye on the road.

"We are. It isn't that simple." For a moment there was silence in the car while the two men sorted their thoughts out. "The thing about categories, about labels, is they're easy," Jack continued after a moment. "People don't have to think. They know what to expect if you are gay or straight whether it really means anything about who you are or not. It's much more difficult to explain when you base your choices on other things, things less concrete than just gender or species. A lot of people are disgusted by that, think it is wrong but where I come from sex is about all kinds of things, or nothing at all, without the baggage attached. I am with Ianto and plan to stay with him and only him for now because that is what he and this culture, right here, right now have chosen to believe. Do you understand now?" There was an intensity to Jack's voice, and Rhys didn't know what to say to that. Pulling the car to a halt as he waited for the guy ahead of him to pull out, he decided it needed more thought, preferably later.

"As long as you aren't after my girl," he said jokingly, trying to lighten the mood. "I thought, for a minute you might be in love with her. You know she is beautiful and all."

"I do love Gwen, she reminds me of an old friend… Rose. But not the way you love her."

"Tha's alright then, shall we?"

The pub was a fairly standard example of its type, neither trendy nor sick-makingly twee with fake beams and horse brasses. The bartender gave Rhys a wave as he finished filling a couple pints at the far end of the bar. They grabbed a table right at the end, with a view of the tele showing highlights of last night's premiere league and an equally good view of the front door. He noticed that Jack was careful to put his back to the wall, leaving everything else in his field of vision. Cautious, that was Jack.

"You invited me, I'll get the first round," Jack said, rising.

"Don't think I've ever seen you drink before," Rhys said to Jack as he set down the two pint glasses and a couple of menus.

"Oh, I drink," Jack said, perusing the piece of paper. "Used to drink a lot."

"Gave it up, eh? I know Gwen used to get cross when I'd been out on a lash."

"I can just bet. No, just since I've had my…" he took a minute to try to find the right word for his strange inability to stay dead.

"Condition?" Rhys suggested helpfully.

"Yeah, condition, makes me sound like I have a blood disease or something, though. Anyway it's just a lot harder for it to make an impact on me. Now, I just drink for the taste. Besides, I've got to be ready. Tonight I was told in no uncertain terms that I was off duty for anything short of the end of the world."

"Alright then," Rhys said with a smile and held up his glass. "To a quiet night then."

"A quiet night in Cardiff," Jack said with only the barest trace of cynism as he clinked his glass with the other man. "Now, what's good here?"