Incomplete
Chapter 1
The first
The sand was warm. Light glistened in my eyes slightly, but I didn't care. The sun set to a beautiful pink and purple affair, just as a little of sea water touched my toes. Lying on the warm sand, with the beautiful sun-set, the warm weather and the most perfect boy lying on the sand with me, one word,
Perfect.
"You know," he spoke, holding me closer, "Xion, this is the most perfect date..." I slightly blushed as he suddenly sat up and waved his hands in embarrassment,
"No, no! That's not what I meant!" He quickly corrected, blushing like crazy.
"Right Roxas, right," I giggled, looking up to him. His spiky dirty blond locks covered his deep blue eyes.
Roxas smirked. I rolled my eyes. He laid back down and stroked my cheek, slightly pushing away my short black hair away from my eyes. A slight breeze brushed his hair away from his eyes. I couldn't help but smile. I didn't notice it getting dark. We both laid there together, for what seemed... not long enough.
The stars came out, but the sparkles from Roxas' eyes were brighter. It was the first time in ages since he was really and truly happy and calm.
He was always tense and worried that something would go wrong.
He quickly stood up, realizing the time.
He held out his hand. I quickly took it, after grabbing my dark blue bag and black sandals.
After I stood up, we walked up the close by white marble steps to the small village.
He dropped me off at my house. Literally, he carried my home. Of course I was deep red the whole time.
"See you tomorrow, Roxas?" I asked, trying getting my key out my bag.
"Well it's only the first day of summer vacations Xi'," Roxas started, rubbing the back of his neck. I still couldn't find my key. I went red again as Roxas laughed,
"Xion, you have a freaking Keyblade!" Roxas continued to laugh.
I punched his arm then sighed. After summoning the Kingdom-key, in a flash of light, I unlocked my front door,
"Do you wanna come in?" I asked, turning on the light.
"Sure," Roxas shuttered, he's very nervous around me, but other times he's quite calm, it's really cute.
He walked inside and closed the door behind him as I turned on the TV. He slowly picked something up off the floor, near the front door.
"Xion, it's off Namine and Kairi," he said, passing me a note. I quickly read,
'Xion, we're going to Twilight Town early. By the time you get this we'll probably be already gone. It's Me, Namine, Sora and Riku. We'll be home next week. Bye, Love Kairi. P.S: Namine said don't go though our stuff.'
"What is it?" Roxas asked, sitting down. I sulked,
"Kairi, Namine, Riku and Sora are going to be gone for the next week..."
"Oh, they left early? Well we both got our homes to our selves. Some people would die for that," He joked. I sat down next to him.
Me, Namine and Kairi all live together in this house. Roxas and Sora both live together around the corner and the Riku lives alone across the street.
"Roxas..."
"Yes...?" He replied.
"I don't like being alone..." I muttered, pushing my hair behind my ear.
It was true. Ever since I died 3 years ago, back when me and Roxas were in Organisation 13, I've been afraid of being alone. No one there. Only darkness. It scares me...
"Do you want me to stay with you for the night?" He asked. I snapped out my little trance and slightly blushed, then nodded.
Roxas and I both smiled at the idea.
"Hey Roxas, I'm goanna get dressed for bed," I smiled, walking to the stairs.
"Okay, do you want me to put a film on?" Roxas replied, cuddling down into a dark blanket I brought him earlier. I nodded.
I looked in my bedroom mirror. I wiped away my dark make up and dressed into a pair of midnight blue pyjama shorts and a matching black and blue short sleeved T-shirt. I opened my wardrobe and the first thing I saw; hanging on the wardrobe's door was my Organisation black coat with the gloves hanging out of the pockets.
I sighed. So many memories. I couldn't help but look inside the coats pocket. I found; my gloves, a seashell and four pictures.
The first picture was of Roxas and Axel in their black coats eating sea-salt ice cream on the clock tower. I remembered that day, just like if it was yesterday.
We had bought a camera and took a whole bunch of photos.
Axel kept telling me, 'keep these days memorized ' I kept 6 of the pictures; most of them are pinned on my wall, by my bed. Roxas kept 7 of them, he keeps all of them in his room somewhere and Axel, I mean Lea, has about 11 of the photos, we gave him the most because he lives in Radiant Gardens now because he's going to Collage.
I looked at the next picture. It was of me, Roxas, Axel and Namine. This one was of the day after the 'Keyblade War', that was about 7 or 8 months ago now.
I flicked through to another picture; it was quite a funny one that Kairi had wanted to take. It was of me, Roxas, Ventus and Vanitas, with Sora in the middle. This one always made me laugh because it was of all the people that made up Sora. This picture was taken almost 5 months ago now, so much time has gone by...
The last photo was of me Roxas and Axel, simply on the beach together at sunset. This one was taken the day Axel went back to Radiant Gardens after taking a break for spring break with us 3 months ago. That day had the best sunset I've ever seen. Hopefully Axel will come back soon for summer vacation.
"Xion?"
I turned around to see Roxas standing at the doorway. I hid the pictures behind my back.
"How long have you been," I started.
"Just now," Roxas replied, "What's wrong?"
I gave him a confused look as he gave me a slightly worried one.
"Nothing, why?" I asked.
"It's just," He started, "nothing..."
"No, what?" I weekly smiled. He walked over to me. I looked up to him, not changing my exasperation. He lightly placed his hand on my cheek, using his thumb to randomly smooth under my eye. I tried my best to not go red. He then moved his hand away.
"Were you upset?" He asked me. I gave him another confused look. He looked concernedly into my eyes. I gently move my hand and slipped my photos back into my black coats pocket without Roxas noticing.
"What do you mean?" I muttered, as he looked over my shoulder. I lifted my hand and grabbed the tips of my short black hair and just started pulling it slightly. It's the sort of thing I did when I was nervous. Roxas finally looked back at me,
"You were crying..."
"Crying?" I shuttered, releasing my hair form a firm grip. I quickly covered my eyes, "I'm not... crying,"
"Xion, its okay," Roxas comforted, holding my wrist. I wouldn't take my hands away from my eyes.
He gently pulled me forward and closed my wardrobe's door behind me. I shivered.
"Are you cold?"
"A bit..." I continued to shiver. He released my wrist and walked across the room. I continued to cover my eyes though.
He knew about my condition, that I was a clone, a puppet.
It was easy for me to get cold and if I wasn't kept warm it could be a problem. That's why I didn't mind wearing my black coat in Agrabar. It's also why when I go out and about in Destiny Islands I always wear jeans and a long sleeved shirts.
Unfortunately none of my warmer PJ's are clean, so I'm forced to wear shorts.
"Here," Roxas finally spoke. I felt something warm being wrapped around me, a smaller blanket from my bed.
"Thanks..." I murmured.
He knew that I wasn't ganna move my hands anytime soon, so he escorted me down the stairs and onto the couch.
"You okay now...?" Roxas asked. I nodded. "You don't have to hide your eyes, they're beautiful..."
"Really...?" I blushed.
"Ahhh, I'm sorry that's not what I," Roxas started to panic. I giggled and removed my hands. I quickly bent over and kissed him on the cheek. He blushed like crazy. I shivered again.
"You're still cold?" He asked.
"Yeah, I hate being broken..." I moaned.
"You're not broken..."
"Yes I am." I continued, "I was made by a douche. I'm broken, useless. I'm a sham! I don't know why anyone bothers..."
"That's not true Xion and you know it!" He argued. He couldn't look at me anymore. I was full of tears.
"These are not emotions! They're just malfunctions!"
"Stop it Xion!" Roxas yelled, covering his ears and closing his eyes tight. I looked at my hands.
"I'm a puppet..." I sobbed. He released his ears and opened his eyes. I wiped away some of my tears as he turned to look at me.
"Xion... you're not like that anymore..."
"Yes I am Roxas...!" I cried.
"Xion, you're not a puppet, you're not a sham," He spoke, attempting to calm me down. I covered my ears. "You're my best friend. You'll always be my best friend. Your past doesn't matter anymore."
"No! The past is still there...!" I cried.
He grabbed both of my wrists, trying to move my hands away from my ears.
My head started to hurt. I closed my eyes.
"Yes Xion, I know it is! But you don't have to live like this..."
"Stop!" I yelled, shaking my head furiously, "It hurts!"
"But what hurts the most, my grip or the truth?" Roxas asked. I stopped shaking my head and opened my eyes. I could hardly see Roxas through the tears.
"Being alone in darkness..." I answered, quietly. Roxas loosened his grip.
"Xion... you know you've got me..." He smiled. I looked across to his truthful ocean blue eyes.
"Was it true what you said about my eyes...?" I asked, changing the subject. He went red again and rubbed the back of his neck,
"Yeah..."
"Well, your eyes are cuter..." I whispered.
There was a long awkward silence. Suddenly we both randomly started laughing.
"So what movie did you pick?" I weekly smiled.
"Well I was thinking 'The Hunger Games', but if you don't wanna watch it, it's okay with me," Roxas sighed.
"I haven't seen that yet," I replied, cuddling up into the blanket more.
Roxas made us both popcorn and played the movie. We both shared the two blankets. We mostly talked about what we were going to do when Axel got back. I almost fell asleep until the action kicked in.
We then decided to watch another movie, 'Finding Nemo'.
"Are you sure you're not tired?" I asked, yawning. Roxas shook my head. He's not very good with sleep. Not like Sora at all, Sora's a lazy bum! Roxas is actually a lot different to Sora in many ways. But then there are moments that you can't tell them apart;
Like the times were we all have ice-cream together and they eat the exact same time. Or other times they get the same scores on exams in school. Roxas is really good in school, but he doesn't test well in some subjects. You can't tell Roxas or Ventus apart at all. They have the same scores in everything. They even look too much alike. I'm starting to get use to telling them apart now though.
"Well where am I sleeping?" Roxas asked, poking me as I almost fell asleep.
"Oh, well you can sleep with me..." I sighed. Roxas slightly shifted. He was going shy again
"No, no it's not a bother! Really, I'll be fine on the couch," He blushed. I rested my head on his shoulder.
"You know, Riku slept on here once, and he almost broke his neck," I giggled. I could tell Roxas was trying to think of an idea, "and I won't get cold Roxas if you slept in with me..."
"But what if I...no? Or how about...?" He shuttered. I smirked.
"Oh, look who just ran out of options..." I joked. Roxas sighed.
"Fine..." He muttered, "But this will be awkward."
"What? It's only to go to sleep." I smiled, sitting back up. I yawned.
"Wanna go to bed now?" Roxas yawned. I weekly nodded.
It was about 1am now. Roxas slipped into a pair of Sora's pyjama bottoms that he left here on accident before. I cuddled up into the blankets in my bed, with the TV on quietly.
"You don't mind if I have the TV on, do you? It helps me sleep," I asked.
"No I don't mind," Roxas sighed, walking in from the bathroom. I turned around to Roxas. He was topless. I went redder than Axel's hair.
He shyly looked over to me. I turned back around and looked up at the TV. I felt him moving into bed with me.
"You sure you're okay with this...?" He muttered.
I nodded, not looking back at him.
"Okay then..." He sighed, turning over.
I smiled to myself.
Note: I'm glad I re made this :3 !
