Tris POV
I wake up in Tobias's arms the morning after initiation was over I peaked over his shoulder making sure not to wake him for I have a special surprise for him I crawl out of bed making sure not to jostle the bed too much get dressed and head out of the apartment as quietly as possible and head down to the cafeteria to get us some breakfast while there I grab two muffins and two cups of coffee black for me and two cream and sugar for Tobias
Heading back to the apartment I run into the worst person ever well second worse but there he is peter "what do you want" I snap he looks down on me with that sick twisted smile "I just wanted to congratulate you on coming in first" he says with a sarcastic remark "don't play stupid that's not what you want" " your right I wanted to tell you to watch your back stiff you only got first because you were with four"
"that's not why I got first I got first because I deserved it I smoked you all out in stage two and we wont be seeing each other very much have fun guarding the fence" his smile fades as I start to walk away he grabs my arm and wrenches me back towards him "you don't get to speak to me like that and get away with it" he pulls his fist back to hit me but I easily duck and knee him in the stomach he lets go of me just slightly so I can pull ot of his grasp and run
I ran all the way back to the apartment with my food and coffee I ran inside and shut the door I looked over to the bed to see a sleeping four still in bed i walk over to the table in our kitchen and put the food down and crawl in bed with him and kiss him awake he stirs and his eyes flutter open "hey beautiful" he says to me with a smile "hey i got us some breakfast this morning so we don't have to go anywhere for a while" i say "that sounds great" "lets go get it I put the food on the table" "uuuhhh do we have to get up" "yes we were just going to get up sooner or later" "fine' he says pouting a little
we sit down to eat our breakfast we are almost done eating our food when Tobias asks me " so have you decided what job you want to pick" i think about it for a moment I could be and ambassador of the factions but I don't really want to see my father or Marcus for that matter I could work with Tori in the tattoo shop Christina wants me to train initiates with her too so I think that's my choice "well I kind of like the idea of working in the tattoo parlor and training initiates, I defiantly wouldn't want to work in the control room with you because we would never get anything done"
"I was hoping you would say that" he leans in and kisses me slowly then it starts to heat up as the kiss becomes more passionate and loving we get up and start for the bed he lays me down on it and starts to remove my shirt i know i should stop him but part of me just doesn't want to but i have to I pull away and stop him " I cant I'm sorry" he looks at me with hurt in his eyes because of me my eyes involuntarily start to water and I cant control myself i start to sob he pulls me tight to him "hey don't cry whats wrong tell me" i shake my head "don't tell me its nothing" "some times I-I w-wonder whats in it f-for y-you" "tris your and idiot "I'm not and idiot" "tris I don't know what delusion your operating under but if that was all i wanted you probably wouldn't be the first girl I would go to" i cant believe he just said that I am hurt and I let it show he can obviously he can tell
"I'm gonna go now" I say and turn toward the door but he grabs my hand i pull away but he's to quick and grabs my other hand "Tris wait i didn't mean that what I meant was that your not like other girls and i knew that when I met you i wont push you into anything you are not ready for" i look up at him and say "you were in my fear landscape" "What? your afraid of me" I can see the hurt in his eyes "well... uuhh. not in that way I mean not of you but b-being w-with you" "tris this is all new to me too" "wait... you mean...you never oh oh I just assumed" "well you assumed wrong"
"tobias I'm sorry" I say "don't be sorry tris look when your older if you still want me we can... we can" "ill always want you tobias' and i lean in for a kiss we pull apart for air and sit on the bed "tris I think I love you but i don't want to scare you off" "then you should know better" fine then I love you tris" i hesitate at first but then i say it "i love you to Tobias
a/n so how did you like the first chapter give me reviews even bad criticism i can take it give me ideas if you have one im always open to new ideas and if i like them you mightget it put in my next fanfic ok so write away
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