Alice POV
We were sitting in Algebra 2, Jasper and me, and it was probably the most boring classes ever. You couldn't ever learn anything new in a math class at least in Science or English you could learn some new things.
I looked across the room to Jasper. I keep worrying about him. I've been afraid for years that one day he's just going to snap at some innocent human for sitting or close, or getting a paper cut. Ever since Victoria found a way past my visions, I've been scared that Jasper might start plotting something. He's been even more moody then normal these past few years since Bella changed. He was sitting next to a window, but even the fresh air of the outdoors wouldn't stop him if the girl sitting in front of him got a nosebleed.
I checked the future again. Jasper was going to be fine for the rest of the day. Moody or not, he has still gotten better at resisting human blood. I just wonder why he's been so upset.
"Ms. Cullen?" the teacher, Mr. Dover said.
I looked up and scanned the formula on the white board, "The answer is X15 and Y is congruent to 82.4."
"Correct," Mr. Dover said before turning back to the board to show all of the half-brained humans in the class how to do the problem.
After what seemed like days the bell rang, and Jasper and me left to 'eat' with the rest of the class. Jasper was quiet as we quickly navigated through the hallways, sometimes it really pays to have super speed, I thought as I saw the annoying boy who tried to hit on me at the start of the year, Alex, trying to get past a bunch of oversized jocks.
I stopped, overcome with a vision. I saw Jasper and me talking under the bleachers in the gym, but before I could focus on what he was saying, Jasper broke my concentration.
"What?" I asked, he had said something, but I missed it.
"I said that I needed to talk to you," he said, "It's important."
Was I going to find out about extra moody Jasper? I nodded and followed him into the gym, and under the bleachers.
He turned to look at me. I saw those dark molten golden eyes and my frozen heart melted into a puddle, even with all of the confusion and questions I had. That set him over the edge, I had forgotten how bad it could sometimes be when we're alone together, but before I could stop and apologize his lips met mine.
After a few minutes of very passionate kissing I remembered that Jazz had wanted to tell me something, so I pulled back fighting the urge I had to keep kissing him. He froze as still as a statue, and I soon started to feel confused again; I really did feel the waves of confusion; Jasper didn't know why I had stopped kissing him.
"You wanted to tell me something, Jazz," I said, reminding him.
I saw the realization on his face, why I had pulled away. He paused and said nothing for a while, and then he took a very deep and very unnecessary breath and said, "I want to have a baby."
Jasper POV
I had wanted a child this for years, ever since Bella had come into our world as a human I had thought of the idea of a baby, but I thought that if I had told anyone then they would've laughed at me. I wanted to tell Alice everything from the start, but I wasn't sure if she would be able to handle it. I had no doubt that she'd like my idea, but Alice would've gone crazy with shopping for baby stuff and sooner or later someone, Edward the nosey mind reader, would've found out.
I had told Rose about my idea first, and she really seemed to like it. She told Emmett a few days ago when they were hunting, and if Alice agrees then we'll try to put my plan in action. Rosalie and Emmett really loved my idea, especially Rose the whole idea of raising a child really appeals to her. I understand why, she wanted something that she couldn't get and now I'm giving her a chance to get as close as she can.
I took Alice into the gym and under the bleachers. I didn't have to worry that Edward might hear what I'm telling Alice, because Rosalie promised to distract him so that I could talk to Alice in private.
I was thinking all of this when all of a sudden I was overcome with lust. I took one look at my beautiful wife to see that the love was radiating from her. It was so strong that before I could say a word I forgot whatever I was thinking and I only wanted her and nothing more.
We kissed. The way that her lips moved with mine felt so good; it was like we were made for each other. A perfect match. One ex-solder and a crazy psychopath in love? The world of mine can get weirder every day.
The kiss lasted for a while. I knew how to go farther to make Alice happy, and that made me happy too. Unlike my poor brother who repeatedly made his wife upset; by his refusal t turn her into one of us along with many other things like leaving her.
Alice stopped and I froze afraid that she saw or maybe even heard something in one of her visions. I didn't want to say anything unless I might distract her or something. She got that weird look on her face that I hadn't seen in a long time, she was confused, but why? Normally she can figure out her visions on her own and this can't be so bad that she doesn't know. Oh this is so confusing.
Oh!
Understanding flashed in my head. I was making her confused. I was going to say sorry, but she interrupted me.
"You wanted to tell me something?"
I remembered what I came here to tell her. I needed to do it now because I don't know how long Rose can distract Edward; maybe I should've asked Bella to distract him.
I needed to tell her, "What if she didn't like my idea?" The question came into my head, "What if she just wanted to be with me and me alone without a baby to watch out for? Maybe this was a bad idea," One part of my brain told me all of this.
Then the other part of my brain told me, "Jasper, you really want this, and I bet Alice will know once you tell her how badly you want a child," this was true I did really want a baby, another human in the house, and Alice would understand.
"But what if she doesn't?" my other half said, this part of my brain seemed kind of mean and negative, "What if she's not the person that you know? You've kept a secret from her, what if she's kept them from you?"
Right… I didn't know I've always trusted her with everything, but now I've seen how easy it is to get around that and to lie to her… how do I know that she hasn't done the same to me? She has kept secrets from me, but they were always things like my Christmas gift or something, never anything huge.
"Jazz! What are you thinking?" the battle in my head continued, I'm sure that if I wasn't a vampire then I would've had the biggest head ache in the world, "Alice would never do that to you. You know how she feels. Dude, you know how everyone feels. She loves you and would like you to stop being so moody and depressed all of the time."
"Hello! Earth to the idiot who calls itself a brain!" said the meaner half, "He's always moody!"
Shut up! I yelled silently to them both. You're as bad as Edward and Emmett fighting. Then my head was quiet, like nothing had happened at all.
I looked at Alice, her golden eyes gave away her confusion, and I didn't need empathy to know that. She wanted to know and I had to tell her no matter what she said.
I took a deep breath and said, "I want to have a baby."
