Prologue
My gift, phenomena rejection, was the most powerful gift any human could have, and I had to be the one with it…
I couldn't explain it…I didn't even know what to say what was in my heart when I told Ichigo that I loved him before I left to come with Ulquiorra and the other Espada's to Hueco Mundo…I had feelings for Ulquiorra too…and I don't know how either because Ulquiorra wanted to kill Ichigo and that he was an emotionless bastard.
But I knew one thing, that when I left Ichigo in his room…that that was going to be the last time I would ever see him again…unless he risked his life to come and save me…I never thought I'd even live after a few hours when I got to Hueco Mundo with Ulquiorra and when I had to meet with Aizen…I thought I would have died when I even gave Grimmjow his arm back. And those two women that came after me when I was alone in my room…they had come in to kill me and I still waited for death to come for me…but I healed them after Grimmjow nearly killed them and when Ulquiorra came to my room to see what had happened.
Even when he told me that he'd force food down my throat if I refused to eat…it's like he does have a heart still even though he's not really a nice person. Through out the hours I've been at Hueco Mundo, I've also realized that Ulquiorra only followed orders to become Aizen's right hand man next to Gin and the other soul reaper so that he could over throw Aizen, he thought that he had no right to come over to Hueco Mundo and take control, that it wasn't Aizen's place to rule here.
I even knew what I was saying when I told Ulquiorra that I serve Aizen and only Aizen, and would die serving him…I had to gain the Espada's trust and I knew that Gin and Aizen would be watching me in my room to see if I was really going to serve them. But I later found out that they don't have surveillance in the rooms like I thought they would.
I even became scared when Gin decided to come and give me a small visit…
