Another Love

Disclaimer: Mostly all of the Characters belong to Yoko Kamio. The only thing I own is the idea and the fanfiction.

Summary: Five years ago when Tsukasa proposed to Tsukushi, She declined his request. Tsukushi broke both her own and his heart. Several years later, what would happen if Tsukushi is reunited with Tsukasa, along with his wife and their (Tsukasa and his wife's) child? Will her heart be able to take it? Find out here! ^^

I sat still heartbroken, from the words that seemed to slip out of my mouth five years ago when he proposed. "No." Just seemed like the best word then when I was 'foolish'. I just thought that we could never fit in because we were from two different lives he was rich and I was poor. But even now, I still could have been able to survive this because now I am a famous singer and a famous Manga artist. It was then that I remembered the song that I wrote for Tsukasa. I also noticed the piano and then slowly walked to the other room to play the song while singing. I slowly thought about myself with disgust of my horrendous, absurd behavior. Then I slowly started to sing the sweet melody.

[I am sorry if you guys do not like the song because I am trying to make this up so please bear with me if you do not like it thank you so much ^^. Also I tried to make it rhyme which it does in some places but only in some places.]

I miss you

I know what I said was wrong

I hope you understand through this song

That I've loved you all along

So now sweety

Please come back to me

Then we can start our relationship anew

So please don't say we are through

I miss you

So please again honey don't say we are through

I love you

I swear it is true

I finally admit it to be

Forever truthfully

True forever

I miss you

Please come back to me

When I finished singing the song I started crying uncontrollably. It was then that I remembered that I had to go to return my library books. I then slowly closed the piano case and got my books and left and started driving there.

When I went in I immediately dropped off the books inside the book slot and went inside to look at the manga books. Whenever I see my manga books in there it is pretty strange seeing them but it makes me especially happy when I see young girls reading my books excited and happy. As I slowly walked to the manga section I see a young girl who looks about the age of five, a tall handsome man with dark brown curls, and a woman that was standing next to him. My heart sank as I noticed it wasn't just any man. It was Tsukasa Domyoji. I wanted to turn quickly away and leave but my feet felt as if they were glued to the ground. After all, I haven't seen him in so long. I then almost started crying tears welling up into my eyes. It was then that he noticed me. He then ran up to me and said "Hi Tsukushi! Long time no see!" he said sounding very excited. The woman next to him said "Tsukushi? Oh yes Tsukasa has told me a whole bunch about you!" the woman said smiling. 'Oh great' he told her about me. Probably something like 'oh this is the woman who was a bitch and refused to marry me.' I thought to myself. "Oh. Hi nice seeing you." I said refusing to cry. "Oh! I forgot to mention. This is my wife Akane. Over there is our daughter Kirana." he said pointing out each person. "Kirana absolutely loves your manga books despite her age. Sometimes I tell her maybe she shouldn't because they have some "older" situations in there but she said she doesn't mind and plus she probably doesn't even understand them." he said with a smile across his face. "Oh well I am glad that she likes it." I said trying to sound happy. "Dad I do understand it. At least I don't get my sayings and expressions wrong!" she said cheerfully. "Hey you! Hush up! Oh but we probably should get going we don't want to be late for the doctor's appointment." He said looking at his watch. "It was nice seeing you again Tsukushi." he said with the voice of an angel. "Nice meeting you Tsukushi." Akane and Kirana said at the same time cheerfully. "Nice seeing and meeting you two as well." I said smiling which he probably could tell was a forced smile. Then again, it is coming from me the most negative person in the world now. I can't remember a time when I was the real Makino Tsukushi. The weed power was beyond gone. I then took my time looking at all the romance manga books. Then I went to the check-out area; checked the books out, then I left. I was more than depressed. My heart felt like it was crumbled into a million pieces. It was then that I noticed that I needed to go to work. I then asked my music producer if he could take the credit for a song that I wrote. He said yes then I sang it then it was produced. I didn't want Tsukasa to know that It was in fact me that wrote that song. If he heard it and saw that it was written by me he would know that most likely it would be about him. I am far to shy for him to know something like that. It was a few weeks later that I found that my fairly short song became a HUGE hit. Thousands bought my song my producer excitedly said. He gave me a bonus which made me fairly happy but still, lonely. I walked home with slight happiness but still very heartbroken. Now thinking back, I remember cheating on Tsukasa with Rui. He must have felt so angry yet so crushed. I feel so awful now with everything I must have done to him. He told me he loved me; saved me, and even risked everything for me. But what do I do, I just trample over his feelings and in the end cause this own problem of mine with marriage. I just hope he is happy in the end because as long as he is I am happy as well; at least a little bit. I can't help but feel so jealous and hurt. It was at that time that I heard a knock on the door. I slowly got up and answered the door trying to look at least a little happy. But how could that make a difference when I had a hard time getting sleep these past years. It was my first love, Rui Hanazawa. He looked at me shocked to see what I have become. "Tsukushi? Is that you? You look awful! What happened?" he asked his face turning white in horror. "I refused Tsukasa's proposal five years ago, that is what happened. Now I feel incredibly hurt. That song that I sang that my producer made, it was a lie. I made it and asked my producer to claim all the credit. I made it about Tsukasa. The other day, I saw him, his wife, and his child. I felt heartbroken. When I first saw him I wanted to run away and forget I ever saw him; my feet felt glued to the ground though. He saw me and said "hi!" and my heart felt as if it crumbled into pieces when he introduced me to his "family". I just don't know what to do anymore. Remember when I cheated on Tsukasa, I think now I know how he felt. I don't feel angry however, because technically he isn't cheating." I said tears streaming uncontrollably down my face. Rui looked at me shocked, probably not used to seeing me cry that often and even more shocked because I am not a teenager anymore. However, it was then that he embraced me out of the blue. My heart feeling as if it is to explode. "Tsukushi, why didn't you marry him? This isn't really his fault you know." he said. "I know it isn't his fault I hate my stupid old personality I used to have towards him. I just was thinking "No, because we are too different to get married." I regret this more than anything I have ever regretted in my whole life. Also, trust me I have regretted a lot of things!" I said crying. He then started to try and calm me down and say stuff like "there there, it is okay. It will all be okay". But inside I knew from the beginning that everything was certainly not okay. I felt like I was going to break down. "What is even worse is that I thought we would still talk. I never found myself even once calling to explain why I denied getting married to him. I never found myself dialing his number even just to talk as normal friends as I would with you." I said still with a teary voice. "Tsukushi, I understand completely. How do you think I felt when Shizuka was married to another man? I was furious and I was angry. But I am here for you now. I will always be here for you." he said tenderly with a voice even more angelic than Tsukasa's voice. It was then that he came closer to me and kissed me. My eyes growing wide but then slowly closed. He kissed me another time after that; and another and another. I wasn't against it though. My heart felt like it needed some healing after all. I never thought for one second that someone like me who hides their feelings would ever be jealous of another woman that Tsukasa loved. I then wondered if he feels nothing towards me anymore. Not as if we weren't friends just as if we weren't in love. I sure did love him. If that was the case though, why is it that I am letting Rui Hanazawa kiss me?

This is the end of this chapter for now. I will update a new one so it won't seem like a neverending chapter. I am sorry if I dragged it on and on. I am trying and as you can probably see, I am not that good. But if you like it than thank you :) I am glad to write stories even despite my newbieness! :) Peace for now :D