isa18: What can I say... it just hit me two days ago that the lyrics from Simple Plan's song, "Perfect world", would fit Sakura's thoughts about Sasuke right after he left. I think Sakura's a bit OOC, but I'll let you decide this. It's written, of course, in Sakura's POV. First song-fic, wonder how it turned out. Enjoy and review!!!
My eyes travel to the sky, where stars are twinkling again. The air is cool, refreshing, relaxing, as always. People around me are mostly sleeping. I wish I could, but... it seems like the beginning of another sleepless night.
I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart
Yeah
I look at the photo again; at his face and the emotions he displayed. His eyes showed annoyance towards our blond companion, nothing more. No hate or desire for revenge. Hidden deep in his soul, they still fought to come forward, to rule the mind, to throw away all other emotions. If only I had seen it...
Why is everything so hard?
I don't think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away
I can clearly remember the last things he said to me, after I told him I love him. As sincere as I was, he called me annoying. The words cut through me like the sharpest kunai ever. His next words surprised me: he thanked me. And then, he left. He left Konoha. He left his emotions. He left Kakashi-sensei. He left Naruto. He left... me.
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you... this means nothing
Nothing at all
He doesn't deserve the things that happened to him. He doesn't deserve the pain, the suffering in his soul. This should never have happened. Neither should he have left. He should be here, in Konoha, his home, his ... place.
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through,
Yeah
I couldn't stop him that night. At that time, I was the only one. I thought I could, I thought my feelings were enough. I thought I had the strength in me to convince him, to make him stay. It was proved that I was wrong... Very wrong... If I was as strong as I thought, why did I wake up the next morning alone? Why was I crying? He would say I was weak because I cried. I was. Feelings only help strength, but what would my feelings help, if I had no strength?
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can't let go
I just can't find my way,
Yeah
Without you I just can't find my way
I wish I could bring him back somehow. I wish Naruto manages to bring him back. I wish I could go back in time. I wasn't enough. Maybe if I had taken Naruto with me, he would still be here. I wish I was as strong as Naruto. I wish I could've done more. I wish he'd be here.
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you... this means nothing
Nothing at all
No matter what I tried, no matter what I said I'd do, it didn't matter to him. It didn't matter one bit. Was it because I was weak? Why did it had to matter so much? Why was this less important than his desire to avenge his clan? Why did he mean everything to me and still means ... and I meant and will ever mean nothing to him? Why?
I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
Yeah
Yeah
What can I do now? I can't forget him. I won't forget him. I'll wait and hope he will come back. I'll hope, day and night, for as long as it takes. I'll hope because I need him. I need to see him glare at me, with his dark eyes or maybe even blood-red sharingan, I need to hear his voice, even if he tells me that I'm annoying. I can't go on as I used to without him. I need him.
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing at all
If only this world was perfect. He wouldn't feel nothing for me. My feelings wouldn't mean nothing to him. He would still be here. This would have never happened.
In a perfect world, Sasuke-kun wouldn't have left.
In a perfect world, this could never happen.
isa18: So? So? Review please!!!! Huggies!!!
