Sophie

23, I'm 23 years old and have never been in a relationship, sure I've had crushes and dates, but I've never been in a relationship. Have I kissed anyone? You may call this sad, at the age of 23, but I've only ever kissed one person. It was absolutely great but it was the biggest mistake of my life. I kissed my best friend at the age of 19, we were just fooling around and laughing at something that I cant even remember and I just couldn't stop myself. I leant in a kissed her.

She kissed me back and it was so fucking amazing, it lasted about a minute or so and I never wanted it to end but I knew it had to. When we broke apart she looked at me and didn't say anything, she just got up and left.

I haven't seen her since. 3 years, we were best friends for 3 years and something so stupid but so amazing broke that friendship up. Things just got worse after that, my Mum was diagnosed with cancer and my Dad was having an affair and got the women pregnant. I just needed my best friend to help me through it but she wasn't there.

I don't really blame her, but at the same time I do. She had kissed me back and she hadn't done anything to stop it. She knew what was going on with my family, I mean she had to right? If she did and didn't try and at least see if I was okay, then I'm glad she cut me out of her life. I'm glad she's not in my life.

After everything that happened, I locked myself away and made so stupid choices, Rosie tried to help me, but she didn't know how and I didn't want help. I ignored everyone around me and concentrated on my work, I studied and studied and made no time for anything else.

I passed everything I needed to and got into some good uni's but decided to stay and go to Manchester Uni to stay close to my Mum. I spent 3 years there and got the teaching degree I'd always wanted and looked back on the last 5 years and was proud that I was on top of my life.

Sian

When people look at me they see a blonde woman, a blonde police woman and they look at me completely different to how they would if I didn't have my uniform on. I look at them back with a smile and ignore the fact that I can see everything they're thinking.

It's strange, I can read people so well but no one can hardly read me. I guess it's because I was trained to read people but I don't know. There was always one person that could read me though. Sophie Webster, my.. well I don't know what you'd call her, my ex best friend? she could read me like a book. She'd know when I was upset and know when I was trying my hardest not to piss myself laughing. I miss her.

She used to make me smile, my cheeks would always hurt when I was around her from all the laughing and smiling and I miss that feeling. She sounds great doesn't she? She was brilliant, but then she had to ruin it. She kissed me. Granted I kissed her back but that was only because I didn't know what else to do, it was a surprise. A very shocked, kind of amazing surprise.

I cut her off after the kiss, I ran away and never spoke to her again. Coward. Yeah you're probably right, I'm the biggest coward ever.

I used to go back there. Back to coronation street, where she lived. I don't really know why I used to go there, I never knocked on the door, I just watched from afar. I used to see her all the time in the beginning when I used to go there, but then she just disappeared, I wondered what happened to her, but I know I didn't have the right to know.

I stopped going after she stopped being there. Maybe she moved, I used to think to myself.

I would go there once in the blue moon when I was feeling really down, I don't know, even though she wasn't there any more, it made me feel kind of better? I'm weird I know.

Today wasn't a good day. In fact it was a really bad day, and the fact that I've been thinking about her only makes me want to go there even more, I think I might have to.

Sophie

Today is a good day, Rosie is coming back from Portugal and I cant wait to see her, I haven't seen her in months and we have a lot to catch up on, well those are her words not mine. I've really missed her.

She's the only one I've told about Sian and the only one I can talk to about it, but I couldn't talk to her about anything else, and I think she knows that. She's just glad I can let her in on at least one aspect of my life.

I would rant about the blonde and cry about the blonde, and Rosie would just listen, she was a really good sister for those few months and I'll never forget it.

I'm at mums and she's telling me about how excited she is to have Rosie back and we're both a little more excited than we like to admit.

The door bell goes and we both look at each other with amused expressions, and jump up and run to the door.

We fight over the handle and I tug it down and pull the door open and I cant help but jump on my sister. I missed her more than I realised. I feel my mum jump on us and we all start laughing.

"Woah jeez, let me breathe guys" She loved it really, and she knew she did.

I let go of her and felt slightly embarrassed at my outburst and turned around and headed for the sofa. "So what's been going on?" I ask as my Mum and Rosie enter the living room. I look up at her and furrow my eyebrows in confusion "Where are your bags?"

Rosie grinned widely and took a seat next to me "So, I've got some news" my mum and I glanced at each other curiously "I'm getting married" she exclaimed

"WHAT?" my mum and I shouted in unison

"Yeah erm" she looks down at her wedding finger and twists the ring on it "I'm getting married"

"To who?" my mum asks

Rosie looks up from her ring and smiles "This is the funny part right, its Jason." We look at each other again "Jason Grimshaw, we kind of met in Portugal and we just hit it off"

My face mirrored my mums as we both looked shocked as ever.

Sian

Today I had to interview two rapists, ugh, it makes me sick that people like that still exist in this world. I would so agree with the death penalty for people like them.

Anyway, I'm heading off home but drive in the direction of coronation street without even thinking. I pull up across the street across from her house and just stare at it like I always used to do.

20 minutes had passed when I saw some movement in the living room curtain. My heart started beating faster in my chest, a few minutes later the door swung open and a flash of brunette caught my eye. The brunette turned around and it was Rosie; Sophie's older sister. I sat up and watched intently as she turned around waiting for someone.

"SOPHIE, hurry up" at that moment my heart felt like it stopped, when in reality it was the opposite. My stomach started to fell with butterflies as the younger Webster walked out.

My eyes stuck to her, I couldn't move.