A/N: Hey everyone! Nikki here! ^^ New story, again. Lol. Anyways, I got inspired and was all like: "I will pwn this new story!" And so, yeah. Please review, enjoy, and check out my profile after! Thanks!


Prologue

He was looking over the edge, contemplating what it was he was about to do. There was nothing for him here. No one to love him or for him to love. Who would love an ugly creature such as him anyways? That's right. No one.

Roxas was always like this. He always thought of himself as "ugly" or "vile". He never, ever, thought any good would come from him being around.

People thought he was averagely smart, self-confident, and one of the best guys there is. But, he never thought the same.

It was tiring. Trying to pretend to be happy and content. All of his "friends" bought the act. Except for two. But they never said anything.

Roxas was finally done. He couldn't take it anymore. He doesn't even have a home anymore. He might as well just get this over with, right?

He sighed, taking a tiny step up, onto the ledge. One more small step and a fall later he'd be dead. Blood and body parts splattered everywhere.

He hated having to make a mess of killing himself. He felt bad for the people who would have to clean himself, or what was left of himself, up off the sidewalk below.

He carefully looked over the edge to see if anyone was watching or walking below. He was surprised that there were a few people crying and pointing at him, familiar people.

'They must actually care for me.' Roxas thought as he looked behind him, to make sure no one was opening the door or standing there.

He was relieved to find out there wasn't and he turned back to face the road below. He thanked all the people he loved in his mind, hoping they would forgive him for this. Hoping they would find the note he left on his desk. Hoping the one he truly loved would be happy once more.

He took a deep breath, and stepped off the platform. He fell for less then a second when he felt himself hanging by on arm. He slowly looked up, hoping he wasn't holding onto the building or something.

He was shocked to see the one he loved there, sobbing loudly. He was holding Roxas up by his arm. A tear ran down Roxas's face.

"A-Axel..." Roxas whispered in a shocked tone. The silence was loud in his ears. Axel shook his head and kept pulling Roxas up, little by little.

"Roxas, what are you doing?" He screamed, tears running rapidly down his face. Roxas smiled sadly.

"Trying to rid the world of my horrible self. Why are you holding me up?" Roxas answered. His eyes were foggy, as if he couldn't even see Axel. Axel shuddered.

"B-Because, Roxas! You aren't horrible! Don't say that...please..." Axel trailed off, he had stopped sobbing but tears and whimpers were coming out almost every millisecond.

"I'm sorry for saying it, I didn't know it'd offend you. Hey, Axel..." Roxas said, laughing at his first sentence hollowly. Axel nodded quickly, holding on tighter to Roxas's arm.

"Anything, Roxas. What?" Axel replied sadly. He didn't want his friend to drift away forever.

"I love you. I have since we met, you know that? Always." Roxas said, truthfully. Axel's eyes widened and his mouth was agape. "And, since I promised to tell you, the ones who gave me the bruises. My dad. I'd tell you more but, I think the world's had enough of me now." Roxas said and lifted his other arm to scratch at Axel's hands on his arm.

"No! Roxas! Stop! I love you! Don't leave me!" Axel shouted at the insane blond. Tears ran down Roxas's face as he looked up at Axel, shocked.

"How could you love such an ugly creature like me? I would ruin your perfection..." Roxas spit out. I shook my head.

"No...you wouldn't! You'd make me even better! If you just came back up and stayed with me!" Axel screamed in sadness. Roxas shook his head.

I'm sorry, Axel. I don't believe that. I hope you have a good life. I love you. Goodbye." Roxas yanked Axel's hand off his arm and watched Axel get smaller and smaller as he fell. When he was half way down, he frowned. He realized what he just did.

Roxas is killing himself. He'll never see Axel again. Tear ran out of his eyes as he lifted an arm towards Axel.

"ROXAS!" Axel screamed in pure despair. Axel was about to jump to when he saw a giant white sheet under where Roxas was falling. He'd...He'd survive!

The door behind Axel slammed open and Marluxia ran to Axel and pulled him into a hug. Axel was sobbing on his shoulder.

"They got here just in time. You did good Axe. He'll survive." Axel nodded and kept crying and clutching to Marluxia.

When Roxas hi the white safety net, he blacked out. He had thought he'd died. But, little did he know, he'd wake up in a week to find himself still on earth.