A/N: I don't own Twilight, Just wish I did.

Hey guys, So I'm graduating… Exciting huh?

Not exactly..
Hopefully everyone has seen the New Moon trailer
If not, go to You tube right now.

Its amaaaaaaazzzzzingggggggggggggg!

Love you guys - Ditzy


"Dad?- I'm home." I shouted towards

The living room when I walked in.

I just got back from "a weekend with

Alice" or how I say it, Edward.

I was mildly frustrated at how it went.

I wanted more boundaries to be taken

down.

But all Edward wanted to do was kiss.

I'm afraid our honeymoon won't be

how I dream it will be.

Every time something gets taken out

of hand for one milli-second he has to

stop.

What happened to a few months ago?

in the meadow? When he basically

attacked me.

Where is that fiancé? Cause this

sexual pent up Bella needs him.

"How was shopping Bells?" Charlie

asked dragging me out of my

thoughts.

"Wonderful," I mocked sarcastically.

Charlie knew I hated shopping. Mind

as well act like I spent my weekend

doing it.

"You sound happy." He smiled

"Oh yes Dad. Very. Just throw me at

another sale with Alice and call it

hell."

"Hey now, Hey..Watch that mouth

young lady. And Alice is a very nice

girl. Don't take her interests out on

her."

I was 18 years old and he is telling

me to watch my mouth? For saying

hell. For all that's holy!

"I love Alice to death, Dad. But just

wait till she starts shopping for your

tux!"

His smile faltered. Charlie didn't like

the wedding talk.

"Well- I'm beat. I'm going to bed."

"G'Night Bells. See ya tomorrow."

"Night Dad."

I went up the stairs one by one. I

stopped in the bathroom to wash my

face and throw up my hair. I knew

Edward was already in my room.

Sprawled on the bed. I walked out of

the bathroom and turned to my

room. Edward looked up at me and

smiled. I smiled back and grabbed my

pj's.

"One sec." I whispered

He nodded and waved me off.

My holey sweats were my comfort

zone. But of course Alice talked me

into these smooth cotton ones.

In pale green. She said they would

make me forget my old, holey sweat

pants.

But right now I just wanted them.

I felt exposed. They clung to my body

but were flowy and soft.

They smelled wonderful. Like mint

leaves. Or some spice.

I hope Edward doesn't mind.

Yet again like déjà vu. I walked into

my room to see Edward. He was

reading a book. Possibly one of the

books he brought over to replace

Wuthering Heights. I told him Thanks

but nothing with replace it.

He still left them here. Probably to

read when I was sleeping. He

dropped the book when I entered and

smiled.

"Hello love." he whispered.

"Hi."

"Are you tired?"

"No."

"Hm. I guess that fiancé of yours isn't

doing a very good job then" he

grinned.

I just stared. Like a bozo.

"Bella?"

"Hm?"

"It was a joke. I'm sorry if I upset

you."

"No Edward, I'm fine."

He pulled up the covers

I pushed his hands down and climbed

on top of them.

He opened his arms and I snuggled

closer to him.

"I love you." he whispered in my hair

"I love you, Edward."

He kissed my head

"Edward?"

"Yes,"

"I don't want to go to sleep."

"Well you don't have to if you're not

tired."

"I am a little. But we have to talk."

"What about?"

"Umm,- I want to talk about, our um-

boundaries."

"What about them?"

"Well, shouldn't they be changed?

since were engaged?"

"To what?"

Geez, he always knew how to do that

"To - to lesser ones.."

"To lesser ones?"

He was mocking me. Not funny

Edward.

"Yeah, Edward.." I had to do this. No

matter how stupid I sound."How will

we get anything done on our

honeymoon with just kissing? Sex

needs more build up." I blushed

furiously.

"I suppose your right," he murmured.

"I am?..I mean-I am."

He chuckled."Bella, if that's what you

want, we'll change our boundaries."

"It's just not about me Edward, you

have to want it, too."

"I do Bella"

Those words made my heart

hyperactive.

I'm positive he heard it.

"Bella?"

"Yes?"

"Charlie's coming up to bed, but.. did

you want to talk tonight?"

I felt like my brain melted in my skull.

"Um, sure?"

He chuckled again.

He quickly kissed me

"Be right back then."

And just like that he was gone.

My door creaked.

"Bells?"

"Uh yeah Dad.?"

"Night."

"Night.."

He shut my door and the floor boards

sounded his departure.

The next thing I felt were Edwards

cool,strong arms embracing me.

"He'll be asleep soon.."

I attempted to swallow but my mouth

was suddenly dry.

I anticipated this moment ever since I

met Edward.

Other than having sex with him,

having a more physical relationship

with him was more than fine with me.

"Bella, look at me."

I was facing my door still and he was

behind me.

I turned around to see his moonlit

face.

He smiled his crooked grin and took a

hair out of my face and placed it back

into my untidy bun.

I looked up into his eyes and saw love

and lust radiating off of him.

He leaned down and kissed my lips

gently.

Then he deepened it by pushing into

me harder.

My arms were securely around his

neck and his arms went around my

torso and waist.

We kissed like that for a while until I

felt his mouth open.

His tongue slid on top of my parted

lips and I gripped his hair with my

hands and pulled him closer to me.

His tongue entered my mouth and

was quickly gone.

He turned his head and sucked on my

pulse point.

"Unnghh!..Edward!!" I moaned in his

ear.

That seemed to spur him on because

he flipped us down and laid on top of

me.

I felt his hardness on my thigh and

moaned again.

The spot between my thighs began to

ache.

And I needed relief.

Not thinking I ground myself onto his

thigh and moaned loudly.

His head rolled back.

"God, Bella. I love you, I love you so

much."

"Unngh!" came out of my mouth

instead of 'I love you too'

I ground my core on his thigh again

and felt the ache get more

pronounced.

He shifted so his hardness was now

between my thighs, into my dull

aching center.

I felt my eyes widen and I stared at

him.

His eyes were dark and glazed over.

He leaned forward," Do it again Bella,

Please. It will feel better."

I ground myself into him.

By golly gee whiz.

I was soaring, flying and a billion

other things.

"Bella, is..this what you..wanted?" he

sputtered

"God yes!" I all but shouted.

"Shh love, Charlie will wake up."

I grounded my core into him again

and the ache was replaced with

pleasure.

His head rolled back and rocked

against me

I shuddered and gripped his

shoulders.

"Ohh Edward, Mmmhm... So good." I

whispered into his neck.

He rocked once more and again

harder he fell limp and I enjoyed the

weight against me.

"Bellllaaa..uhh"

I ran my fingers through his hair.

He positioned himself above me so I

felt none of his weight.

I missed the lost.

No words were said as we gazed in

each others eyes.

They said them all.