A/N: I don't own Twilight, Just wish I did.
Hey guys, So I'm graduating… Exciting huh?
Not exactly..
Hopefully everyone has seen the New Moon trailer
If not, go to You tube right now.
Its amaaaaaaazzzzzingggggggggggggg!
Love you guys - Ditzy
"Dad?- I'm home." I shouted towards
The living room when I walked in.
I just got back from "a weekend with
Alice" or how I say it, Edward.
I was mildly frustrated at how it went.
I wanted more boundaries to be taken
down.
But all Edward wanted to do was kiss.
I'm afraid our honeymoon won't be
how I dream it will be.
Every time something gets taken out
of hand for one milli-second he has to
stop.
What happened to a few months ago?
in the meadow? When he basically
attacked me.
Where is that fiancé? Cause this
sexual pent up Bella needs him.
"How was shopping Bells?" Charlie
asked dragging me out of my
thoughts.
"Wonderful," I mocked sarcastically.
Charlie knew I hated shopping. Mind
as well act like I spent my weekend
doing it.
"You sound happy." He smiled
"Oh yes Dad. Very. Just throw me at
another sale with Alice and call it
hell."
"Hey now, Hey..Watch that mouth
young lady. And Alice is a very nice
girl. Don't take her interests out on
her."
I was 18 years old and he is telling
me to watch my mouth? For saying
hell. For all that's holy!
"I love Alice to death, Dad. But just
wait till she starts shopping for your
tux!"
His smile faltered. Charlie didn't like
the wedding talk.
"Well- I'm beat. I'm going to bed."
"G'Night Bells. See ya tomorrow."
"Night Dad."
I went up the stairs one by one. I
stopped in the bathroom to wash my
face and throw up my hair. I knew
Edward was already in my room.
Sprawled on the bed. I walked out of
the bathroom and turned to my
room. Edward looked up at me and
smiled. I smiled back and grabbed my
pj's.
"One sec." I whispered
He nodded and waved me off.
My holey sweats were my comfort
zone. But of course Alice talked me
into these smooth cotton ones.
In pale green. She said they would
make me forget my old, holey sweat
pants.
But right now I just wanted them.
I felt exposed. They clung to my body
but were flowy and soft.
They smelled wonderful. Like mint
leaves. Or some spice.
I hope Edward doesn't mind.
Yet again like déjà vu. I walked into
my room to see Edward. He was
reading a book. Possibly one of the
books he brought over to replace
Wuthering Heights. I told him Thanks
but nothing with replace it.
He still left them here. Probably to
read when I was sleeping. He
dropped the book when I entered and
smiled.
"Hello love." he whispered.
"Hi."
"Are you tired?"
"No."
"Hm. I guess that fiancé of yours isn't
doing a very good job then" he
grinned.
I just stared. Like a bozo.
"Bella?"
"Hm?"
"It was a joke. I'm sorry if I upset
you."
"No Edward, I'm fine."
He pulled up the covers
I pushed his hands down and climbed
on top of them.
He opened his arms and I snuggled
closer to him.
"I love you." he whispered in my hair
"I love you, Edward."
He kissed my head
"Edward?"
"Yes,"
"I don't want to go to sleep."
"Well you don't have to if you're not
tired."
"I am a little. But we have to talk."
"What about?"
"Umm,- I want to talk about, our um-
boundaries."
"What about them?"
"Well, shouldn't they be changed?
since were engaged?"
"To what?"
Geez, he always knew how to do that
"To - to lesser ones.."
"To lesser ones?"
He was mocking me. Not funny
Edward.
"Yeah, Edward.." I had to do this. No
matter how stupid I sound."How will
we get anything done on our
honeymoon with just kissing? Sex
needs more build up." I blushed
furiously.
"I suppose your right," he murmured.
"I am?..I mean-I am."
He chuckled."Bella, if that's what you
want, we'll change our boundaries."
"It's just not about me Edward, you
have to want it, too."
"I do Bella"
Those words made my heart
hyperactive.
I'm positive he heard it.
"Bella?"
"Yes?"
"Charlie's coming up to bed, but.. did
you want to talk tonight?"
I felt like my brain melted in my skull.
"Um, sure?"
He chuckled again.
He quickly kissed me
"Be right back then."
And just like that he was gone.
My door creaked.
"Bells?"
"Uh yeah Dad.?"
"Night."
"Night.."
He shut my door and the floor boards
sounded his departure.
The next thing I felt were Edwards
cool,strong arms embracing me.
"He'll be asleep soon.."
I attempted to swallow but my mouth
was suddenly dry.
I anticipated this moment ever since I
met Edward.
Other than having sex with him,
having a more physical relationship
with him was more than fine with me.
"Bella, look at me."
I was facing my door still and he was
behind me.
I turned around to see his moonlit
face.
He smiled his crooked grin and took a
hair out of my face and placed it back
into my untidy bun.
I looked up into his eyes and saw love
and lust radiating off of him.
He leaned down and kissed my lips
gently.
Then he deepened it by pushing into
me harder.
My arms were securely around his
neck and his arms went around my
torso and waist.
We kissed like that for a while until I
felt his mouth open.
His tongue slid on top of my parted
lips and I gripped his hair with my
hands and pulled him closer to me.
His tongue entered my mouth and
was quickly gone.
He turned his head and sucked on my
pulse point.
"Unnghh!..Edward!!" I moaned in his
ear.
That seemed to spur him on because
he flipped us down and laid on top of
me.
I felt his hardness on my thigh and
moaned again.
The spot between my thighs began to
ache.
And I needed relief.
Not thinking I ground myself onto his
thigh and moaned loudly.
His head rolled back.
"God, Bella. I love you, I love you so
much."
"Unngh!" came out of my mouth
instead of 'I love you too'
I ground my core on his thigh again
and felt the ache get more
pronounced.
He shifted so his hardness was now
between my thighs, into my dull
aching center.
I felt my eyes widen and I stared at
him.
His eyes were dark and glazed over.
He leaned forward," Do it again Bella,
Please. It will feel better."
I ground myself into him.
By golly gee whiz.
I was soaring, flying and a billion
other things.
"Bella, is..this what you..wanted?" he
sputtered
"God yes!" I all but shouted.
"Shh love, Charlie will wake up."
I grounded my core into him again
and the ache was replaced with
pleasure.
His head rolled back and rocked
against me
I shuddered and gripped his
shoulders.
"Ohh Edward, Mmmhm... So good." I
whispered into his neck.
He rocked once more and again
harder he fell limp and I enjoyed the
weight against me.
"Bellllaaa..uhh"
I ran my fingers through his hair.
He positioned himself above me so I
felt none of his weight.
I missed the lost.
No words were said as we gazed in
each others eyes.
They said them all.
