You froze my heart
Turning it cold
From the inside out
I couldn't believe you could do this
Just look at what you did.
Sharper than a knife
an icy blast
My dear sweet sister
Stabbing me with a shard
broken...broken
Of a long lost family bond
You shut me out
Ignoring me for years
As I tip toe tenderly past your closed door
That never opens never moves
Never making a sound a creak or a groan
Much like most afternoons between me and you
Several sleeping silences later
I dare to speak
You just curse me
Condemn me to a early end
What did I ever do to you?
Not long to go now
Don't you worry
You never did before
My skin turning colder than your soul
Delicate swirls of frost on my touch
Beautiful but deadly
Then on my arms
My face and neck
In my final moment
I think not of when you cursed me
Or when you hid away from the world
And me
Not even shouting at me as I stared longing out
At the light outside
Longing to open the windows to let in Heaven's rays
Instead I think of a long-forgotten but still there memory
One I do not think of often but wistfully when I do
When the two of us played together
Frolicking in the winter snow
To naïve to care or even dream of the future
So what went so wrong?
Okay this seemed like a good idea at midnight last night but oh well. Sorry if Anna sounds bitter but it was just an idea I had.
First attempt at a poem since I was five so please don't hate.
