AN: So this is something I wrote a little while ago before BoO was released. Tbh, I was disappointed with it, as there was no percabeth or angst, and not a "proper" ending.
DISCLAIMER: No, I don't own Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus, otherwise I wouldn't have sold the movie rights to those awful people who butchered it.
Most people wouldn't understand
How it feels to look around you and see that all you have loved, cared about
Is gone. (gonegonegonegonegone)
And even worse, knowing that you've caused it.
To them, maybe they've lost all they have cared about, gone through trauma (yourfaultfaultfaultfaultfaultfaultfaultfault)
But was it their fault?
No. (yesnoyesnoyesyesyesyesyes)
That's the worst sort of pain.
The pain of knowing that you have nothing left.
Realising you aren't afraid, because
What is there to fight for?
To cherish, remember, protect and love?
Now there's nothing left but my dark, twisted memories (whywhywhywhy)
And let's not forget the betrayal weighing on my heart
Because they trusted me. (theytrustedmetrustedtrusttrust)
And yet I gave them to Gaea.
She had her, and that was all that mattered. (whywasither?)
The earth goddess manipulated me, seducing me with her sickly words and empty promises.
And in the end, what did I gain? (whatwhatwhat?)
My best friends were dead, the person, my lover, friend and saviour was dead also.
Yet her life was the one I was trying to protect.
Not that it matters.
I stand over the bodies of my friends, and look them each in the eye.
Percy
Annabeth
They had just returned from Tartarus and were needed for Gaea's uprising.
I tricked them, led them straight into the (traptraptraptrap)
The look Percy gave me, just before Annabeth and he crumpled
Piper
We started this journey together, back when Jason's memories were gone.
Piper was the one that saw me and tried to save them (percyjacksonannabethchase)
Her charmspeak didn't work.
Jason
Jason saw Piper's limp body, and ran to kill me. (piperpiperpiper)
His blind rage was nothing compared to Gaea's power flowing through me. (jasongrace)
Hazel
Although our relationship was confusing at the start, she became like my sister.
But all the gold in the world couldn't save her from (memememememememememe)
Frank
I always teased Frank, telling him that he was weak.
But he was stronger then me.
After seeing (piperjasonpercyannabethpiperpercyannabethjason)
I killed them both before they could react, burning their bodies, whilst Frank held his
(woodwoodwoodwoodwoodwood)
And the earth goddess killed her right in front of me, after she resisted, fought.
Her final words (whyleowhywouldyoudothiswhywhywhywhy)
Gaea's laugh as I raced to her dead body was amused, cruel.
I had guaranteed her uprising.
All that was left was the broken shell of me. (brokebrokerbroken)
Who could stop her?
With all the power I had left, I summoned fire.
For once, I felt its burn. (burnburnburning)
To storm or fire the world must fall
