Teal in the black

Miku's POV

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock screaming at me to get up and make my way to hell. School, I hate school. The only thing its useful for is just so I can go to college and get a life far away from this awful one. I walked over to my vanity and stared at the empty bottles of anti depressants and make up. I looked up and saw my hollow face, staring at the reflection of my monster. My hair was a mess, all tangled and below my shoulders. It used to be longer but my mom cut it off. She would never learn to accept me, but my silence is what makes her happy. I pulled it into a sloppy ponytail and walked to my bathroom.

When I was young my mom would punish me for saying things that most adults would find cute coming from a young child. I never felt loved or good enough to my mother but I don't blame her. I was a mess.

I stopped wearing normal clothing. Instead I would wear what I had slept in due to the fact that I don't care and neither does anyone else. Baggy clothes to hide all of my bones and scars. I was always scared and never accepted.

In the bathroom I brushed my teeth and smeared white makeup over my torn up arms just to hide my shame. I threw on the jacket over my frail body and ran towards the door.

At the bus stop I stared at the opening into the trees were I planned to die. No stop, I can't think like that, I'm not going to, I have a future. I sighed. More kids showed up. Most of them were seniors. I was a junior but that doesn't matter. There was this one girl, Luka, she was pretty but she never really talked much. I Saw a white jeep drive by, it was Kaito. He was a senior with dark blue hair and the most beautiful Blue eyes. He was so cute . I sighed. I wasn't supposed to think he was cute, I should think Gakupo was cute or hot or whatever. But I didn't. I'm sorry mom.

After about five minutes of a deafening silence, the bus came. I had the urge to Jum- no no no. I couldn't. Luka was behind me, I turned slightly and saw her flash a brilliant radiant smile towards me. The thought made me happy inside. I'm glad the pink haired senior was nice to me. She was the only one which saddened me although I was completely used to it. I sat in front by myself staring out the front window, drowning in my own thoughts. I plugged in my earphones and let myself slip away before I had to make my way down the halls of metal and horror.

I got to my locker and started collecting my books. Two twins walked down the hall and passed me snickering while looking at me. They were rich and had glamorous expensive clothing while I had a hoodie and jeans. They had smooth silky blonde hair, I had messy teal hair in a sloppy pony tail. They had each other and I had myself. It was a lonely life but I was okay with it.

I made my way to class and sat down in the back corner where I dwell. Science was boring. I wasn't the most academic girl. Art and music were my strengths. I've been working on getting a certain scholarship to go an art and music academy in Japan, or other know as my dream school. Although drawing random characters and singing random songs isn't going to get me anywhere. I just wanted to get out of this hell hole. I was always so tired, but I was used to it. I was used to pain and suffering, and I was okay with it.

After English and History was lunch. This was he worst part of my day at hell. I used to naturally hide in the girls bathroom but I was done being a coward and I excepted whatever happened.

I had my reasons to hate Gakupo. Last year my mom tried forcing me to date him since he was rich and had money. She only wanted me to be with him so I would marry him and spoil her with his family's money as she grew old. But he was sick, and an awful person. He've probably hooked up with almost half the girls in this school. He was disgusting, at least he didn't take me or I wouldn't be able to live with myself anymore. Who would wan't that sick boy near them anyway. I guess I was the only one who knew all his sick dirty secrets.

I walked to my out to the football field which was always empty cause what athlete would skip lunch. Behind the bleachers I waited for my Family's protection. Then I saw Gakupo walk around the corner and started to approach me. I had no expression. He was I front of me now. I stiffened ready for him to punch me or slam me against the wall, but instead he leaned into my ear. His lips just barely touching them.

"I'm glad you came again darling, I thought you'd leave me again, sweetheart, I guess you know what I would do if you didn't show up," I flinched at his threatening whispers. His servants killed my father. I nodded and waited for him to proceed his doings. I was ready for him to do what he normally does three times a week. Pick me up, throw me against the wall. Throw a few punches and kick me while I'm down. I closed my eyes ready for him to hurt me. Then I felt the wall to my back but I wasn't thrown. I opened my eyes in surprise and what I saw was horrifying. Gakupo was sucking on my neck while his hands where touching my boobs! I started to panic. I started to struggle.

"No! Stop!" I screamed but he took a hand and slapped me hard against the cheek and continued to grope me. I started to struggle more and more. He threw me to the ground. I started to cry wondering about what he was about to do. Then I heard a voice of a thousand angels. It was Kaito. That hot senior from my neighborhood.

"Gakupo! What the fuck do you think you're doing!" He said with clear anger and shock on his face. "You sick bastard!" He screamed as he grabbed Gakupo's collar and slammed him against the brick wall. He formed a fist and started smashing it into Gakupo's face which was all blue and bloody. Gakupo ran away once Kaito's grip loosened on his shirt.

Next thing I knew I was being carried towards Kaito's jeep. He sat me in the front seat. Got in the drivers seat, and started driving to our neighborhood.

"Where are we going..?" I asked in clear shock and fear. My voice was obviously shaking horribly.

"I'm taking you to my house, where you'll be safe Miku," he said with a blank face, and continued driving.