Bad Habits

Bella swan is the new girl to forks washington. She was forced to come whether she wanted to or not. But when she gets there she finds herself being drawn to a mysterious bronze haried boy will he learn her secret will he get close enough to save her

" Mom please i dont want to go there forks is so dull and rainy i dont like it"
"Bella you have no choice being here with me isnt helping you any you hardly eat anything u flinch when people around u move to fast and u wont tell me what is wrong. I cant help you maybe your father will have better luck, now get your clothes packed its about time for us to leave to catch the plane.
"fine"

As much as i wanted to tell my mom i had been in an abusive relationship and thats why i flinch when people move to fast i just couldnt i dont like to talk bout my problems. Thats why i have formed my own habit. Cutting it helps just as much as crying does but with him i just wasnt allowed to.I knew even if i do go to forks nothing is gonna change so why bother.

"Bye mom" ill tell charlie u said hi "bye bella ill tell mark and phil u said bye"
i flinched when she said my exs name but let it go.

i arrived at forks late the car ride with charlie was awkward. We didnt even attempt to talk to each we arrived at my new home my dad said " you start school tomorrow so you might want to get some sleep.
"okay dad thanks for telling me goodnight"

I went up to my room and grabbed my bathroom neccessities and went to take a shower.
While i was finishing up i got my lifeline out my razor. As i gently took it across my skin once, twice, three times and watched as the blood came out and washed away with the water pouring down. Over the years with mark i have grown used to the smell i went back to my room and finally fell asleep. Only to wake up from a nightmare of my most recent horrifying memory.
Knowing i wasnt gonna be able to go back to sleep i got up and got ready for school. I made breakfast for charlie and left off to school.

Well school was going by pretty well i managed to avoid talking to anyone. Then the bell for lunch went off.
i went in to the cafeteria and sat down at the table off to itself all by myself and everything was going great until.....