I found myself wandering again in the green forest. The sound of my feet squashing the wet stuff was starting to creep me out. I wondered why the green life around me looked so horribly familiar. It came back to me in a snap. This was where my unconscious mind used to take me in the darkest night of my life .I wondered again what I was doing here I haven't had this dream since his miraculous re entry in my life. Infact I haven't had any nightmares or experienced anything frightening for that matter after his comeback. Something glittering far away in the forest caught my attention .I at once knew what it was. Without wasting a second, I leaped towards-running as fast as I could but my legs couldn't get me there fast enough. I was gasping for air and sweating as I waded through the forest to reach the dazzling light that now squinted my eyes. But I couldn't reach him no matter how hard I ever tried. Whenever I moved forward he moved back to exact correlation of the distance I had covered. I looked at his face to inquire the reason behind his retreat. That was the first time I looked in his eyes and I stopped dead. There was so much pain there .I wanted to reach him now more than ever I wanted to comfort him but my legs won't respond. I started screaming but my voice seemed to get struck in my throat. He was fading away. I screamed again at the top of my lungs desperate to catch his attention

Suddenly he stopped and I breathed a sigh of relief. But still he didn't approach to cover the distance between us .His features were twisted with pain I couldn't take it any more. It was torturing me. His lips parted and his velvety musical voice filled the gloomy darkness. His voice too broke as he tried to communicate with me. Bella I am so sorry I …I have to go I….I..'' I stared at his honey gold eyes which now worked as a mirror to his inner turmoil. I am not good for you''. He was fading away becoming more and more impossible to see for my weak human eyes. No' I screamed Edward don't … please don't leave me'. He had now become just like a jewel or maybe like a twinkling star far away in the dark forest. No' I screamed again as he vanished away.