Just his first thoughts after meeting the man who changed his life.

The Lying Butterfly

You took your hands and forced my lips,
To meet your own,
And my heart skipped.
For just a second I thought I saw
An ulterior motive, but I couldn't draw,
A conclusion to what you'd be wanting with me.
I knew from the start that we didn't see,
Eye to eye, on the contrary,
We saw mouth to mouth,
And I couldn't break free.
It was then that I knew
It was part of your plan,
That you didn't love me
Because no one can.
But I wouldn't bow down,
No, I wouldn't let you,
Lead me to darkness where you'd think I'd catch you.
But I'd let you fall.
And I'd let you drop.
I want nothing to do with,
You and I'll stop,
This plan that you're plotting
I know that you knew,
My brother but that doesn't mean I trust you.
So get out of my life,
And I'll stay out of yours.
I'll fight my own battles
And find my own doors
That lead to the path I'm supposed to be walking
If you'd just stop circling the life that you're stalking.
You say that you love me,
But you don't even know,
Who I am, what I've been through
My life's not a show
To be watched through the windows and tell all the lies
That the media feeds you like scavenging flies.
No, I can make it.
I can do it alone.
So don't even start with your lies and step off
Of that throne you're imagining,
I'm not what you see,
So stop talking lies
And start stop loving me.