AN: Well the first try didn't go too well so I made a few changes in my planning and i'm gonna start over with the fic. Hope u enjoy it.


INTRO

PoV: Allan

I woke up on the alley in front of the forest that I take

every day to get to school and back. I was cold and I felt

a familiar sting on my arm. I knew that that wound was a

deep one. I opened my eyes but I couldn't see anything.

Everything around me was covered in darkness.

There was no rain and no breeze.

Everything was still. I couldn't find it in

me to move. Another pain came to me it was also familiar. I

felt a tear run dowm my mud stained cheek. Why always me?

They all team up against me. Not one of them leaving me

whithout a beating. Why do they do this to me. Don't they

think I've been hurt enough already? My breathing was

getting uneven and before I knew it I was crying. I tried

to keep as quiet as I could so noone could hear me. Even

with crying the pain in the pit of my stomach didn't get

any better. It just kept getting worse and worse. I just

wanted to be left alone, but instead I get this. I slowly

pushed myself of the ground withe the arm that was less

hurt. I stopped in a sitting position. I felt dizzy and my

head hurt horribly. I knew I had passed out not long ago.

It always happened, but I never got used to it. Whenever i

woke up I felt scared and alone. Noone ever came to help

me. Or even to talk to me. I didn't have one friend and I

haven't talked for almost a year now. 'School's almost

over' I thought to myself. I slowly stood up while leaning

on a tree that arched over the alley and combined with

another on the other side. I really liked how it looked but

when I looked up at it's crown on this night, it looked

like it was laughing down at me, feeling no guilt what so

ever. I weakly made my way home. Step by step I could feel

my bits of energy truning in to dust and ditching me with

the nonexisting wind. I collapsed on the door to my home.

Letting it support all my weight I slowly turned the

doorknob. My aunt had forgotten to lock the door again. I

never really saw her a lot. She worked at night in a

nightclub and slept during the day. The door opened letting

me fall on the rough carpet in front of the door. At least

I was home now...