Hello, I am UndyingSpirit. It has been a while since I had done a new story, but I hope that I haven't kept you waiting for too long. This is my first s-CRY-ed fanfic…well it is a poem actually, but it's ok. This will be my first poem on fanfiction.
Disclaimer: I don't own s-CRY-ed.
"What I See In You"
When I first saw you, you looked like any other
Ragged, battered and fierce
I was scared that you would hurt me
But when you spoke to me, I felt safe
That day I knew that I could trust someone
My world hadn't seemed so whole since then
That rainy day, I began to believe
Believe in myself and in you
My hero…and my savior
When I first saw you, you were helpless
You were weak, frightened and young
I thought that I would stay a loner
But you had shown me something
Something that I hadn't seen in my whole life
Charity and compassion
And so, I took you in
Because we had no where else to go.
Every time that I would see you, I would smile
You would also smile back
Whenever I cooked, you ate and said that it was terrible
I didn't mind at all, as long as you were there with me
You would always be gone when I was asleep
But you'd be back when I was awake
And I would always smile when you were there
I never knew what you were always up to
But I trusted you to return back to me
And I knew then that I could always trust you
No matter what you did behind my back
Every time I saw you, I knew that you were worried
Worried about me and about what I did
I fed you lies and other excuses
You just shook your head and smiled at me
I felt somewhat guilty, but I had done it for a reason
For you, to protect you, to make your life easier
At the cost of my life, I would have done anything to keep you happy
You didn't have to worry so much, you knew that I was stronger than that
And I knew that you were strong just like me
Yet I had a fear of what would happen to you
It frightened me just to think about it
But now, I don't have to worry about you
Or at least that's what I thought
Sometimes I worry about you
About where you are and how you live
But you don't want me to think like that, would you?
I am stronger than when I was young
But there are times where I need you to be strong
But you are never here when I need you
I feel sad during those times
But I have no reason to be sad
For I know that I can still feel you
Within my heart, so I'll never be alone
I traveled throughout the island, scouting for those in need
Using my alter to set things right
Yet my alter power is slowly killing me
I know that you have grown and you might not need me anymore
But something inside, begs for it to be contrary
I do this to protect you, and to protect myself
But what can I do if I don't know your status?
I feel that I won't make it much longer
Maybe…maybe I'll see you again, someday…someday
Until that day, please don't wait for me…just live for today
That's all I ask of you…I'll see you then…
End
Okay, so maybe it wasn't poem after all…but it still seems pretty good. Thank you for reading and please R&R.
