To Be Loved!
Disclaimer: I don't own the people in this story.I own the plot :P
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flashback
Inu/Kouga
A/N: This is the first time at this kind of thing so be nice. Please R/R and any flames will be used for a fire to cook marshmallows :P.Now on with the fic.
With Inuyasha
It was a normal day.Miroku was trying to grop Sango and Kagome's non stop talking to shippo and Inuyasha...well he was abit off latley ever sence the last time he saw Kouga he was more distant and withdrawn than usual.He was trying to understand why in the world Kouga would do such a thing.
flashback
Inuyasha was fighting against Kouga and losing. He had been beaten down to the ground and had a gash in his side from 1 of kouga's attacks and was trying to keep from passing out from the pain.
"Just finish me already" growled Inuyasha. He closed his eyes and waited for the end but it never came. He looked up at Kouga to his surprise he was just standing there looking at him with and unreadable expression on his face. "No!" said Kouga and this alone sent Inuyasha's mind reeling as he was thinking about this he never noticed Kouga kneeling down to help him up. Inuyasha winced in pain because of his side and his legs gave out on him and he fell back on Kouga's chest. Despite himself he liked the feeling of Kouga against him.Kouga on the other hand was trying not to lose his self control and take the half demon here and now. Instead he opted to just nuzzel against the top of the Inu's head. Inuyasha had to bit his lip from moaning at the sensation he did not want Kouga to know he was enjoying the action the wolf was giving him. Then the wound in his side started to throb from pain, he started to feel like he would pass out soon from the pain and might die if the wound got infected. The last thing he remembered before the darkness enveloped him was Kouga giving him a slight kiss between his ears and Kouga saying "Don't worry my puppy I will get u back to your friends".
end of flashback
When he awoke he was laying next to a fire and his side had been looked after and he could still feel the dull throb but that would fad soon enough. "What the hell happened to you?"
Kagome was the first to ask "First you take off for no reason the when we do find you your out cold and bleeding. So where did you go?"
"I went after that flee bitten wolf I found him not far from where we were headed so I went out to kill him" Inuyasha growled "Not that it's any of your concern bitch!" Kagome's face turned red and she yelled "Inuyasha SIT!" while he layed in the body sized hole Kagome said that she was leaving for tests. Not soon after Sango said she was heading out and would not be back for a few days and Miroku took Shippo and left to go to his grandfathers grave for some medation and left Inuyasha alone.He muttered "fucking morrons" and took off the the mountains for some time alone.
Meanwhile with Kouga
Kouga was sitting in his cave thinking about his puppy and how he would soon be his and how he was to get him here without losing an arm or leg from Inuyasha's temper. Also he was wondering how Inuyasha was acting after their last encounter.
flashback
He was out getting food for his pack and killing a few demons for some fun, then he caught a wiff of the air and smelt Inuyasha heading this was and he smiled to himself of how the Inu was coming to kill him and have Kagome to himself. Kagome that bitch Kouga was sick of how she had Inuyasaha wrapped around her finger and how the Inu felt for her, sure everytime he saw them he'd put and an act to get close to her but it was to get a chance to see his puppy. Ever since he first saw him he knew he would be his and nothing would stop him.
He stopped thinking of Kagome and noticed how Inuyasha was infront of him with his sword ready to attack "What a suprise Kagome let the dog off his leash." It hurt Kouga to say such things but he had to or risk losing what he was hiding. "You asshole"
Inuyasha growled "You will die for saying that. He charged at Kouga and tried to cut his head off with his sword but failed. Kouga on the other hand was ready he aimmed a slash at Inuyasha and caught him in the side and kicked him to the ground with the shards of the jewel in his legs it was not hard to send the half demon sprawling across the ground and dropping his sword in the process.
Kouga by now wanted to cry when he heard Inuyasha say "Just finish me already" It broke his heart to hear him sound so weak and wanting to die."No!" he simply stated he could never bring himself to kill the one he loved. He walk over to the fallen Inu and helped him while he seemed dazed but the pain was enogh to send the Inu to his knees in pain and fall into his chest. Kouga's mind by now was blank so he just tried to not do something he knew he would never forget and would destroy any chance the wolf had with his puppy. He just nuzzled the Inu between his ears his heart lept when not only did his puppy not object but snuggled into his chest. He took a chance and kissed Inuyasha where he had been nuzzling and said "Don't worry my puppy I will get u back to your friends".
Then he felt his Inu go limp and knew he fainted so he picked up Inuyasha's sword and brought him back to his friends. Kouga looked back at Inuyasha and a single tear slipped out of his eye as he left he could not bring the puppy back to his cave it was to soon 'I wish he would just come to me on his own and we could be happy'
Kouga thought sadly to himself 'but it will never be he loves Kagome and would never leave her for me' even more tears came after this as he thought of what would never be and how it did no help on how much that he loved the Inu that he would never hear Inuyasha say "I love you" to him. With another dejected sigh he left for the mountains for more time locked in his room crying. Laughing to himself of how one half demon inu brought him so much sadness.
end of flashback
He was in his room on a bed of soft furs when noticed he had been crying again and that he would soon have to back out for more hunting and such. Kouga sat for another hour just thinking and then he left to find the healer of the clan to talk to. The healer was the only one he talked to about this kinda thing and again and again he got the same thing "just tell him and go from there you are killing yourself over this when by now you could have him as your mate and all would be fine" but he never listened to her. So he set of to do more hunting for the pack with the same sad and dejected look he had have for the last year and a half.
End for now i will post the next chappie soon so please review i might add a lemon later
bye bye for now ppl
