A/N: This will be a series of oneshots that have nothing to do with eachother. This first one will be kinda angsty, I apologize, but I swear after this one I have like six happy ones planned, okay? ^-^' I also apologize for grammar or spelling mistakes, since my native language is German. TRIGGER WARNING: attempted suicide.
It had been a busy day for Marinette, although there hadn't been a Akuma attack. It was freezing cold outside and her Parents had a busy day in the bakery, since it was a few days before Christmas and of course she had to help. Mme Bustier had given them a ton of Homework and Adrien hadn't been in School today. Alya said that Nino told her that Adrien's Father was thinking about taking him out of public school and homeschool him again. Marinette knew from Nino that Adrien had always liked public school way more than being homeschooled. She was worried about Adrien. He had always seemed in a bad mood in school for the past few days and when Marinette looked at his latest photoshoot she had noticed that he looked like he was wearing a smiling mask over his face, his real emotions. It was already around 10 p.m. When Marinette finished her Homework. Her head hurt from all the stress, she just wanted to get out of this hot room, get he head clear in the cold winter night. Tikki, spots on! She yelled at with a flash of pink light Marinette transformed into that she could finally jump over the rooftops of Paris and let out all her stress she sped up and almost flew over the city of love. Ladybug stopped jumping and landed on a rooftop next to an old company, where person in the shadows stood. She had gotten curious and snug near the Person which she quickly identified as Chat Noir. Even tho she wondered what he was doing out here, in the cold, she couldn't blame him because, well she was also out here, in the cold, at night. Let's give this kitty a good scareshe thought and positioned herself right behind him. She raised her hand but her movements froze when he spoke. Cataclysmn was what he yelled. Ladybug quickly backed up into the shadows. Had he sighted an enemy? But where? Thoughts like those and many more ran through Ladybugs head. Until she saw what he was doing. Chat Noir raised his hand, ready to touch his chest. Ladybugs brain froze. She knew what he was doing. She knew it. And she had no idea what to do, so she simply followed her first impulse. CHAT! NO! The girl in Polkadots screamed as she grabbed his hand and pulled it away from his heart. Chat Noir froze. He hadn't expected her here, at this time. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? Ladybug cryed. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? THIS... THIS.. WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH? Chat Noir tensed, he couldn't talk, he couldn't even bring himself to look at her. Until he heard sobbing. D-don't you know that I need you? The boy in black leather just stared at Ladybug,who had now embraced him in a thight hug. He tried to say something but somehow, his throat just couldn't produce words. I-i... suddenly he felt like crying. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I scared you. Chat Noir said in a quiet voice. It's just..I always feel like I'm not needed, because the town has you, my Father has his work, my friends have other friends, my crush has another crush and Christmas is just a really hard time for me. My Mother disappeared a few years ago around this time and my Father has changed a lot since then. Now he is even considering taking me out of public school and homeschooling me again. The last sentences should have lighten up a lightbulb in Ladybugs head, but right now she just couldn't concentrate. Chat placed his hand with the cataclysmn on an old chimny which immediatly dissolved into rust. I'm so sorry Chat. I didn't know you feel that way. I swear you are not useless. Without you, I would be... dead. Everyone who knew you would've been in grief. You can ALWAYS come and talk to me. I will do my best to be there with you. Ladybug sniffled. They were still embraced ina hug and neither of them wanted to let go. Thank you, My Lady. Chat replied with a weak smile. They were so cought up in the moment, that no one noticed or heard how the last paw of Chats ring beeped. Suddenly a flash of green light filled the old rooftop. Ladybug and Chat Noir jumped startled away from eachother. There was no more Chat noir, only Adrien Agreste, who looked almost as confused as Ladybug. O-oh, I'm so sorry. He stuttered. Ladybug was frozen. I'm really sorry... You are probably disappointed, aren't you? Adrien whispered. A-accually quite the opposite. Spots off Tikki. Ladybug said. And with pink flash another Superhero disappeared. Marinette?! Adrien gasped. W-well, now you are the one to be disappointed. Marinette said with a sad smile. Well, accually this is a huge relief for me since I've always been torn between my Lady and my Princess, but now the Problem is that neither of them loves me. Adrien replied. Um, well that is not really true. You see I've always loved Adrien and felt like I was betraying my feelings for him, so I tried to ignore Chats affection, even though I sometimes really wanted to return them. Marinette chuckled. I'm so glad it's you! They both said at the same time before they embraced eachother again in a thight hug. Somewhere in the bushes was a confused, happy,sad, crying Alya with her Phone unsure what was better: that she had jsut discovered the identities of Ladybug and Chat Noir or that both of her OTPs had jsut become canon.
A/N: Sorry about the few silly things, but I cried while writing this and somehow needed to cheer myself up again. Have a great day folks ;3
