the italics are the song. 'thoughts', "sayings" this is my first fanfic ever! please don't bash me if it sux. i just got into inuyasha in january 2006, i am so ashamed it took so long. anyway heres the story hopefully you like

Disclaimer: I'm only saying this once ….. I DO NOT Own INUYASHA… EVANESCENCE… or song. (I'm not that smart according to my friend please excuse me while I go slap her and enjoy chapter one )

An Alliance Formed of Hate

Chapter one: Final Decision

Bound at every limb by the shackles of fear

Sealed with lies through so many tears

A young maiden stood at the pinnacle of a large hill. Her midnight ebony colored hair flailing, slightly in the light breeze. Occasionally, from time to time, her soul gathers would glide by to feed her body the souls of the dead. The light breeze soon picked up to become a steady wind that seemed to nip at her pale cheeks.

lost from within pursuing the end

I fight for the chance to be lied to again

Her deep brown eyes, that were lifeless yet so cold, gazed upon the sight at the foot of the hill. She knew it was wrong to eavesdrop, but ever since inuyasha spent little time coming to see her and more time with her reincarnation, he owed her this much. So there she stood, hearing the words spoken, what little love she had held for him, was slowly dissipating. 'How dare him, he swore to protect me, yet he finds my reincarnate more interesting.' She thought listening more inventively

now.

InuXKag

"Inuyasha?" Kagome stated as she followed the silent hanyou. "Inuyasha, where are we going?" Still he said nothing, furriated Kagome stoped in her tracks and said," SIT! ". Inuyasha was forced into a crater of 2 feet, when the spell wore of he regained his stand. Infuriated he turned to the young miko, " Hey what the hell was that for!" He yelled. Kagome turned away from him and folded her arms. "Don't take that tone with me mister! You wouldn't answer me!"

The fight dragged on and on until Inuyasha let slip that he had brought her here because he loved her and wanted to claim her. Though shocked she was overjoyed and agreed. (A/N:sorry this isn't good but i'm tryna focus on kikyou and this is the part where she starts watching. But because they were fighting and yelling she heard and decided to spy)

Back to KIKYOU

Kikyou felt as if she were once again alive, and yet again was dying because of Inuyasha.

you will never be strong enough

She watched as they began kissing passionately, and his hands begun roaming.

you will never be good enough

She watched as they begun removing their clothing, as Inuyasha laid out his hoari. (a/n is that what it's called? Please tell me) She contemplated whether or not she should watch this abomination, in her eyes), take hold. For some reason her body was unable to move, and her eyes refuse to look away from the two.

you were never conceived in love

She sat there not fully understanding, what had possessed her to watch such an event take hold. Yet nothing could be undone now, Inuyasha and her reincarnate were now one. Kikyou stood up and turned her back on the sleeping lovers, their screams refusing to leave her mind. She began walking to the forest of Inuyasha, thinking what other purposes she was still here for. After moments of thinking it over, one finally dawned upon her.

you will not rise above

Her only purpose now, was to find Naraku and destroy him. She would defeat him on her own, without any help from a certain hanyou she had been dependant on. She would prove wrong to all who thought she needed assistance, and probably couldn't take on the evil Naraku, herself.

they'll never see

I'll never be

I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger

Burning deep inside of me

Kikyou kept walking until she reached the tree of ages, she gently caressed the bark. Her pale, cold hand rested on where Inuyasha had been pinned previously. A fugitive tear escaped unnoticed and slid down her cheek.

But through my tears breaks a bounding light

Birthing a dawn to this endless night

Her outstretched hand fisted, still remaining on the tree. 'I wouldn't be in this pain, with not even half of my soul, had it not been for Naraku.

Arms outstretched awaiting me

She collapsed at the base of the tree, with her sorrow finally taking hold of her, she wept.

An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

Rest in me and I'll comfort you

I have lived and I died for you

Abide in me, and I vow to you

I will never forsake you

Pure hate conquered the sorrow she felt, and ceased her tears. Bitterly she stood up, fist still clenched. 'Maybe, for the time being, I can subside my hatred for Naraku in order form an alliance.' Smiling coldly she turned and looked at the village, before turning back again. 'He maybe the one I wish to defeat, but he is the only one who holds a chance at finishing off Inuyasha for good.

they'll never see

I'll never be

I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger

Burning deep inside of me