Here's the first few parts of this, reposted from Pages of True Love, written so long ago now. The first few chapters are really short, but they do get longer.
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Return to Me
Chapter One - Pacey's P.O.V.
The summer is drawing to an end and the boat I have been crewing on for the past three months is about to pull into the dock for the final time and I can't help but wonder, What now? Where do I go from here?
I saw these past three months as an opportunity, an opportunity for what I'm not sure. But I know that I am no closer to answers than I was when I walked from everything and everyone back home. I've had a lot of time out on these open waters to think, to contemplate exactly what went wrong between us. I thought I needed space, that I had nothing left to offer her, that ultimately she would realize the truth, that I'm no good for her, and then she would leave me. I knew I couldn't handle that, so as I continued to spiral downwards I did the only thing I could and left her before she could wreck me any further.
I'm sitting here on the deck of this boat staring at her picture, it's the only reminder I have with me of what exactly it was I left behind, what I let go. It's the only thing I could bear to bring; everything else is boxed up and in storage somewhere thousands of miles away. The pictures edges have long since been worn smooth and it's getting a little creased, but it does not diminish her beauty, or the love I see in hers eyes, love I know is for me, and not for the first time since I left I find myself questioning my decision to let her go. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I made the wrong choice.
