Wow I suck lol, don't worry I would never abandon my other stories but this one just came to me and I hate to write it although it 3am and im tired! lol anways this chapter is short because I wanted to get it out and see if you guys cared about it or not. If not, ill delete and move on no biggie!

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Rachel Berry, sat on the edge of her bed scanning the pictures that hung around her, their, bedroom. From when she was 15 and in the choir room, to the day he graduated from basic training. The days all 3 of their children were born and of course their wedding day. In the middle was her Tony, the one and only before he decided she wanted to be a mother more. How is it that she is now sitting here afraid to open her bedroom door and be faced with reality? A day that would normally be celebrated, is a day that she is unsure of, she hates this they had it planned out. He was getting out after this tour and was going to come home and be with them, he had filled out the papers and although she never said anything Rachel was ecstatic, she was getting her husband back, and the kids their dad.

"Mom! Are you ready?" Her older daughter called from the other side of the door.

"Yes Lace, I'm coming out now!" She painted a smile on her face and forced herself to get up, she had to be strong because what the Hudson are about to face is going to take strength, not weakness. She knew that, so she became the character she has to play "Rachel Hudson, supportive wife and mother" She opened the door and was greeted by smile, no doubt the two belonging to the two oldest children as fake as hers, but the youngest and brightest smile was real and she needed that more then anything.

"Ok, Lacey make sure Alexis' bag is ready and I'll meet you at the door, Tyler can you hang back?" She waiting until the two daughters were out of sight before turning to her son, "Are you ok?" she ask because of everyone Tyler was the one that everyone was worried about, they all knew Tyler looked up to Finn with some awe and love he wanted to be him, climb the ranks just how he had, no one knew if this happening had tarnished his idea of his father or the Army. "I'm fine mom, I just really want to get there. So can we go please?" Rachel knew he was bothered but respected his wishes and grabbed his hand as they walked out to the car.

The ride was quite, no one knew what words to say, or if any needed to be said. Her phone rang and she knew it was Kurt calling, "Hello and what is your location my awfully late sister in law?" He says not giving her a chance to even say hello when she answered the phone, "About a block away Kurt, I'll see you soon." She didn't want attitude right now, she wanted quite and she wanted to reach over and take her sons hand again who looked like the twin of her husband.

She got her family ready, encouraging smiles and kissing away worried lines that wrinkled their young foreheads, "We are the Hudson's, we live by a code of honor and pride." She says before taking their hands and leading them down the hall to a room that held the fate of her life.

Walking in she was met with the angry face of her husband and a sympathetic doctor, along with a scare Kurt. It had been months since the accident and although he opted to stay out of state at one of the best rehabilitation centers she could tell his mind was still at war, but she was impressed but how fast his hands were moving and how quickly he had picked everything up, the kids and her had started classes a month ago and she could only pick up a few things, but from the looks of it; Finn was over being babied. She walked over and saw the smile on his face grow and she felt the tears in her eyes pool, "Hello Finn, I've missed you." She signed, his smile grew wider. "You learned sign language?" he responded at a slower pace then when he had been speaking to the doctor, he must know she isn't as good as he is, yet. "Of course, I only know a little but I practiced this conversation a lot. I'm glad your home." He smile started to fall and she knew the pain was washing over him "Home and deaf, life can screw you huh?" He signed back to her with rage behind it. Until the kids came from behind her and rushed to give him hugs, feeling that their father needed it right now more than anything, She knew this was going to be a challenge when the accident happened they said he might not ever hear again, but the worst part was the extreme case of PTSD that came from the tragic day that claimed most of the lives of the men that was in his unit. When he emailed her and told her he was staying at the hospital and getting help she knew it was bad, she wanted him home but she had to trust that he knew what was for the best of the family. She watched as her children interacted with their father finally moving past the issue and smiling.

"We are the Hudson's. We live by a code of honor and pride." He told her almost to fast that she didn't catch it. But she smiled and walked over and joined her family. They would make it through this, together.


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