I reached out for you last night

But you weren't there

I couldn't feel your skin on mine

I couldn't feel your lips pressed against mine

I couldn't feel you heart beat in time with mine

The feeling made me want to cry

Cold bed

Empty room

Thoughts in my mind

Hearts shatter in the dark of night

I tried to escape my mind

And

The thoughts of what i have to do

To you

My love

My life

But I am bound by oaths I cannot break

And it's so hard to realize

That I might not see you

Ever again

It's not me

They've broken my soul

So who am I now

In the cold of this night

In this palace of darkness

Where I'd take my own life

If it meant you'd be alright

Why cant I win this fight?

I reached out for you last night

But you weren't there

Could have sworn I felt you next to me

Must have been that dream

I wake from with a start

My heart throbbing

Falling apart

I slowly collect myself

And stare at the blank walls

Of my empty room

My prison

And

Inside the only good

Part of me

Dies