I reached out for you last night
But you weren't there
I couldn't feel your skin on mine
I couldn't feel your lips pressed against mine
I couldn't feel you heart beat in time with mine
The feeling made me want to cry
Cold bed
Empty room
Thoughts in my mind
Hearts shatter in the dark of night
I tried to escape my mind
And
The thoughts of what i have to do
To you
My love
My life
But I am bound by oaths I cannot break
And it's so hard to realize
That I might not see you
Ever again
It's not me
They've broken my soul
So who am I now
In the cold of this night
In this palace of darkness
Where I'd take my own life
If it meant you'd be alright
Why cant I win this fight?
I reached out for you last night
But you weren't there
Could have sworn I felt you next to me
Must have been that dream
I wake from with a start
My heart throbbing
Falling apart
I slowly collect myself
And stare at the blank walls
Of my empty room
My prison
And
Inside the only good
Part of me
Dies
