What have I done?

I never asked for murder

Is it because I desire to get back on Kurt and Ram for a rumor?

A rumor about me?

This boy, JD, told me that he has 'ich luge' bullets

Bullets that break the skin but no damage

As soon as I tried to wake Ram up

He's dead

I realized that JD lied to me because 'ich luge' means I lied in German

Because of my desire for payback

Kurt Kelly and Ram Sweeney are dead

But I never asked for them to die

It's my fault

It's my fault

It's my fault

What have I done?