Forever and Always
Prologue
This is the 2nd book to my Jacob and Bella what if story. all thought this is the 2nd book I'm most likely going to be releasing/posting this one first because I'm most likely going to finished writing it first, I've been more interested in this one and so it's been easier to write. I will eventually release solar eclipse. But for now we just have this. obviously your gana need some background info so u understand how the hell this all happened ummmm...basically the 1st one started out with the scene from eclipse where Jacob and Bella are in the kitchen about to kiss and in new moon Edward interrupts with calls his call about if Bella was still alive. In this story though Edward instead just calls Alice and asks if Bella was ok instead of calling Bella. (well technically Charlie cause thats who he asks for) so since that kiss wasn't interrupted therefore Jacob and Bella had their first romantic kiss then and it was basically as powerful and as eye opening as the 2nd kiss they originally had in eclipse so then they basically start going out from there. Btw if your wondering Jacob and the wolf pack kill Victoria. The wolf pack held her down and then Jacob slowly and painfully ripped off her head off. (Pleasant right lol) And you`ll be able to figure out the rest from the story. But if you have questions please ask I`m always open to improve my writing. Except with my spelling that takes to god damn long to go through the whole thing and edit it and it's no fun. So anyways here you go!
Visiting Mom
Bella looks out the window of the plane. She sees the airport getting smaller and smaller. She lays her head on Jacob`s chest. "Do you think this is a good Idea?" Bella asks.
"Why do you think it's not?" Jacob answers.
"I don't know, it's just I haven't seen my mom in almost 2 years. What if she's mad at me?"
"For not visiting her sooner?"
"Yeah."
"I think she`ll just be happy to see you."
"I guess you're right." Bella get out her Ipod from her coat pocket and puts the head phones in her ears, she sleeps for the rest of the flight to Florida.
Their plane lands at the airport in Florida and Rene is waiting for them.
"Bella!" Rene says opening her arms for a hug as Bella and Jacob get off the plane.
Bella gives her mother a hug.
"Oh I haven't seen you in so long." Rene says hugging her tighter. Rene steps back to look at Bella "geez you've gotten so big!"
"Mom please stop." Bella begs. Rene looks over at Jacob obviously wondering who the hell he was. Bella walks over to Jacob and introduces him. "mom this is Jacob, Jacob Black, You know Billy Black`s son."
"oh my gosh the last time I saw you, you where only 2." Rene says to Jacob. "Now your all grown up. Wow how time flys." she hugs him as well.
"Well let's not just stand around here. Let's go to the house. Bella let me help you with that." Rene takes one of Bella's heavy suit cases. They all walk to Rene's car it was a white small car, but cute. Bella and Jacob become fascinated by all the sights of Florida as Rene drives them to her house. When they got to the house Rene made some sandwiches for them all to eat, they ate outside on her deck which had such a beautiful veiw. "So Bella what are you going thinking of doing about college next year?"
"Umm….I was thinking of possibly going to Forks University."
"How about a college in phoenix."
"Maybe." She replyed.
"How about you Jacob, where are thinking of going when you graduate?" Rene asks
"Well my dad wants me to go Stanford like my sisters but I would rather go to ULA."
"So you're a sports guy. You know my new husband is a minor league baseball player."
"oh really?'
"Yes. He's so good at it too! Last week he hit 4 homers."
"No way!"
"Way. I have it on tape if you`d like to see. I`ll go get it!" Rene gets up and goes into her bedroom to look for the tape.
"She seems happy." Jacob comments
"She always is when people are over." Bella says
"I found it!" Rene says excitedly as she re-enters the kitchen. "Come on we'll watch it in the den. Jacob and Bella follow Rene into the den. Phil was in there watching football. Rene takes the remote from Phil and puts it on to the channel it needs to be on to play the DVD. "Yo Rene I was something!"
"And now your watching something else." she says sitting on his lap then pressing play on the remote.
"Oh theres my men watch him go!"
Bella and Jacob watch in boredom as Phil and Rene watch in excitement. Jacob probably would have actually enjoyed it if Phil and his team were actually good which they weren't. The so called four home runners were really just walks, obviously Rene didn't know a thing about baseball.
Proposal
After what felt like 5 hours of watching DVD after DVD of Phil playing baseball Jacob finally says "I gotta get something out of the car I`ll be right back."
"Jake I`ll come with you." Bella says quickly getting up.
"Ok but don't take to long, " Rene says. "The best play is coming up."
"We`ll try not to." Jake answers.
They then basically run for the door and as there outside Bella says suddenly realizing this "wait we didn't drive here, we took the plane."
"yeah but do you really wana watch anymore of those DVD's your mom made of her new husband playing baseball."
"Not really." Bella says smiling "so what are we gana do now?"
"We can go out somewhere. Do you know if there`s any good places around here?"
"Actually yes. I heard about this place from Angela, she came here with her family a few years back and she said theres this place on Edison Ave that has the best itailain food called buno italino."
"Ok let's go."
Bella and Jacob walk to the restraunt it was only a few blocks away so it wasn't that bad of a walk. They talked a lot on the way there and threw dinner. then after they both finished there dinner….."Bella, I need to ask you something…" he pauses for a moment thinking to himself should I do this? Could this ruin everything? Is she ready for this? Would she even what to….marry me? Jacob pushes out of his chair and stands in front of Bella holding her hand as he gets down on one knee. "Bella, ever since the day I met you I loved you. You were the first girl I had ever met who was beautiful on the outside and in and when we started dating you made me the happiest guy alive I want to continue this happiness forever. I want to spend my life with u and nobody else. Bella will u marry me?" he says pulling out a small diamond ring from his jean pocket.
"Yes!" she says hugging him and crying tears of joy on his shoulder.
They re-enter Rene's house. "So when are gana tell Rene?" Jacob asks
"I guess I`ll tell her over our second dinner." she smiles.
"Where were you guys?" Rene asks as she walks out of the kitchen.
"We went to get Jake's jacket from the car." Bella answers.
"well where`s the jacket?" Rene says looking down at both there empty hands.
"We….couldn't find it." Jake says.
"ohh." Rene says. "But you guys do realize you came here by plane right?"
"No wonder I couldn't find my jacket." Bella and Jake flee to the living room till dinner and watch TV. Bella in jakes arms. Bella looks down at her ring a few times and questions if she should have said yes.
"Mom I have an announcement to make." Bella says at dinner.
"Ok sweetie what is it"
"Mom, Jake and I are going to be getting married."
"Ohh that's so sweet. Congratulations!"
"Mom did you hear what I said?" she asks in shock she was expecting her mom to be mad at her.
"Yes, you and Jacob are getting married! this is going to be great! I`m so happy for you too! Welcome to the family Jacob."
"Thank you."
"Your not mad?" Bella asked.
"Bella why would I be mad? You two are perfect for each other like soul mates. You two are gana live such a happy life together."
"But aren't you mad that were getting married at such young ages? That this marriage might just end like yours and Charlie's in divorce?"
"No no none of that as I said before I aculey think your making the right choice here."
Bella gave her mother a confused look. How could she as a parent think this is the right thing to do?
" sweetie Jacob has been your friend ever since you two were little. I remember when I used to drop you off at Charlie`s every summer. When you came home you would go on about how much fun you had playing tag, toy guns and pirates with Jacob. I remember thinking you guys were so lucky to have each other a life time friend who will
Always be there for you threw better or worse. Jacob was there when you really needed him and you were there for him when he really needed you what can be more perfect than that."
"I guess your right." Bella says
Later that night as Bella is helping her mom wash the dishes.
"Bella, what you said before about you two getting married. About the divorce and you two being too young is that how you feel about this marriage?"
Bella paused for a second. "No..."
"Bella?"
"Ok fine they are some of the things I've been worrying about with this marriage."
"there`s more?"
"He's not perfect mom."
"he`s not perfect?" Renee repeated weirdly. "Whats that supposed to mean? Does he have a criminal record or something?"
"Noo I mean our relationships not perfect I mean me and him are always fighting over the stupidest things, he always wants be around me, sometimes he sleeps till noon where as I'm a morning person, he always makes everything a joke and hes always late for things and..."
"Honey if you have all these problems with him y are you marrying him?"
"Cause even though theres so many things I hate about him theres so many more things I love about him. the way he smile, the way he laughs, his body, the way he turns everything into a joke just to see me laugh or get mad at him, the way we fight over the dumbest things, how he always wants to be around me, how he gets along with you and charile, he listens to me and cares about my feelings and what I have to say, he loves me more than anything else in the world and honestly would do anything in the world for me."
"Geez Bella and you don't find him perfect for all that. Bella maybe instead of focusing on the few things that make him imperfect you should focus on the many things that make him perfect. Bella everybody has flaws heck even my perfect Phil has flaws but see Bella the key is to not focus on their flaws but to focus on the things that make you love them and the things that make them well...perfect. Bella gives her mom a big hug. "Thank you doesn't know what I would do without you."
"Aww thanks Bella." Bella releases her mom from the hug and they continue the dishes.
The Big Day
Jacob looks at the parking lot looking for Bella's car to pull up.
Jacob sees
Suddenly Quil, Embrey, Jared and Paul where walking towards Jacob.
"where`s Bella?"
Paul asked "what`d she stand you up on your wedding day?"
"no, she`s still getting ready."
"Girls take forever to get ready" Quil says
"How would you know?"Embry says "you haven't had a girlfriend since Katie barns in the 3rd grade!" they all laugh. Sam's car then pulls into the church parking lot. Sam helps Emily out of the car. Emily was wearing a silk made navy blue dress with a light blue bow that Bella, well aculey more Angela, picked out for all the brides maids. Sam was wearing a black tux with his hair combed back. Emily walks to the back of the car to get her and Sam's new born infant Tommy, he was born in October about 8 months ago and he couldn't have been born to a better family. Sam and Emily love him to death.
Tommy looked so much like Sam's the eyes, the nose, the face but his smile was like Emily's pleasant and welcoming. "How does it feel to finally be getting married to Bella? " Sam asks Jacob half jokily
"Great." Jake answers with a smile.
"You two make a wonderful couple your gana have a very happy life together." Emily chirps in.
"Thank you Emily."
"So heres the famous Tommy in person." Jacob says jokily
"High five."Jake says
Emily makes Tommy give Jake a high five. He laughs.
Then Emily goes inside the church with Tommy to go find a seat. Sam stays outside to talk to the guys.
"So your finally getting married to Bella, you must be happy."
"Yeah but I`m nervous too. I mean what if she leaves me at the alter or something."
Sam laughs at the thought. "Doesn't worry Bella loves you and she wouldn't do anything to hurt you, I can tell."
"Thanks Sam."
"No problem. I`m gana go find Emily and Tommy, I`ll see you in there."
Sam goes into the church.
Then Jacob sees Bella's friend Angela walking towards him. "Hey Jacob!" Angela says happily
"Oh hey Angela."
"Today's the big day! Are you excited?" asks Angela.
"Yeah I'm very excited." He says smiling.
"That's great I really hope it all works out for you two."
"Me too. Hey where's Eric don't you two usually go everywhere together?" Angela looked at ground suddenly and said "Eric...broke up with me"
"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know."
"He said we were too different and that I was too much of a kill joy for him,"
"Stupid Eric" she mutters to herself crying.
Jacob gives Angela a hug to try and make her feel better.
"Jacob!"Angela and Jacob stop hugging, Jacob looks around to see who called him, it was his sister Rachel with his other sister Rebecca following behind "no hello for your sisters!"Rachel says
"Geez so rude." Rebecca says
Jacob rolls his eyes
"Hello Rachel and Rebecca"
"Good. Happy wedding little bro." Rebecca says with a smile hugging Jacob.
"My turn." Rachel say as she steps up to also give Jacob a hug. "Happy wedding"
"This is..."Jacob says gesturing toward Angela "oh we know who she is!"
"This must be Bella swan"
"No this is..."
"oh my gosh your cheating on Bella!" Rachel says.
"And on your wedding day!" Rebecca says.
"I have half a mind to slap you up side your head!" Rachel says.
Rebecca slaps Jacob up side his head.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Jacob yells at Rachel and Rebecca.
"This is Bella's friend Angela."
"so your cheating on her with her friend!" Rachel screams.
"how low can u be Jacob."Rebecca comments.
"My boyfriend broke up with me. He was only hugging me to make me feel better."
"oh sorry." both sisters say at the same time.
"You guys are so god damn crazy" Jacob says.
"I'm not crazy, I'm the normal one she's the crazy one" Rebecca says defending herself
"How am I...?"
"I'm gana go inside and go find a seat, I'll see you later" Angela says
"Yeah see ya."
Angela goes inside the church
Rachel and Rebecca are still bickering
"Geez would you two shut up! Seriously you guys have only been here for 15 minutes and your all ready annoying the hell out of me!"
Rachel and Rebecca give each other a high five
"Rebecca, we completed our goal of the night."
"And in record time, we should get award for this."
Jacob yet again rolls his eyes
"Yeah the annoying sisters award." Jacob says sarcastically
then a new car pulls in to the church parking lot the cars a sliver Volvo, the car seems familiar to him, but not familiar like he seem the car in commercial or from the auto shop he worked in. but familiar like he knew someone who had that car but he couldn't remember who. Just than Bella's truck pulls up at the front of the church where Jacob was waiting. The biggest smile falls upon Jacob's face. Bella gets out of the car wearing her hair scrunched with a small tiara and a white vale and a white strapless dress that went down to her feet.
"You look beautiful."
"Thanks, you don't look so bad yourself."
Jacob smiles "thanks."
"What took you so long though? I thought you were standing me up or something."
"you know I would never do that to you, my mom randomly showed up at the house and wanted directions to the church since she had no clue where she was supposed to go, but after like 20 minutes of trying to tell her where it's by and how to get there and what land marks she`d see she finally got it. I sure hope she gets here ok, I would have afford her to ride with me and Charlie but that would have been a very awkward car ride" Bella says
Jacob chuckles.
"Well if we came here together she could have rode with us."
"I told you I don't want you spending your money on me, I'm not worth it."
"Bella you're worth it to me"
Jacob leans in to kiss Bella.
"Oh look how cute you two are!" Bella's mom says as she runs to Bella and Jacob from her car. "Mom you're embarrassing me"
"It's nice to see u again Mrs...Renee"
"It's nice to see u again too Jacob" she smiled and gave Jacob a hug.
The wedding is just about to start you see everyone getting into their places. the 4 brides maids Emily, Rachel, Rebecca, and the maid honor Angela and the best man Seth the organ man starts to play here comes the bride and Bella as beautiful as ever walks down the Bella is walking down she feels like for once things where finally perfect. she knew that Jacob was the one she was destined to be with, she knew now that he was always there for her and always will be, she knew now that who she truly loved wasn't Edward it was Jacob, she knew now that Jacob was the man of her dreams and she knew that they were ready for anything life could throw at them. As Bella walks down the aslise she sees all her friends and family smiling at her she saw her mother and Phil, Phil was texting and her mom was nudging him to stop and pay attenion, she rolled her eyes at that. She saw her dad and Jacobs dad both sitting in the first row of seats of their sides sitting closet to the aisle just like two little kids who just have to sit next to each other. She walks down a little more and then Bella's heart nearly stops as she sees Edward Cullen there in the flash sitting in a row to himself. She starts breathing heavily as she starts feeling confused as to why he was there. Was he gana try and sabatosh the wedding? Was he gana try and stop them from getting married? Was he gana try to get her back? so many thoughts like these were running threw bella`s head. She looked at Jacob then looked at Edward then she fell to the ground with a big thump. Jacob ran to Bella's side imediently. Everyone else crowded around her trying to see what was wrong. Angela made her way through the crowd. "Back up everyone, give her some room "give her some room to breathe." Angela says to the crowd as she pushes them back.
"I just called 911, there on their way" Charlie says.
What the Heck Just Happened?
Bella wakes up in a hospital in forks; Jacob was sitting in a chair at her bed side
"Bella! Thank god you're alive!" Jacob says happily as he then hugged Bella. "I thought I lost you!"
"I'm sorry."
"Sorry? For what it's not your fault u..."
"I ruined our wedding, I'm so sorry all the work we put in, all the planning and everyone was there and..."
"Its ok, I'm just glad you're alive Bella that's all that matters to me. A weddings just a wedding a stupid ceremony people have but you...your my best friend and the girl I love I don't know how I'd be able to live without u."
Sam suddenly comes in.
"we have a problem, Cullen is here."
"What!"
"He wants to talk Bella."
"Well I don't want to talk to him!" Bella yells "tell him to go the hell away."
"He said he's not leavening unless he talks you."
"Since when does he even give a fuck about Bella he left her 2 years ago and was never seen or heard from again!"
"Exactly." Bella agrees
Edward comes bursting through the door with the wolf pack chasing behind him.
"We held him up as long as we could but hes pretty fast and we can't execectly go wolf in a hospital" Embrey said.
"look I just wana talk to Bella .I don't see why you guys are making such a big deal out of this...unless Jacob u were getting married to Bella weren't you?"
Jacob gives Edward a look that says: you're an idiot. "who`d you think was marrying Bella Quil?"
"i thought she might have found a new person."
"Well she didn't so go!"
"I`m not leaving intill I talk to Bella."
"Well I don't want to talk to you, so go away!" Bella yells at him.
"Bella I`m sorry I left you. But it was for your own safety I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if something like what happened with jasper happened again."
"Really? That's why you left! Are serious! I cried for weeks over you because I thought you didn't love me!"
"I`m sorry I….."
"What? You thought you would just leave and everything would just be fine no hurt feelings or anything. Well maybe that's how it works in Edward world but in the real world it's not like that! I felt like my heart was smash into little pieces when u left I felt like a part of me just died and when I`d sleep there you`d be u in my dreams. But Jacob made me feel better again he listened to me rant on about how much you hurt me, we laughed and had fun going places and doing things were as you only brought me danger, sadness, torment, trouble, fear, and anger.
"Then maybe it's a good thing I left." Edward responses.
Bella pauses to think about that theory. Could he be right? With all the pain he cause me, in the end was it actually good he left. Maybe I mean I would have never gotten this close to Jake if Edward had stayed all this time. Infect I probably would have been marring Edward today if he hadn't left. Shudders at the thought. Bella smiles. "Thank you."
Jacob raises an eyebrow.
"For what?" Edward asks.
"for leaving." she says getting out of bed and hugging him. "You knew that I loved you so much that I`d kill myself to be with u. But u also knew I`d be happier and much better off with Jacob so you left me even though you still loved me. That's so sweet thank you."
"You know I care about you Bella and I only want whats best for you."
"I know and I should have known that then."
Jacob rolls his eyes and thinks what a liar he is.
The Wedding
The next day they had the wedding ceremony again, Bella said she was up to it so they went for it.
"Bella I need to ask you kinda…..kinda a stupid."
"Ok what is it?"
"I just need to know." he takes a deep breath. "Do you love him more now because you think it's so sweet that he supposedly set us up?"
"Well I don't think that he set us up I think he knew that we were destined to be together and that I`d be a whole lot happier with you them him. His sister Alice could see the future so maybe she-"
"Whatever. Do you love him more than you love me?"
"Of course not Jake. What I said back there in the hospital was true even thought I think it's kind of sweet why he did it he still caused me all that pain and depression even when me and him were together. Were as you have brought me nothing but happiness and fun and good memories instead of bad ones. Jake I love you more than anything in the world I promise you. Your funny, sweet, caring, incredibly hot.
Jacob smiles.
"There's one of your famous Jake smiles I love." Bella says smiling at him.
"Who gives this woman to this man?" asked the priest. Charlie stands up. "Her mother and I do." Bella walks over to Jacob and stands next to him. Jacob pulls bellas veal up so it's not covering her face. "Do you Jacob Daniel Black take Isabella Marie Swan to be your wife? To have and to hold in sickness and in heath for better or for worse for richer or poor for as long as you both shall live?"
"I do" answers Jacob. Placing a wedding ring on Bella's finger.
"Do you Isabella Marie Swan Take Jacob Daniel Black to be your husband? To have and to hold in sickness and in heath for better or for worse for richer or poor for as long as you both shall live?"
"I do" answers Bella. Placing a wedding ring on Jacob`s finger.
"Do the two of you have your wedding vows?" the priest asked.
"Yep."
"Mmhm."
"The groom may go first."
"Lucky me." Jacob whispers to Bella sarcastically. Jacob reaches into his coat pocket and takes out a piece of paper. "Wow it's our wedding day," Jacob starts. "I remember when we were just two kids making mud pies and playing pirates in your backyard. Bella, ever since the first day I saw you I loved you. You weren't like the other girls you were unique, unslef absorbed, funny and beautiful in every way. Then you moved away for a long time and I thought I`d never see your beautiful face again. But lucky for me you moved back and well four years later here we are. I never thought I`d love anyone as much as I love you Bella. I`d do anything for you. Anything to see that wonderful smile of yours. I love you and I`m so proud to call you my wife."
"now bride your vows."
"Jake, you were my best friend for so many years. You were always there for me when I needed a friend. When Edward left I feel into a deep depression but you helped me get out of it. You talked to me, you listened to me. you were the best friend I had ever had, then we started dating and you became the best boyfriend I had ever had. You`d buy me gifts for no other reason than the fact that you loved me. You`d always talk to me when I got mad at you or when you did something wrong. Jake you're always kind, sweet, generous, trustworthy, faithful and so many more things. I`m proud to call you my husband."
"By the power vested in me by the state of Washington I now pronounce you husband and wife you may kiss the bride." Jacob kisses Bella.
Surprise!
Two years later
Should I tell him?….….or shouldn't I?…well I have to tell him he needs to know, plus hes gana find out eventually. But what should I say? What if hes not happy for me? What if he didn't want this for us? We haven't talked about if we wanted it yet.
"Hey beautiful!" Jacob says upon entering the house. Home from working at auto parts shop. "Hey Jake." Bella says nervously. She turns on the water on the sink and starts nervously washing dishes.
"Are you ok? You seem…..nervous or something."
"I`m fine." she says. Then she accidently drops the dish she was cleaning. They both bend down to clean up the broken dish. Bella picks up a few pieces and throws them out but Jacob picked up most of the pieces and threw them in the trash as well.
"Bella, I know somethings wrong I`m not an idiot. Just tell me whats wrong I won't get mad if that's what your worried about."
"Ok." Bella replies. She takes a deep breath. "Jake I'm pregnant."
Jakes face went from serous to very happy.
"You are? That's great!"
"so your happy?"
"of course I am! Were gana be parents!"
Bella smiles.
"so did you just find out today?" Jacob asks "Or have you been hiding this from me?"
"no the doctor just told me today, I went in for a check up and he told me I was pregnant."
