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My name is Zane Truesdale, and I have done terrible things.
I banished the light of my soul to the darkest depths of the shadows. I watched, as I became a monster and inflected horror on those around me. I hunted and sought after those I new I could bring down to their knees in pain. I turned my back on the beliefs and people that I had once held dear. My old friends think I have lost my mind to darkness, but I know full well what I am doing.
I turned my back on the teacher that taught me about respect and honor. The man I had once looked to as a kind of second father. He challenged me to a duel to teach me one final lesson. That when you wonder into the darkness, you can only go so far before it consumes you, but I already knew that lesson. I know what the darkness can do to a person; I am not a fool. He thinks I am just a child that had lost his way in the woods, but I know exactly where I am. I defeated him in the duel, by not only destroying the monster he gave me, but a creature that had stood by my side for years. The symbol of who I once was; a person he had helped create. That dragon still stands by my side and will forever, no matter how much I resent it.
I turned my back on my best friend, who had once been consumed by darkness. I flaunted my change in his face and taunted him, until he was once again consumed by darkness. I did so only to reveal to him, and the rest of my so-called friends, that I have not been consumed by blackness. No sprit or unknown force made me do these things or turned me into this, merely the need to survive. I was left on my own; no friends were there, so I made decision. The person I was died cold, alone, and in pain. Nevertheless, I have made my own choices, of my own free will, and will continue to do so.
I turned my back on my little brother. I made him suffer to the highest degree possible. I used electricity to inflect deadly pain on him, and made him watch as the brother he once knew died. I speared him no pain as I brought him down. I left him alone and broken, with the felting hope that somehow I could still be saved. However, the sad truth is that I do not need saving, I know what I am doing. I walked away from my brother with no concern weather he lives or dies. I walked away leaving a hole in his heart.
My name is Zane Truesdale and I have done terrible things.
I have no regrets.
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I'm not really sure what made my write this, but I can tell you it is based on the monologue that Terra from Teen Titians does in the episode Aftershock, and on the fic No regrets by RC Tanoshii. I personally think that there is more to Zane transformation into Hell Kaiser than meets the eye and I'm not really sure where this fic came from but it wouldn't let up until I wrote it. Hopefully in season 3 we will learn more about what is going on with Zane; at the very lest I hope we learn more about his heart issues. Well please leave a review and tell me what you think and thanks for reading.
