Part 2:The Unforgiven
Chapter one: 3 months earlier/ease my pain
"Sam will you hurry your ass out of bathroom, you've been in there for an hour now?" he hammered his fist against the door waiting as patiently as he could but being him he was failing " Sam? What the hell are you doing in there, theres no need to make yourself pretty for me your already an ugly-" the door swung open immediatly there stood Sam dripping wet with only a towel round him.
" ive been in there for 10 minutes Dean, your just too damn impatient"
Dean smirked "yea whatever dude just get changed we leave in 15" he slide past Sam heading into the bathroom grabbing some clean clothes on the way " you better of left me some hot water"
Sam rolled his eyes keeping hold of the towel round his waist making sure it wouldnt slide off " Dean I really think we should stay another night...just to be safe" he called out to the bathroom door.
He leaned his ear against the door, the shower was running so he knew that Dean wasnt going to reply, he let out a heavy sigh heading over to his bed, pulling out some clean clothes, getting changed. He then pulled out his laptop doing some last minute surfing before Dean made another appearence.
A couple of minutes later Dean returned full clothed and clean " alrighty lets get outta here" he loosened up his muscles heading round towards his own bed which was covered with weopens, ammo and several clothing ,whereas Sams was clean and tidy.
Sam glanced up not convinced it was over yet "No Dean I dont care what you say im staying here... this is not over, I still think we should stay another night I just-"
Dean interuppted " Oh come on Sammy we finished it off, Nancy Ellis wont be terroising any other kiddies anytime soon, we should just get outta here man" he begged.
"I know but Im not sure Dean I just have a bad feeling is all"
Dean rolled his eyes packing up his duffle bag " you always have a bad feeling,its not one of those spine tingling psychic visions is it?"
Sam shook his head " no I dont think so, I just I dont feel right" he stared down at the floor.
Dean watched his brother carefully, he always had moments like these and they meant nothing what makes now any different. .
" Dude please cant we just go im sick of this damn town"
Sam couldnt help but snigger a little at the look of Deans face, at how badly he actually wanted to leave, the eagerness to just leave this town and never return, they did have alot of bad luck with this hunt I mean they had a crazy bitch try and kill them, who wouldnt want to leave. He eventually gave in "Alright..we can go, just give me a moment to pack up"
"thank you"
A few minutes later they both found themselves in the impala driving off to god knows where. The roads were quiet too quiet which unsettled Sam but he wasnt going to say anything he'd only piss off Dean " so where are we headed?"
Dean concentrated on the road giving a quick glance over at Sam before looking back to the road " Erm I havent decided yet, maybe we can go to Calfornia bang Jessica Alba...man that chick is hot"
Sam raised an eyebrow at Dean " is that all you think about, you need to start gettting your head out of the clouds and start thinking realistically, not everything revolves around you and sex"
Dean raised an eyebrow " geez lighten up Sammy what rattled your cage I was only making a suggestion just calm down before you give yourself a heart attack" he sighed " we can do something else if you want"
Sam wasnt in the mood, he was cranky,tired and wanted a nice soft bed to lay in and knowing his brother they wouldnt be anywhere near a bed for a while, well maybe Dean and some random chick he's hooked up with while he's left to sort things out on his own, it was times like these that Sam hated having a brother.
"well whats wrong with you?"
" nothing" he mumbled, he slightly looked over at Dean who was not convinced " NOTHING..alright im fine, I just wish that sometimes you would respect me and dont always think about yourself because lately thats all it ever is, me me me and my one night stands its like I dont exist anymore Dean, like you dont want me around"
Dean was rather surprised by Sam response " excuse me? your not happy being here Sammy i'll drop you off somewhere?"
" I dont mean that Dean..I just want you to listen to me for once and respect what I want to do now and again, is that really too much to ask?" he rubbed his head a shooting pain appearing." oh perfect" he knew what was coming.
Dean turned away from him glaring a little " fine" he answered plainly " well then Dexter what does Sam WInchester want to do, huh, come on enlighten me?"
Sam stared into space his head pounding his body tensing up, limbs becoming sweaty " Dean stop the car" he pleaded gripping hold of the Deans shoulder, he panted looking up at Dean " Dean STOP THE GOD DAMN CAR"
Dean jumped a little not sure how to take Sams little outburst" Sam..Sammy whats wrong?" he looked up and widened his eyes as a bright shining light was spotlighted across his face.
CRASH.
Sam shot up from his bed the haunting memory of the crash coming back to him. It was the fifth night in a row he had the dream, it just wouldnt leave him alone, like it was telling him something, the same recurring dream. Even after he had been in a coma for months he still didnt understand why, was this just a normal coincidence due to the crash or something supernatural? To Sams mind he was completely clueless.
He surfed on his laptop a thought cropped up on his mind, what could his brother be doing..where was he after they departed. The way they had lefted things back at the hospital made him feel guilty.. like he blamed himself, it was after all him who started the arguement, like usual.
He may not of known where Dean was but he hoped that he was safe and not in trouble, he could never forgive himself if something bad happened to him.
The sky was jet black, approx 8 o clock in the evening and Sam had been in research mode for at least 5 hours, just to find a way to explain why or what couldve caused his insane nightmare.
Two hours passed...nothing.
Another hour passed..nothing.
Another hour and he still had nothing,he must've gotten through about 15 cups of coffee to keep him awake, but still the only lead he got was a mara, and for some reason he doubted they were the cause. All the research and he had zilch. He decided to give in for the night
Blue Moon StripClub, PhoenixBusiness was usually good this time of night, a great crowd alot of dancers, great music and mostly alot of old folk spending they're daily earnings perving on the feminine species, and this night was no different. In the background played some techno rave clubby type music the type that made you want to strip to your underwear and let the rest of the night take its course mostly that meant sex. The club was pretty crowded, there were your regular drunks who were just there to get some ,whereas others respected the women for who they were.
Dean Wincester stared up a cheeky smile on his face " you look very pretty tonight" he told her flashing her a $20 bill.
The stripper was short, brunette wearing hardly anything, she grinned down at Dean pouring him a drink "your not so bad yourself handsome" she toyed with his ear pulling a cheeky smile over at him "dont you go anywhere i'll be right back" she slowly strolled off, turning her head a little flashing him a smile and then dissapeared round the corner.
Dean smirked " believe me im glued to my seat..hurry back im missing you already" he sighed sipping his drink slowly.
A few minutes later she returned all of her attention focused on him " So whats your name handsome, havent seen you round these parts before?" she turned flashing her rear end in his face. " your not a newbie are you?" she turned round lifting her leg sitting on top of him, and went to kiss his neck.
Dean pulled a cheeky smile and laughed faintly" why do I look like a newbie..do I look like I dont belong?"
The stripper smiled staring down at him stroking his cheek gently, it was as if she felt sympathy for him " you look lonely" she answered looking into his emerald green eyes. "you havent lost anyone have you?"
Dean smiled weakly a bit annoyed with himself that a complete stranger could see right through him"no honey im doing just fine trust me...now why dont you show me what you got hmm im not here to talk about me" he pulled an artifical smile flashing her another $20 bill. This was one of the only ways he could hide the pain that he was going through bottling up his feelings, however with this girl he wanted to open up, it somehow felt easier telling a complete stranger your problems than someone your close to you " alright you've seen right through me..honestly yeah me and brother we had this major arguement and it hurt me pretty bad you know-" he wasnt even paying attention to the fact that this girl was all over him "its like he blames me for the crash, like I was responsible for his nightmare, and I dont even know what happened" he sighed looking up at the girl " your even listening to a word I say are you princess?"
The stripper giggled flirtaciously while kissing Deans neck, almost sucking at it " of course I am" she ruffled up his hair giving him a lapdance.
Dean laughed not convinced one bit " right" he stared up at her, licking his lips as he played with his amulet round his neck " so whats your name huh, cause im guessing it isnt Candycane?" he raised his eyesbrows staring up at the label on her outfit.
The stripper laughed " how do you know, could be I may just have really insane parents who have obsessive compulsive disorder over christmas" she smiled " but no your right, this is just my stage name my real names Kathy" she put his arm round him " and who are you tall dark and handsome?"
Dean put his head to the side and smirked pulling Kathy closer to him, he gently pulled a strand of her hair back, chuckling to himself "you'll see"
Laughter echoed through the small one bedroomed studio apartment, laughter then screaming, then more laughter, the room was badly lit, the lights flickering ever so often, as for the rest of the room, it was littered with dirty laundry, empty fast food wrappers and crawling with bugs, not exactly somewhere you'd call sanitary.
"OH behave"
Dean smirked shifting over in the rather crowded double bed staring at her after theyre night of passion he pulled her hair back "i havent had a night like this for a long time" he smiled." you've made me a very happy guy"
Kathy raised an eyebrow staring at him and smiled "sex makes you happy..you get off on it..I saw what you were like, you were lusting after me, and boy it felt good" she giggled."you see I know all about you an your needs"
Dean grinned, it was so true " you really think you can read me after only two hours of knowing me?" he pulled the sheet up a little " go ahead" sitting up slightly.
Kathy stared at him turning away from him and smiled grabbing a hair bobble and tied her hair up " I think your afraid of commitment" she paused a moment "so you sell yourself everything night to a different girl knowing that your never going to see them again" she stared down gently running her fingers down his stomach " your on a mission, you have another life and you feel its your responsibilty to save people, but you want to be normal,you cant love but you want to..how much I got right so far?" she stared up at him seductively, running her finger tips along his lips.
Dean rested his head on the cold pillow and smiled " spot on..good job Kathy you know all about me..congratulations" he sat up more "atleast you dont think im a stark raving lunatic like my brother does, I mean for me to just take an innoncent life, its crazy right, I mean would you really call me a killer?" he got up and frowned grabbing the whiskey that was on the counter looking out the slightly dirty window, not caring that he was fully naked "I've done some things in my life that im not proud of and i wanna change..I just dont know how"
Kathy smiled looking over at him and walked over to the window beside him, wrapping her arms round his waist "you will, in time you'll come to see who you really are" she pulled a small smile looking up at Dean, she went up on her tiptoes and kissed him passionately on the lips, she smirked her eyes turning black " a killer".
