Don't Tell Shay

Chapter 1: Movie Night

Sasha's POV

Beep, beep, beep.

Ugh. I groaned as I rolled over and hit the sleep button on my alarm clock. It was Friday and I was dreading going to work today. Normally going to work wouldn't bother me because I love what I do, but today was different because yesterday Ashley found out about my feelings for Shay. I knew Ashley wouldn't tell Shay about it, but I was dreading the teasing, because just like Hanna, Ashley loved to tease. I guess I'd just have to put on my game face. I mean how hard could it be? I act for a living after all.

I showered got dressed and grabbed some breakfast and then I was on my way to work. I walked from the parking lot to the studio then to my dressing room.

I got a knock on my door about 10 minutes after I got there, someone from the crew told me I'd be needed in hair and makeup in about 15 minutes. I decided that I should practice my lines to help pass time while I wait.

After another 15 minutes I heard another knock on my door, and Lucy stood at the door.

"Hey." She greeted as she walked over and hugged me.

"Hey" I greeted back cheerfully.

"You're needed in hair and makeup; I'll see you on set later."

"Bye Lucy." I called as she walked out of the room and toward the set she was needed at.

I headed over toward hair and makeup and almost knocked Troian over.

"I'm so sorry Troian. I didn't even see you there." I apologized quickly.

She smiled, "its okay. Neither did I honestly. Headed to hair and makeup?" She guessed.

"Yeah, headed to set with Lucy?" I asked in return. She nodded.

"Yeah, I'm actually a little late because it took longer than I thought it would for my wardrobe."

"Then you better get over there." I smiled and pulled her in for a hug, "I'll see you later Troian."

"Bye Sasha." She called over her shoulder.

Once I got to hair and makeup I was done in about 20 minutes, after that I went over to the wardrobe department and ran into Ashley

"Hey Ash." I smiled as she pulled me into a hug.

"Hey Sasha. When's your call time?" She asked. I quickly checked my phone.

"My call time isn't for another 15 minutes. What about you?" I asked.

"My call time is in a little over 5 minutes." Ashley answered easily.

I heard my name being called and left Ashley, "I'll see you later Ash" And I was gone to get my wardrobe. When I finished I went to the set I was needed at. Once I was done there someone from the cast told me to wait in my dressing room till I was called back down to finish the rest of my scenes for the day.

Sometimes the scenes take longer then we'd like them to, and today was definitely one of those days. I got to my dressing room and I was there for about less than five minutes before I heard a knock and the door opened to reveal a smiling Shay Mitchell in her Emily wardrobe.She's a beautiful girl.

My guess was she just got off set and was told the same thing I was told.

"Hey Shay" I greeted happily.

"Hey beautiful" She greeted back sitting beside me on the couch.

"What are you doing here? Not that I don't like seeing you." I asked.

"I finished my scene early and I was told to wait in my dressing room and I decided to stop by and see if you were here. And it must be my lucky day because are you." She smiled.

I love your smile. I thought to myself.

"Thanks." She answered. I blushed once I realized that I had said that out loud. "Hey, are we still having a movie night at your house today?" She asked suddenly.

"Yeah, same time as always though 9:00" I reminded her.

"Okay. I can't wait! I mean, I've been to your new house two or three times, but I already love it so much, it's my home away from home. It never fails to impress me." I laughed.

"My house never fails to impress you? Have you seen your home? It's amazing; I especially love all the outdoor light your house has. It's beautiful. Your house never fails to impress me." She laughed this time.

What a beautiful sound, I thought.

"I'll admit, my house is okay but I love yours."

"Seriously Shay? Nice? That's all you're giving it? Are you forgetting I got lost when I first went to your house?"

She laughed for the second time, and I couldn't even bring myself to care that she was laughing because I got lost in her house at the age of 14.

I just loved hearing her laugh. I was like music to my ears. I could listen to it forever.

"I still can't believe you got lost! You were so cute back then that I couldn't even hold it against you." I glared at her slightly.

"Yeah, but you didn't have to follow me around everywhere the second time I came over."

"Yes I did. I totally had to."

"No you didn't." I argued. "You just wanted to follow me everywhere."

She smirked slightly, "That and I wanted to watch over you and make sure you didn't get lost again. I'm 100% sure that I wasn't the only one who couldn't get enough of your cuteness. Besides, you and I needed to develop more chemistry for our characters. Especially after I found out my character was in love with yours."

"Yeah, that sort of shocked me, but not as much as the first kiss in the library or the scene in the locker room." I trailed off as I looked at her, I could have sworn I saw Shay's eyes darken when I mentioned it.

I must have just imagined it. Right?

I shook my head to clear some of the thoughts but before any of us could say anything else, we were called onto set 3.

I finished a little earlier than the other girls and I was told I could go home. I walked to my dressing room, grabbed my phone and my purse and walked to my car and drove home.

Three Hours Later

I smiled to myself as the doorbell rang. I quickly got up and opened the door. My smile only widened when I saw Shay standing there.

"Hi." I greeted, "Come in." I said as I stepped out of the way and let Shay inside. "You're an hour early." I stated.

"Yeah, sorry I hope you don't mind." I smiled.

"No of course I don't. Having you here early is a plus." I winked.

"Good because I couldn't wait to hang out one on one with you." I chuckled slightly to myself.

Yeah I wouldn't mind being the one on you.

"What's so funny?" Shay asked. I blinked, she heard that, oops.

"Oh, nothing" I replied easily.

"It didn't seem like nothing. It made your whole face light up like Emily when Christmas comes around." I just tried to bush it off by shrugging.

"Sasha." She called grabbing me gently, pulling me closer to her when I walked away. "I know it's not nothing, but if you don't want to tell me, I'm not going to make you to tell me."

"Shay…" I trailed off once I figured out how close we actually were. We were almost flush against each other and I could feel the heat her body was radiating onto mine, suddenly I got to hot and started to pull away. "I should get you something to drink." I said turning away from her.

"Sasha." She called again getting my attention as I looked back at her. I made the mistake of looking at her lips and when I realized I quickly looked up into her brown obs. "I know you want to kiss me." She added smiling slightly.

"What?" I asked horrified that she knew I had feelings for her. I pulled myself away from her and over to the couch as she followed and sat beside me.

"I'm not sure if you know that I'm aware of your feelings for me or not, but I wanted you to know that I know. Before you try to deny it or explain yourself I want you to know it's not that hard to notice, but at the same time it's not painfully obvious either. Sometimes I see the way you look at me when you think I'm not paying attention and it's in your eyes."

I zoned out after that as the unshed tears welled up in my eyes and threaded to spill. I couldn't let her see me like that so I pulled my hand out of hers, ran up the stairs, into my bedroom and into the bathroom. I heard footsteps come up the stairs and I quickly locked the door be hide me so she couldn't get in. Once the door was locked I couldn't hold the tears back any longer and I let them slide down my face. I didn't bother to wipe them away because Shay couldn't see me.

Shay's POV

I rushed up stairs after Sasha and walked into her master bedroom where I saw her run to. I quickly scanned the area and saw no signs of Sasha. I was about to leave but the sound of sobs stopped me at the door.

"Sasha." I called out to her. "Sasha, are you in there?" I tried the door but unfortunately it was locked.

Damn.I cursed under my breath.

"Sasha. Let me in." I called again.

I tried again, "Sasha open up the door, please. I know you're in there, I just want to talk."

This time a heard a faint "Go away" from the other side of the door. I called out to her for several more minutes without getting a response.

Ten minutes had past and all I heard from the bathroom was faint crying. I was slowly giving up; I sat down in front of the bathroom door and leaned against it for support since my back started to hurt. I closed my eyes and tired to think of something, anything to get Sasha to talk to me, some kind of way for me to understand why she locked herself in the bathroom, crying her eyes out.

Was it something I said? Did I do something to make her upset? I thought for sure she liked me, was I wrong?Thousands of thoughts crossed my mind. Then it hit me, I pulled out my phone and texted Sasha.

Shay: I'm sorry if what I said made you upset. I really am. I just thought that if you had feelings for me I should address them and we could talk about it together. I really never meant to hurt you Sasha.

I felt my phone buzz about three minutes later.

Sasha: I'm sorry Shay, it's just all so overwhelming right now

Shay: What's overwhelming exactly?

Sasha: This whole thing. This idea of having feelings for someone I work with, for someone I'm friends with, someone I've known since I was 12. It's hard for me sometimes.

Shay: So you do have feelings for me?

I waited a while for her response and I got the message right when Sasha opened the bathroom door.

Sasha: Yes

"Sasha." I called as she walked out of the bathroom. I immediately pulled her into a tight hug. "This might be hard to believe, but I know how you're feeling right now." I whispered into her ear.

"How?" she whispered into my neck.

I pulled away slightly, "Because, I've been hiding my feelings for you for a while now. I guess I'm better at hiding it then you are."

"You like me too?" She asked.

"Yes. Come on, let's go downstairs. I'll make you some tea, and then we can grab some popcorn and start watching movies like we always do." She smiled and followed me down the stairs and toward the kitchen area.

Ten minutes later Sasha and I were headed back upstairs, me holding the popcorn and her holding her tea. I sat the pop corn on the night stand on the right side of the bed and grabbed the remote from the ledge by the TV. I turned it on and started to look for movies. I smiled once a find one of my favourite movies.

"What are we watching?" Sasha asked from the other side of the bed.

"Definitely, Maybe" I answered back.

"I've never seen it. Who's in it?" She asked.

"Ryan Reynolds, Isla Fisher and Abigail Breslin. Adam Brooks is the director. The movie is about a 30 something year old Will Hayes. Who is in the middle of divorce when his young daughter asks him about his life before the marriage, including how he met and fell in love with her mother. Will flashes back to 1992 and counts his romances with three women, changing their names in the story so that his daughter has to guess which one became his wife and her mother." I replied.

Sasha's POV

"Sounds interesting, let's watch it." Shay placed the popcorn between us and occasionally throughout the movie our hands would touch when we reached for the popcorn. I looked at her a couple times during the movie to admire her but she never noticed because of how sucked into the movie she seemed to be. I turned my attention back to the screen. Before I knew it the movie was over and the credits we rolling.

"What'd you think?" Shay asked.

"It was pretty good. I loved it actually, almost as good as 'The Vow' or 'Mr. and Mrs. Smith' but not quite at the top of my list."

"That's pretty good then. Want to watch another?" Shay asked.

"Yeah, sure" I replied. Half way through the movie I tapped Shay on the shoulder and rolled on top of her and looked deeply into her beautiful chocolate brown eyes. She smirked up at me.

"Sasha, I know you want to kiss me."

I looked up at her with shock written all over my face for the second time today. "I'm good at keeping secrets; nobody has to know about this if we don't want them to." She added quietly.

That's all I needed to hear as I took my chance and crashed our lips together. The kiss started out slow and gentle but then I felt her tongue slid along my bottom lip, begging me for access. I quickly granted it to her. When she entered my mouth she found my tongue easily and we fought for dominance. To my displeasure she won. I let out a moan as she sucked on my tongue lightly.

We continued making out in my bed and with each minute that passed by I started to feel all my worries float away.

I slowly moved my hands from her sides and put them on her ass. I squeezed lightly at first then I squeezed harder when I heard her moan against my mouth. She quickly put her hands in my hair, but I had to break the kiss shortly after that because air was becoming an issue.

Shay seemed to have a different idea as she attached her bruised lips to my neck instead, leaving open mouthed kisses up and down my neck.

She moved her hands down to my waist as her right hand slowly inched up my shirt. I shivered slightly when her hand touched my bare stomach. She started to suck harder on my neck as she moved her hand up my body at a painfully slow pace.

"Don't leave a mark." I hissed out as I squeezed her ass again harder so she'd understand that I was being serious with my request.

"Okay." She mumbled against my skin. I took that opportunity to move my left hand from her ass and go under her shirt. She moaned quietly into my neck, sending vibrations into my body as I drew small patterns on her abs. I gasped when her hand found its way to my right breast.

I shivered under her touch, "damn, Shay. Your hand is cold."

"Sorry." She mumbled as she connected our lips in a hungry kiss. She slowly ran her finger over my nipple and we both moaned together when it hardened under her touch.

This time when we broke the kiss I attacked her neck and started to suck on her pulse point.

"Sasha." She moaned in my ear breathless.

"Say me name again." I requested as I cupped her breast suddenly.

"Sasha." She repeated.

I smirked into her. "Good girl." I whispered, and sucked on her ear lobe for a minute, releasing it to make a pop sound.

I squealed in surprise when Shay flipped us so she was on top of me.

She smiled proudly as she pulled me into a gentle kiss. Her lips pressed perfectly against mine; this time I slide my tongue across her bottom lip, which she gave me access to her easily.

I smirked into the kiss when I won our little battle, "don't be so upset." She teased against my lips. I broke the kiss and pulled back a little bit.

"I'm not upset because I won."

"Won what?" She asked running her left hand down my arm.

"You" I responded sheepishly. "Not that you're a prize or anything. I'm just so glad to have you." I added quickly.

She blushed but her tan skin helped hide most of it. "What time is it?" She asked rolling off of me and onto the side of the bed she was previously on.

I checked my phone, "its 11:35" I told her, and then yawned slightly.

"I think we should both go to sleep, it's been a long day for both of us."

I nodded and suddenly felt bold so I asked what was on my mind, "but first, can I have a goodnight kiss?"

She smiled at me, then leaned closer to me and pressed our lips together. She put her hand on the side of my face to pull me closer. We soon broke the kiss.

"Goodnight Sasha." She whispered.

"Goodnight Shay." I replied back, slowly falling asleep cuddled up to Shay listening to her heart beat.