no one inparticular

If you ask me who I'm thinking of ,
I will say no one inparticular
If you ask me who im wating for ,
I will say no one inparticular

but for thoes who know me best,
they just look at me and smile
for they know the truth,
they know my secret

I will never say who im thinking of ,
my friends will never say who im wating for ,
because it is no one inparticular
or is it someone particular?