Title: Relentlessly Craving
Warning: M (just in case, for future chapters)
Pairing: Sam Evans/Blaine Anderson
Summary: After Blaine's outburst during the dance practice for Sectionals, their relationship had become tense. However, after New Direction's win at Sectionals, it was all forgotten. Or that is what it seemed, until a violent fire rose inside of Sam longing to burn the other human being in its heat.
Author's Note: Well, well, well. This is my first fanfiction ever, so I barely know how this whole thing works. I've been a reader for more than a year and I just decided to begin writing less poetic stories as a challenge. It's been weird so far, but very cool. Hope you like it. The Title is a line from Björk's song "Wanderlust" from the album Volta. In addition, you'll notice the Prologue is in first person view. I tried to keep it all in Sam's head. Yet, for the story itself, third person view will be around.
Thoughts are written in italics and text messages with this format: From - "..."
Am I missing something? Ah, yes the disclaimer!
I don't own Glee or any of the characters of the TV series. I'm also not part of Fox or anything related with it, just a consumer with a wild imagination.
Enjoy!
Prologue: Virus
So here we are, back at square one. Our differences solved, though it kinda hurts that he all too subtly called me a whore. Not because I sort of was one, but because he doesn't know how hard everything got with all the lying, the looking at Stevie and Stacy, and remembering it was all because of them and their happiness. It kinda hurt, back then, that he had to hide his morals inside of his chest of drawers before he left his home at night, to please middle-aged women. However, what hurt the most was that for a while he wasn't the one that mattered, he was okay with that part, but now that his joy and life completion were important, it was a fact that he was far from any of those goals.
Sectionals were a blast, I was able to sing and dance as if my life depended on it, while things went on so fast that I barely registered our name being called for 1st Place. All feuds were forgotten and my heart's foe decided to hug Finn, and I just had to break in and make it a triple hug. It was the excuse I had been looking for to touch him and feel tenderness in the atmosphere. Everything could be forgiven now, even though a problem hovered around both: the divas. Mercedes and Kurt had been together the whole time, and now they just stood in the way together, ironic, isn't it? Don't take me wrong, both are very loveable, one in a friend-brotherly way, and the other in a sensual friendly way. But the former was in an extremely stable relationship with the hottest guy around, and the latter was my so called "Summer Fling", and let's just say that every fire leaves ashes. But is it only ashes? Ughh it's too confusing to bother, anyway. I needed a relationship and if Mercedes was all I got, then I would fight for her, although I am certain we'll never get beyond the kissing, at least during school term, let's leave the summer out of it.
Going back to the happy married couple, Kurt is adorable and I get why Blaine likes or loves him. Hell, I could have fallen for him, were it not for popularity and Finn. It's not like right now I could use a boyfriend to boost the slushies coming at my body in a couple of days, it's just that such an aggressive guy could turn out for the better in life, eventually. Ugh, I should just hit the gym and forget this. I remember Stevie playing with snow and Stacy making a snow-angel. Yeah, that is it, I need a distraction.
So here it is, I already have Chapter 1 and 2 written by hand. Let's hope for the best and say that I'll update as soon as possible.
Thanks for bothering and reading.
Lucio
