I have been neglecting my Lost story, but that ends here. Lol. This is a rewrite of Problems before marriage. I will finish this. I am sorry about not updating these.!!!! These first five chapters have only a few changes, depends on how happy I am with the chapter.
Also I do not own Lost, this is a fan fic and nothing else. Nothing belongs to me.
Chapter 1
Jack Shepherd didn't get nervous easily, it took a lot to make him nervous. But today he should have been. The last time he was nervous. He didn't know why he wasn't now. He was more calm than anything else. As he adjusted the dark Armani suit, he tried to look happy. But he couldn't. He was damn tired of pretending. This was the day of his second wedding. The wedding meant to last, he made himself promise it would last. No matter what. But was he marrying the right woman. Juliet was beautiful, he couldn't deny and he did love her in a way. But not the way she deserved. Or the way she needed to be. His heart belonged to someone else. He had ruined that chance a long time ago.
Flashback…
"Jack we need to talk" Kate said approaching him at the beach.
"What about?" He asked coldly. Kate shivered at his voice it was so full of anger. She knew why though, she wasn't an idiot.
"About us" It had took her a long time to build up the nerve to ask him about there "relationship." She was very nervous and couldn't hid that.
"What about us" His heart ached when he thought of their first kiss and her running away.
"Well we need to sort things out, you can't deny there is something between us" She pushed.
"There is nothing" He managed to keep his voice level.
"What do you mean?"
"I love Juliet not you" He instantly regretted saying that. He looked at her hoping she didn't but into his lie.
"What?" He was about to reply with the truth. "You love… love Juliet" She said bitterly. "Well I … sorry for wasting your time." She looked down with tears building in her eyes. She was finally telling the man she loved how she felt about him and he was throwing it all back in her face.
"Kate..." He was going to take it all back and tell her how he really felt.
"Don't" She sighed heavily. "I guess I still have Sawyer" This nearly killed Jack. He hated Sawyer so much and the thought of Kate with him tore him up on the inside.
"Kate please listen to me..." But she interrupted him again.
"No its ok have a good life with Juliet" She looked up and smiled sadly at him. He saw the tears streaming down her face "Goodbye Jack"
"What do you mean goodbye?"
"I think it will be best and a lot easier if we don't talk to each other any more" Tear were soon pouring out of Jac'ks eyes and down his face. She brushed them gently with her thumb. He melted under her touch.
"I love you" She whispered. He desperately wanted to take it all back and admit he loved her too. But before he had a chance she had walked off and was on her way over to Sawyer.
"I love you too" He whispered to him self. He wanted to turn away and not watch Kate kiss Sawyer but he couldnt pull him self away. After a few minutes Sawyer embraced Kate in a hug. She turned her head to see Jack staring at her. He smiled warmly at her but all she could offer was a quick smile, then she turned her head away. Locking him out her life. For what he guessed was the last time.
…. End Flashback
Jack shook his head at the memory and sighed. "If only I had forgotten my stupid pride" He was pulled from his thoughts when he heard a loud knock on the door. He could only hope it was Charlie telling him that Juliet had changed her mind and didn't want to marry him. The door clicked open but Jack didn't turn around. He didn't want to face anybody at the moment.
"What ever you got. Leave it in the corner" Jack said as he moved to look out the window.
"How the hell would that work doc, I came to tell you good luck that cant sit in the corner" The thick southern accent was so recognizable he instantly knew who it was. He turned around to see Sawyer stood at the door of the room.
"Hey man what you doing here?" Surprisingly Jack was happy to see Sawyer, he hadn't seen him in a while and in a strange way kind off missed him. Jack smiled at him.
"Freckles didn't wanna come up so she sent me and told me to give ya her love and she said good luck" Jack smile faded.
"Oh so are you two a couple" Jacks bitterly asked.
"Ha I wish, I only saw her today, I ain't seen her since we were rescued she looks amazing, a lot different. Very hot" Jack rolled his eyes typical Sawyer.
"Oh" Jack couldnt help but feel relieved but then he realised something. "Kate's here?"
"Yeah talking to Claire, Shannon and Sun who are all having a girly bitch about Juliet just so you know" Jack laughed.
"Oh well" He really didn't care he couldnt take his mind off the fact Kate was only downstairs. In distance, his heart was thumping wildly in his chest.
"What don't you like Juliet anymore then Doc?" Sawyer was grinning widely.
"No tell you the truth I would rather be stood at the alter waiting for Kate" He said trying to stop the words coming out his mouth before he said too much.
"She feels the same"
"Really?" He was hardly believing what he was hearing.
"Yeah she told me" Sawyer said bitterly.
"Wow a lot to take in innit?" Sawyer only nodded in response.
"Yeah do you want me to send her up?" Jack was unsure if he actually did.
"Yeah" He said eventually.
"'Hold on a minute then oh yeah and good luck man with what ever you decided to do" Sawyer left the room leaving Jack to his thoughts.
What was he gonna say? Did she still like him anymore? Did she come to say goodbye for good? Was she gonna say she loved him? What if she did would he go with her? Of course he would he loved her. He dreamt of her every night.
He was yet again interrupted from his thoughts but this time by Kate, his Kate, his now blonde Kate. She was wearing a pastel blue dress that came down above her knees and had spaghetti straps. She had silver heels and a chunky dark blue bangle on her wrist. After a few minutes of staring at each other in disbelief she began to speak.
"Hey" Was the most simplest thing she could think of saying. "Stupid Kate"
"Hey" He replied still in shock of seeing her.
"Blonde now eh?"
"Yeah, went with the dress, you like?" She said playing with a curl.
"Its nice but I like it how it were before." She smiled at him. "Brunette was you"
"So … Jack Shepherd getting married" She chimed.
"Yeah, again" He droned as if it was a chore.
"Congratulations I'm glad for you I really am" She smiled at him, he smiled back.
"Thanks what about you, you got anyone special" She shook her head.
"No one"
"Why not?"
"Just didn't want any one" She wanted to tell him it was only him she wanted but was too afraid of the outcome. "No one was worthy of me" She said with a smile. He returned it then turned serious.
"So why are you here?" She knitted her eyebrows. "Not that I don't want you here… I was just curious"
"Ermm this is awkward"
"What is?"
"I wanted to know if you wanted to be friends again? On the island you were like my best friend and then I lost you because of something stupid I said. So what do you think, can we go back to the beginning and be friends?"
"No" She just nodded and turned to leave. He stopped her before she left. "There is no need to make friends because you were always mine" She smiled.
"Really?"
"Really" She smiled wider and gave him a hug.
"You look amazing" He said pulling her back and looking at her dress. He noticed some dangling earrings in her ears. "You got your ears pierced?"
"Yeah I always wanted to wear earrings so I had them done" She said blushing. There was a bit if an awkward silence between them for a minute.
"Its good to see you again" Jack said, cursing himself for the lame comment. Before he knew what had hit him Kate launched herself at Jack and began to kiss him.
They were stumbling around the room smashing into sides and the walls before eventually falling onto the sofa in the corner of the room. Theirs hands began to roam each others bodies, savouring the feel. Kate moaned when Jack slide his hand up her leg and began to tug on the dress. Kate reached out and unzipped the fly on Jacks trousers. He began to deepen the kiss, as she allowed his tongue access to her mouth. The passion was soon short lived when Kate pulled away.
"Wait we cant" Kate said gasping for breath.
"Why not?" He said knitting his eyebrows lightly. She caressed his cheek and spoke to him softly.
"Your getting married" She informed him.
"Oh yeah" He said lying his head on Kate's chest. She began gently rubbing the back of his head.
"You know on the beach when you told me you loved me"
"Yeah when you said you didn't love me you loved Juliet" She replied seeming rather annoyed.
"Yeah I didn't mean it, I loved you and I still do"
"A bit late to tell me now"
"Is it?" He asked looking up into her emerald eyes.
"Yeah it is"
"We could still make it work"
"I'm sorry Jack, I have to go" Kate pushed Jack off her, before rising to her feet. "Good luck Jack Shepherd" "She kissed him and walked towards the door.
"Goodbye Kate" She nodded and walked out of the room.
"Shit shit shit" Jack mumbled to himself. "I've ruined it again"
There was another knock on the door. Jack looked at it and hoped Kate had come back. It was only Charlie though.
"Hey man are you ready?"
"Yeah" He nodded and headed for the door with Charlie.
Well there we go pretty similar to the original lol.
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