Disclaimer: Everything that you recognize from "The Host" by Stephenie Meyer belongs to Stephenie Meyer. I do not own the world, the creatures and I do not make any money from it, what so ever. I do, however, own both Sees The Stars and Jules

"Get out of my HEAD!" Jeez, now she was screaming again. I don't get this. I wasn't the one to invade HER body. I wasn't the one that took control over every muscle in her body. No, she took MY body, and I have the right to stay in here. Just because I can't control my own body doesn't mean that I am willingly going to give it up. It gives me great pleasure to feel her so frightened. She should be. I am going to kick her out of my body, as soon as I find out how to do it. And that's exactly what I told her.

"You're not supposed to be her!" Well, isn't that a shocker, it's all she's been talking about for the last three days. It's my body, parasite. I told her. She deserved no better. Because that's what she was. A parasite, that invaded my body. I don't want you here. Get out of MY body! I could feel her whimper at my words. She hated me. She was scared of me.

If I could believe her memories this wasn't usual. Usually the bodies that her species invaded was empty. They took away the person on the inside before the parasite, or soul as they called themselves, would be injected into what they called a host.

My soul was named Sees The Stars, and my name was Jules. I used to scream my name at her when I had nothing else to say. I was not letting her forget, not for a second, that I was there. I was very much there, actually. And I intended to stay. I've heard rumors that it's possible. Only whispering rumors, amongst terrified souls. Terrified that the humans might have a solution. A way to remove the souls from the hosts. Every time I mentioned it to Sees The Stars she whimpered. That gave me a good feeling about the whole thing, and I caught myself, several times, thinking about what to do when she was out of me. I was going to join a group of rebellions, and fight the parasites.

Sees The Stars could, of course, not hear everything that I thought. Only what I wanted he to hear. Besides, she didn't want to hear me, so she wasn't listening. This suited me well, I could choose when to annoy her, when to rest. Because, even though I'd never admit it, I was getting exhausted. Sees The Stars should be trading me in with another human, but she's too stubborn. Lucky for me. If she decides to take another human then I will be disposed of. In other words: die.

That means that my death has been postponed. I knew that I could expect no more. I was going to die. Just not yet. I also knew that if I pretended not to be there I was going to survive. But in a weird way it wasn't about surviving anymore, it was about fighting. Making them frightened. Then they'd maybe leave us. Let us live alone. Stay away from our families. Our kids. I have to stop thinking about that now. I can't let her know that I have kids, then they'd not be safe. For all I know they might be dead. Stop thinking, Jules.

She walked over to the mirror, and fixed her hair. No, my hair. I must never forget that. It's not her hair. It's not her face. It's not her body. It's my body, with my face and my hair. It will never be hers. Never. Always mine. This is the body of a HUMAN! You get out of it you stupid parasite! She whimpered, I noticed with a slight feeling of joy. I loved it. I had somewhat control of her emotions. I could make her scared. If only I could make her go away. But I don't know how.