This is my first fan fiction story on the Hannah Montana/Camp Rock section. I just got my new laptop, so I decided instead of making Final Fantasy, to move on to my next favorite phantom. Disney Channel.
Also, their names are from Hannah Montana and Camp Rock.
HOPE YOU ENJOYXD
For the past three weeks, I've been noticing a change in behavior around my older brother's girlfriend. She's around constantly and we're always going shopping together, looking around for something for her boyfriend. Although it's not exactly the time I want to have with her, it's still something.
They've been dating for three years now and well, quite frankly, I'm surprised that it has lasted this long, considering the age difference. She is five years younger than him. This means, she is three years younger then me. Also, my brother is very clingy at times and tends to get on your last nerves if you're around him too long. But, somehow, she's managed with his crazy cocky self for three full years.
These feelings just began three weeks ago when Jason told me he was going to propose to her. In some way, that sent a wave through me, and made me realize that I liked the girl he was going to ask to be his wife to love and to hold, to love him till death do they part, from sickness to health and all the other wedding crap.
It didn't just make me realize I like her… It also made me realize I have for a while. Now, of course I wasn't going to ruin anything for my older brother. This ment too much to him for me to go and try to serenade his girlfriend's way into my arms. That might have been okay before anything had gotten too serious between them, but it's, obviously, too late for that.
Now, I know that he hasn't asked her just yet, but me knowing that he is going to propose to and to try and steal her away from me, it wasn't exactly fair; Although, I know for a fact that I could get her to like me; if I tried hard enough. Girls do say I'm extremely attractive guy and I could be an underwear model. But, to her, I'm just her boyfriend's brother. But I can be so much than that. I could be her superhero, her gentlemen, her teddy bear; whatever she wants me to be, I could be it. But, she's with my older brothers. Jason Grey.
I could never compare with him. No; because he is the "cute 'romantic' one". And I'm the "cute jackass one who is just sitting around, thinking about a girl he can't have." Yup. So this is what my life has amounted to. Thinking about the beautiful girl with the never ending sea of big blue eyes, and the wavy, long, brown hair. Thinking about the way her hair blows in the wind is like an angel on the horizon. The way it's so beautiful and lovely, that you can't find anything wrong with it. It's immune to the world's harmful beauties of the world. It's just perfect. And I'm so not.
This is one of the other reasons I can't be with her. I'm just not worthy enough for her. Jason, somehow, got very, very lucky. He just so happen to be at the right place in the right time. Me? I'm never at the right places at right time. No! It's impossible. I'm just a fucking jinx.
Now, I'm beginning to understand that me wanting to be with the girl of my dreams, is getting to the point where it's obsessive. Sure. But, it's just all in my head. All these words will never come out of my head because no one wants to hear a 23 year old talk about how he is crushing on his brothers, could possibly be, fiancé. Nope. No one cares. It's like I'm a puppy in a pond looking at the families but he sees one that is the one family he knows will make it happy but some other rat of a cat gets chosen because it's looks retarded and fat. Yeah, I'm the puppy that stays in the pond and soon they just kill it. Not even caring that he had a life ahead of it. And all he ever wanted was to be with a family that loved and care for him. Those cold hearted killers of love.
Today's conclusion: Life sucks balls.
Well, it's short, for now, but, I thought I did quite a good job on it. Just tell me what you think, and PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, tell if there's something about my writing that I need to fix, just tell me, and I'll work on it XD Also, in this chapter I don't say Miley's name a lot only because Shane is still not letting himself say he likes Miley. So the next one will be up like really soonXD
