Title:Nothing left to say but goodbye (1/?)
Author:
Jessica
Email:
jrothenyahoo.se
Distribution:
Wherever...just let me know where
Spoilers:
None
Rating:
PG
Pairing:
Elle/Adam
Genre:
Angst, POV
Feedback:
YES please...jrothenyahoo.se
Disclaimer:I
DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS.
Summary:
Trapped in a cottage the line between friend and enemy begin to blur.
AUTHORS
NOTE: Title comes from a song by Audioslave.This is my first try at a
Heroes fic so please be gentle.
English
is not my first language so spelling/ grammar mistakes may occur.
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"Is
there love
Is
there loneliness
are
there kisses from your precious little mouth
Am
I evil
Am
I just not for you"
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Prologue/Part
one:
Until
tomorrow
Elle's
POV
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Your
hands gripped the steering wheel so tight that your knuckles had started
to turn white.
The
rain was smashing angrily against the roof of the car as you sat
there staring
at the cottage.
All
you had to do was leave.
But
your hand refused to turn the key and start the car.
A
part of you had always known it would turn out this way.
But
the weak and soft side of you had refused to listen and believed that
maybe this time would be different.
For
a moment, a fleeting moment, you had reached for what you had wanted
and got it.
But
life had always had a way of playing games with you.
You
should have learned by now that nothing ever last.
Now
you sat there preparing to let go of everything you had ever wanted.
You
had no choice after all.
This
was what they wanted.
Nothing
else mattered than what they wanted.
You
were their creation after all.
They
had molded you until one day the line between you and them began to
blur.
For
a few days that line had began slowly to crumble and for a while
you
had gotten a few glimpse of what things might be like without them.
And
it had left you wanting more.
But
reality had showed its ugly face and crushed your dreams in one
single blow.
You
could run to the far ends of the world but they would still find you
and they
would
erase you from this world without question and regret.
But
worse than that they would take him away from you.
As
long as you were with him they would never stop hunting you both.
So
it was better this way.
All
you had to do was walk away.
It
should be easy for you.
You
were a master of denial after all.
All
you had left now was memories.
You
would lock them away deep inside of your heart.
On
days when your spirit was low you would take them out
and
hold them up towards the light and you would let yourself remember
him.
But
for now you would let him go.
Your
hands trembled as you turned the key and the monster came alive under
you.
Your
heart was racing in your chest as you left the cottage behind you as
you headed
towards
the place you called home.
You
didn't look back.
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