Please Review, I may not write as well as some people but it would be nice to have more people giving me ideas or suggestions. Always open to new things, but this is not an L/S love story. To me Lilly and Scotty are like siblings hence why they are so close to one another, like the actors in real life think about each other.

Anyways on with the story, this is more along the lines of Lilly and Scotty trying to fight for him to see their daughter and how story their friendship is. Nothing wrong with them being friends, cause Lilly is in need of one.

Stillman popped his head into the room" Lil just gave birth to a 5lb baby girl" seeing just how much happiness and joy Scotty was fighting back. In fact a million emotions crossed through him wanting to speak but it hurt knowing that he wasn't there sharing this joy with Lilly also, as his heart ached for his little girl.



Instead he watched the snow come falling down while knowing that right now Lilly probably wanted to share her joy of their new daughter with him. However Scotty couldn't go anywhere near the room knowing that he was only allowed to see their daughter once a week but the courts wouldn't allow him to be there for the birth.

The reason was due to his anger problems; Scotty had been prohibited from being with their child after a series of fights that entailed the courts to place a restriction of him. What he didn't know was that this was part his mother's doing also, as a wave of sadness rushed through his own veins. Although both he and Lilly had no intention of being together, due to the fact they thought of each other as siblings since their daughter's conception was done via artificial insemination using his sperm after donating so that she could get pregnant.

Not like his own mother cared, the fact that she had stepped in with false claims that Scotty had once hurt her so much that she still carried bruises made the judge believe it. Although these were lies his mother and father where pretty smart which in the long run had no idea how this was going to affection Scotty both emotionally and physically.

Getting back to Scotty, he was pretty much aching to see his little girl and sitting there all alone wasn't doing it for him anymore. Walking around the hallways the lone detective heard sounds in some rooms coming from happy fathers, all but for him whom had wanted to have that feeling right then and there.

Just down the hallway in one of the rooms, Lilly lay there cradling her newborn daughter in her arms when Stillman stood there" What's her name"?



"Melissa Kate" letting out a sigh" Court's wouldn't let me use Scotty's last name so she has mine" feeling kind of tired from giving birth. Stillman then nodded before leaving her alone again but Lilly needed to share her joy with someone, after going through labor without anyone there.

Just outside Scotty felt like glass; ready to break as cracks surround his body due to the sadness within. The courts were wrong there was no way he could ever harm a woman nevertheless an newborn baby or her mother especially Lilly, however Scotty had to fight hard to gain joint custody but it was going to be a long time before that ever happened. Upon seeing Stillman his eyes looked concerned.

"Melissa Kate Rush" he spoke as Scotty's heart sank even more "She's got Lil's eyes, but resembles you a lot". Another crack in his heart had been added knowing just how much he already loved Melissa, wanting to go in there and be that father he'd always had wanted to be. Zeroing in on the clock as it ticked on minute by minute, hour by hour as afternoon turned into evening.

By that time Scotty was standing by the nursery hoping to catch a glimpse of their daughter. In fact he was on the verge of tears needing to give her his love, which was important. However when Jefferies came by he tried to led the man away" Can't be here Scotty, one thing to sit in the waiting room another is to be standing here".

Scotty's nose flared feeling a surge of anger but knew he had to obey, but just after both Lilly and their daughter had arrived home for the first time his paternal instincts shifted into high gear. Later that night the two spoke on the phone.

"Hey" she whispered" Got a little girl that needs her Daddy".

Scotty felt like crying but it proved to be no use" I miss her Lil, she okay" while on the other side of the line Lilly peered down at Melissa" She's sleeping on my chest".

Letting out a sigh he too aching to have her on his also" When am I allowed over" needing to be there for Lilly whom probably was a tad bit overwhelmed.

"Not yet, got both Boss and Kat helping me out" which didn't make him feel any better" I'm her Dad not boss, Melissa doesn't even know who I am. Breaking me that she's not with me" he replied while his eyes had filled up with tears.

Lilly let out a yawn" Night Scotty" before the line went dead leaving him all alone, wanting so much to bond with his own child but couldn't.

The next morning Scotty walked into headquarters seeing a bunch of cops whom were also new fathers, all bragging about their newest additions all but him. He wanted to but still had no clue about what it had meant or how to take care of a baby, that part made Scotty feel like the worst dad in the entire world.

Inside the bullpen, two pink balloons adored Lilly's desk while on the wall was a birth announcement of their daughter's birth if that wasn't thrown enough in his face. The day looked uncertain but was deemed to get worse as Scotty did four interrogations before coming out with a headache, as the father inside of him ached to come out.

However when it was time to go home, all he wanted to do was to be with Melissa. It was natural to want to be with your own kids except that Scotty couldn't even see her yet, as he walked home as his fatherhood called out to him. The rain now cried out from the clouds; as a metaphor for how he was feeling.

Nevertheless his first visitation would prove give him practically no more rights, after something goes wrong between both him and the social worker.