A/N i was sitting in biology total bored and just started to write this down and in the end it turned out to be about Bella and the pain she suffered when Edward left her in New Moon. Enjoy and review so i know if it's any good but it probably ain't cause i wrote in like 5 minutes.

Empty inside

She sits in a class room in a row of chairs like a silent solider with a blank look across her face. Just watching and waiting for anything but nothing happens;Getting ready to face a war she ain't ready to fight.

The class sits looking alive but not her she's hollow inside like some just ripped her soul out and trampled on her heart, her face gaunt from all the night less sleeps and the replay of nightmares each time her eyes closed.

There's no escape from a world where you feel you don't belong like you've lost apart of yourself. You try and pretend that your in no pain but each time you move the hole just keeps getting bigger you hug your sides to try and stop the pain but that only helps a little and just for a while.

You watch other couples and it nearly makes you cry but you try so hard for all the people you love after all you made a promise even if life to you has no meaning think of all the people who will miss you when your gone. Life looks bad now but think you'd only make it worst for the ones you love but the temptation is always still there.

The rush you get just to hear his voice it nearly pushes you over the edge each time it fades but still you do the stuff you ain't meant to do but you have your sun each time the voice inyou hear fades but it always pushes youone step back.

Then you forget about your sun and go back to your life with the one you had once lost and try to forget about the things you've seen just to save his life butthe memories arealways their right at the back of your mind always just awaiting to spring and drag you in and make sure you can't return.