Never put your faith in one person.

Nothing good can come out of it.

Trust me.

I have the faith, trust, hope, wishes, and so on of so many but I don't want it.

I don't even have any of my own so how can I hold theirs.

But see that's the thing I didn't.

I let them fall like my mind.

I let them go like bullets.

I let them burn like the thousands of fires across the nation's.

I let them crash like the many destroyed civilizations have walked through.

I don't think I or the millions before me were meant to handle this.

Humans are fragile needy things.

When we're left alone that's when we shrivel up and parish.

And that's what I'm doing.

Looking for the right spot to die.

Living was once a dream but now...