hi guys, i will write more but i need reviews so i can improve
Diary of a Blonde
(Rosalie's POV)
Dear Diary,
To celebrate my new life in Forks, and to try keep track of time coz I'm gonna be sticking around for a long while yet, I've decided to document my life with a diary. Kinda sad, I know, but it's what you resort to when you live forever.
Edward and Alice are taking the mick, calling it 'diary of a blonde', but they're the only ones who know since I haven't actually told anyone about it and they wouldn't dare tell anyone else. Alice saw me writing in it and Edward heard my thoughts about it, of course. I wish he wouldn't read my mind. I mean, if your mind isn't private, then what is? But is suppose privacy is one thing you have to sacrifice when you life in a house with six other vampires, one of which who sees you're future and another that reads your mind. But hey. Whatever.
Sometimes I think Emmett's the only thing that keeps me sane.
I hope this town is better than the last. The Chief Constable, a small man with dark hair and a moustache called Charlie Swan, came to visit us and welcome us to the neighbourhood. He seemed welcoming. Couldn't think why we'd want to move here, though. Huh. He has no idea.
Our new house seems nice enough. It's light, spacious and airy, and nestled into the forest. Private and secluded. Somewhere where we can be ourselves. The local school seems OK, too. Quite small, though.
I hope it doesn't turn out like the last time.
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Dear Diary,
Ugh. It's just like all the other towns; no-one speaks to us. They're all to scared. And they have right to be.
Sometimes I hate myself. I hate being a vampire. A monster. This improvised living, vegetarianism, still doesn't satisfy my cravings for human blood. I feel so powerless against myself. If I ever lose my head, I would never forgive myself.
But that's not even the worst part; the worst part is he isolation. We're cut off from the rest of humanity. No humans ever want to get close to us. We're too different.
I feel so lonely, sitting at the lunch table with my family of nomads, playing with my food, watching the humans laugh and muck about. I want to be a part of it, but there's a barrier between us. A barrier of blood. It's so boring being a vampire! Nothing ever changes. I just want something interesting to happen.
so how do you like it so far? please give me your opinion. it's my first fanfic though - be nice!
