Intro My Continuation of the Twilight Saga- Renesmee and the Cullens stayed in Forks, having Jacob and all his pack around and Jacob's family all began to love having Renesmee around. Renesmee has gone to visit Rene and Phill and stayed with them for a couple of months once Charlie heard this he asked for Renesmee to also come and visit him and Renesmee is currently living with Charlie and going to the same high school her parents went to. Renesmee has been alive for 15 years now but something slowed down her aging down so since she was aging as a human that made it okay for her to stay with Rene or Charlie without them noticing anything strange. Renesmee only eats human food but every now and then she drink animal blood but stopped hunting after her first year. The Cullens thought that it was just her time for her aging to slow down so they didn't pay much attention to that fact that what was causing her aging to stop completely and age like a human but she still had her vampire abilities making her faster and stronger than the avenge human. So what happens when there is a whole other dark side of Renesmee that has been hidden away for 14 years that can bring the people of Forks to extreme danger when she begins to crave human blood.
Jacob POV: Confession
Nessie is 15 years old, looking about 16 or 17. Edward has been telling me a lot lately that she has been thinking about me as something more than her 'best friend/big brother' and Nessie has been giving me signs but I do my best to avoid her talking about us. My feelings for her aren't there yet I still see her like my little sister and it doesn't help me when Bella is always telling me that Nessie wants to take our friendship to the next level and that Edward is getting tired of Nessie constantly thinking about us being together 'together' but I think the only reason why he hasn't said anything to me is because I don't think about her like that just yet.
It was the end of June which meant Nessie was out of school. She wanted to see me so she asked me if I could take her to La Push. This was her favorite place I never asked why but I just knew it was but Nessie never came on wolf territory without asking or she always found an excuse not to come even though she loved being around the pack and Billy. Bella says that it mainly because she knows she is not allowed here because she is part vampire and just because she is the only Cullen that is allowed on wolf territory and the rules are only bend when it comes down to her seeing me or me seeing her but she doesn't want to take advantage of her being allowed here. Bella also says its because Leah doesn't want Nessie within her seeing distance and Nessie accepts that. But Leah has seen Nessie a couple of times but Seth is always there to get Leah as far away from Nessie as possible before Leah phases. Me and Leah have fought plenty of times because Leah phases on Nessie whenever she tells Nessie to leave and Seth is always defending Nessie when she does then they argue until Leah phases then Nessie leaves and Seth is always the one to convince her to keep coming back to our territory. Seth and Nessie have a very strong friendship you can just see it, hell Seth is even going to school with her so she wouldn't have to be unprotected if anything were to happen. Edward, Bella, and I have all talked about their friendship because its just odd, they are so close I mean me and Nessie are very close but there stuff she's not comfortable telling and then there's Seth. She tells him everything they understand each other very well and it has got even more better with them going to school together, having every class together, and even sitting together because both their last names star with a 'C' but it doesn't help with the fact that I once overheard Edward telling Bella that Nessie liked Seth more than a friend. Once they realized I had heard Bella said anything she could to not make it sound like it was a big deal that "Nessie is growing into her 'teen years' so she is finally seeing you guys differently and it doesn't help her when she is surrounded by shirtless guys" that was the main reason why Edward didn't like Nessie being over here during that time but it was only like some type of phase because Nessie moved on and I was glad she wasn't crushing on Seth anymore. Alice swears that I'm was jealous but I really wasn't and I'm not I mean I don't like that fact that I feel like she trust him more then me now but everyone says that is just normal that she can't say what she thinks about me to me because she likes me now but its nice that she has Seth to keep her company while me and the pack go out. There is no one that I would ever leave to take care of Nessie while I was gone than Seth he is just so overly protective because he has a sister which he loved a lot and he's a Momma's boy. Nessie describes Seth as just being lovable because he was so sweet, kind, smart, and unselfish.
I went to La Push and waited for Nessie in the small parking lot. Nessie pulled up in Edward's car. She got out of the car and took one look at me and smiled and I smiled back like we always did. Nessie was so beautiful, she was perfect every man's dream girl. She was wearing jeans with a sweater and her long beautiful hair up in a ponytail. Her look was based on what Edward wanted her to look like to be covered up as much as possible. I can't remember the last time Nessie had her down she always had it up and I liked it better that way so I could see her beautiful face more
"Hey Jake" she smiled.
"Hey Nessie" I said smiling back and giving her a hug. Me and Nessie walked on the bench
"I've missed" she said bumping my shoulder. I smiled at her
"I missed you too, what have you been doing?"
"Ugh studying with Seth for the pass 2 weeks, our counselors and teachers are really trying to make me and Seth score high on some test and our final 7 exams. I've never been this mentally tired before"
"Well that's school for you. Going to sleep late, having to wake up early, then paying attention in every class, doing homework and studying then doing it all over the next day"
"Yeah now I can see why you didn't take up on my offer to go with me"
"So how are the kids there?"
"There okay I guess, they always try to make conversation with me but it just you know I'm still kinda adapting to the whole thing so I'm very antisocial so I'm just mainly with Seth, Jeremy and Matt"
Jeremy and Matt are Nessie's best completely human friends which she's known her whole life but to them. She meet them when she was in town with Emmett and he lost her so one of the kid's mom took her to her's house to contact Emmett and they all became best friends ever since.
"Ohh, so yeah I did hear that one of the counselors at school is already trying to get you into Harvard or Yale"
"Yeah it's great, apparently everyone is amazed by my high state test scores from last year"
"Will you leave if you get accepted?" I questioned. It been Nessie's dream to go to a university. That's all she would talk about once the test scores came back and she got a perfect score ever since then the school has been helping her apply to universities even though she's still a sophomore but when she goes back to school she would be a junior. Yeah that's how smart she is.
"I don't know, I still have like two more years to think about that"
"We know that if you wanted to go you can get into any university that you wanted"
"Yeah, that's true but being away from you for 4 years. I wouldn't be able to if I tried"
"So you wouldn't go?"
"No I think i would, I would miss everyone too much"
Nessie and I sat on the beach and talked.
"Are you cold?" I asked
"No, I'm fine" She said rubbing her arms
"Really because it looks like your cold"
"Maybe just a little bit" Nessie got closer to me and hugged me "It's crazy how warm you are"
"It's a wolf thing remember"
"Of course but you, your just- I don't know"
"Warm" I added. she agreed.
"Jake?"
'Yeah" I said. Nessie moved away from me to look at me.
"I-I don't know how to tell you so ill just say it... I like you a lot and I mean more than just a friend. I like you Jacob. And I know that me and you are just friends but I was hoping that maybe me and you could be. More. Than. Just. Friends."
"Nessie- Nessie you know your the most important person in my life that you come first before anyone including myself but-"
"But? I afraid of this" She said and stood "my father was right" She whispered that barely heard
"Nessie I'm not saying I don't like you but-"
"there's that word again" she said getting ready to leave but I stopped her before she could leave
"Nessie-"
"Jacob just stop, I know what your gonna say and I don't wanna hear it cause your gonna make it worse like always so lets just keep it like this" she tried to leave again
"Nessie just give me a minute to explain... Renesmee... I'm gonna be honest with you even if what I say hurts you, I do like you and I do have strong feelings for you but your just too young for me"
"In what way am I too young, I mean not mentally or physically"
"Nessie you only been alive for 16 years I mean don't you think that's a bit odd for a 32 year old"
"No because that doesn't matter, what matters is that I wanna be with you now"
"Now? Why does it have to be now? why cant we just wait and maybe in a couple of years-"
Maybe?!
"Nessie I'm sorry but I just don't have those type of feeling for you right now" Nessie looked down and was quite. I didn't know what to do but then she looked at and with tears running down her face. Oh god I had made her cry for the first time and it killed me.
"Fine. Then I'm sorry too" she said, you could hear it in her voice that she was hurt.
"You don't have to be sorry-" I said trying to make her feel better and when took a step towards her she took one back and cut me off.
"but I am because I'm not gonna wait for you Jacob I'm not. I've done my waiting, I've had these feelings for you since I was 14 Jacob that' 3 years Jacob 3 and you want to wait for you until you start to look at me different. How long do you think that is gonna take Jacob another year or 5 maybe even 10 or more, I'm done I'm done with whatever this is we have. I cant wait for someone who doesn't know what they want or feel because I know what I want and I know exactly how I feel!" she yelled. Nessie went from being upset to pissed off at me. and I was just feeling bad about whole thing because I didn't know what to say but what I was saying was making her mad.
"Nessie" I said with the nicest voice I had and I finally got near her. I looked at her eyes that were so red and watery. she was just so hurt and when I touched her face, she quick removed my hand and keep the same distance she had before
"Don't, Okay don't do this to me. That's not gonna work on me anymore because I need to be with someone that has at least something to offer me and I hope and pray I find someone that accepts me for who I am and knows what they feel and they don't need time to tell them. I'm not gonna sit back and watch you live your life anymore and watch you experiment with girls and have sex with them because how do you think that makes me feel Jacob, I deserve better that, then this because I cant even talk to a guy at school without thinking of you but you careless... I shouldn't have to think that I'm cheating on you when were not even together"
"What are you saying"
"I'm saying that I'm done. My world isn't gonna revolve around you anymore and its time I start living too"
"Nessie"
"Leave me alone Jacob"
With that Nessie was gone. I have never seen her like this normally she could even be mad at me even if she wanted to now she is saying that she is done with me. I don't know what she means by that. I don't know what ill do if Nessie and I don't see/talked anymore or even worse I don't know ill do if starts dating someone so I went to the only place where I knew she would be... Seth's house.
Hoped you guys like it more Chapers will be posted soon. Hint im not a really good writer so most of the time when there is only two people talking ill write it as a script without anything else just what there were saying.
