Sadness

The sadness in me wont let me be so I believe that I must leave. Go to a world where a girl and I just cant sleep and I cant breath cause all of the pain I have just cant sleep.

I don't see how you can just sit there and smile knowing I wont try to say I want you stay , how could you ,you sick, dumb, hurtful, lonely, selfish sorry ass excuse for a man.

Thinking of you just makes me sick so im always hanging on the bathroom door. You just sit there and smile like ain't nothing wrong, how could you say that we belong.

When the pain flows through my body I just know that you are close. When I just sit there waiting for is just like a dose of anger inside me!

I hate you that you desire me!

Why do I still feel this love for you, after all the pain. Its driving me crazy and driving me insane.

So I one more time My Bobby Dear, Do you still want me near!