Disclaimer: Gensomaden Saiyuki is not and never will be mine. The only Hakkai I own is the one glancing down at me from my happy poster. XD Hakkai-sama!

Author's note: This is my first Saiyuki fanfic! XD Although I do support yaoi pairings, I wouldn't really be one to write them myself. XD That's my friend's specialty. Yaone and Hakkai appealed to me as the only straight couple (next to Kougaiji and Yaone...) in the series.
Yatta!!! *sighs* Finally back from a fic drainage of three months... well, for now anyway...

Illusion

She shrieked as I pressed her soft, warm and wet flesh. Adrenalin surged through my body as she maintained her hold on my shoulders, her fingernails digging softly into the flesh of my bare back; her body throbbing and pulsating with my every thrust. A wave of hot passion surged through my body as she screamed my name-

"Hakkai! It's time for breakfast!" Goku yelled.

I jolted from my pleasant slumber, slightly irritated that it was ruined by Goku. As I looked around, I noticed that Gojyo and Sanzo were awake as well, which was pretty rare, considering I was normally the first one awake.


"Ne, Sanzo, I'm hungry." Goku whined and tugged at Sanzo's sleeve.

"Urusai baka saru, don't you have anything else better to say?!" Sanzo yelled, brandishing his paper fan, which as usual, materialised out of nowhere.

I chuckled. "Maa, maa. We'll reach the village soon."

We continued walking through the woods in silence for a moment. Hakuryu was resting on my shoulder, silently alseep; he was recovering from a leg injury he aquired a few days ago.

"Yo, Hakkai." Gojyo came from behind and tapped me on the shoulder.

"Ohayo." I greeted. We continued on in silence.

"Hey, you've got a look on your face which tells me you're thinking of someone." Gojyo said after a while.

I looked up at him in mild shock. Shure, Gojyo had the mentality of a 19-year-old teenager. But I had to admit, he was pretty good at reading people's emotions. Was I really being that obvious? "No, I'm not."

"Haha. And Sanzo didn't hit Goku yesterday." Gojyo sighed. "You can't fool me Hakkai." He then mock laughed. "You're thinking about that purple-haired female youkai in Kougaiji's gang, aren't you?"

He saw right through me. Oh well, that's it. I blushed slightly. "Yeah..." I muttered.

He chuckled." I knew you had a thing with her at that shikigami thing."

I looked away. At first, I had thought Kannon was my source of sanity. It was true, back then, even now. Until I met her. She had an uncanny resemblence to Kannon. I almost couldn't my eyes.

After our first meeting, I thought nothing of the resemblence. But after out second meeting, I started to develop a lust for her. It was then that I knew that she wasn't just another girl who looked like Kannon. She was beginning to have a place in my mind, in my thoughts... in my heart. I couldn't just let her go like that.

"Demo... you do know that she has a thing for Kougaji... don't you?"

Oh. Kougaiji. It was always Kougaiji-this and Kougaiji-that. I could understand the fact that she served him. I also know for a fact that he had saved her life, twice in fact.

He was the the one who held her heart in his hands. But, taking it the other way round, she had me round her little finger.

I sighed, and continued walking.

Looks like my lust would just remain an illusion.