((*AN* ok guys~ hello~! *waves* so... this is my first story, and what better way than to start out with one of my OTP's? XD well, I hope you guys enjoy this story, and hopefully I may be able to update this story every weekend so you guys can enjoy it as much as I'm enjoying to write it :D Please, if you have any constructive critisism please help me :) my first language isn't English, and I enjoy learning as much as I can, thank you :D

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"Ya sure you wont miss me?" Gilbert asked hugging his Italian girlfriend tightly, he was being deported today and he was glad Lovina finally agreed to see him off. He nuzzled the younger girl smiling as he did.

"N-No." It was hard for the younger girl to keep her act together. She was angry, beyond angry that the Prussian had to go to war, but she couldn't just leave him... or known that he'd left without seeing him one last time. The truth was, she wasn't going to miss him, she was going to die on the inside until the day he'd come back. Every day she would wake up and remember that she couldn't just walk to his house and see him, and that would be enough to open the wound again. And she knew it.

"But you... But you promise me you come back ya hear!" she punched him softly but buried herself deeper in the hug, to smell him and remember his scent for the last time "you! You come back and tell me about everything! Yes?" the last word was her already breaking, making him promise her that he'd come back.

Gilbert chuckled before stuffing his hand inside his pocket and pulling out his iron cross, something he deeply treasured since his grandfather gave it to him. He tied it to her neck and kissed her forehead. "I'll come back, silly," His fingers traced the iron cross. "The awesome me cannot die without his liebeling by his side," The albino trailed his fingers up to cup the curve of the younger girl's cheek smiling as he pulled her closer and press a kiss to her lips. Their first kiss was probably their last one until Gilbert returned but he was happy to catch her off guard and steal it first.

An odd sound escaped Lovina's lips as she swallowed the urge to burst into tears "b-bastardo!" She punched him once again and pulled him yet closer, blurring her head deeper until she finally thought she could look at him and keep the tears intact "I-Ich liebe dich" she whispered pulling him back down for what would be their second kiss "you come back ok? You have to come back... Ti amo, ti amo tanto" she just wanted to stay and be held in his arms, as she repeated those words over and over again "I still won't miss you though!" She lied once more as she pushed him away.

Gilbert smiled at her and pulled her back into his arms, "Ah liebe~ I'll be back~" He nuzzled her before kissing her once again, "And I'll miss you Lovina, so much," The albino took her hand in his and intertwined their fingers. "Because you are the most wonderful thing that's ever happened to me,"

"Squadron 46, enter the plane," A voice crackled over the intercom, his smile faultered into a sad one.

"Bye Lovina, ich liebe dich," He whispered grabbing his luggage and kissed her for the fourth and final time.

"W-wait!" She couldn't leave him like that, just one last kiss, even if she cried...

Placing his hand over her chest were her heart beat, she smiled sadly and squeezed his hand gently "I'm yours ok? My heart only beats for you..." She whispered finally letting go, unable to kiss him as her heart beat rapidly against her chest "ich liebe dich auch Gilbert."

He smiled and kissed her forehead. "You're awesome, liebe, I'll see you," Gilbert tilted her head up, "Keep my iron cross to remember me by, and know...I'll always be by your side..." With that he kissed her cheek before walking towards the plane, he looked over his shoulder and waved before getting on the plane.

Lovina smiled and waved at her boyfriend holding back the tears, when the plane started, running after it for a while still waving as she looked at the window where the albino had sat near until it started to lift off. She continued to wave then until she couldn't see it any longer, and then the pain hit her like an ocean wave.

She dropped to the ground in her dress, which she had only worn because Gilbert, during one of his visits pulled it out and asked why'd he'd never seen her wear it... And started to cry. The tears she had been holding back finally fell and she had to be held up by the younger German that had said his goodbyes to his brother before she had. "Y-You never speak to him about this you hear!" She punched him harder than she had punched Gilbert as a true warning "I've never cried... And I never did!" She still needed to hold him regardless until she was able to walk on her feet without breaking down into sobs "one job Ludwig, one job! You better not do it wrong!"

Ludwig knew how attached Lovina was to his brother, he could take the pain and the punches. They were on the same boat after all, "I wont," The blonde whispered rubbing her back gently. "I wont..." He repeated, watching as the plane disappeared taking his brother to unknown dangerous territory. It almost brought tears to his own eyes but he shook them off, "Let's get you home, Lovina..." He said softly helping her to her feet.