Song is Unfaithful by Rihanna.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my companyI don't want to do this. I didn't ask to fall in love with two men. Why did it happen to me?
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
I do love him, but I love someone else too. I don't want to hurt either of them.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I can't hurt either of them. I just can't.
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be…
A murderer
I did what she said. I chose one name I wanted to be with. But I didn't want to hurt my husband. I can't break his heart; I can't possibly break his heart when he risked his life to save me from being killed in a fire.
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm going to be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
I think he's beginning to suspect something's up, though. Hesitating when he asked me to adopt his daughter most likely didn't help matters. I love her, but I know if I hurt him, I'll hurt her too. Can I possibly be okay with hurting both of them?
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
No, I can't. I just can't.
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be…
A murderer
But on the other hand, there's my other half's lover and father of my child. It would be most logical for me to be with him. Wouldn't it?
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't want to do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
Hurting either of them would be exactly like one of them being stabbed in the gut. I can't betray my husband…but I can't get rid of these feelings I have for the father of my child.
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be…
A murderer (a murderer)
I can't hurt either of them, but right now I'm probably hurting both of them.
No no no no
Oh, what's a girl to do?
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm finished.
Read and Review and please try to refrain from any flames! I'll give you a giant chocolate bunny! LOL.
Much Love, April Dawn :-)
