Title: The Things I did.

Author: Supernoodle.

Disclaimer: As always, sadly, I only own the order that the words are written in.

Challenge Phrase: All of a sudden.

Word Count: 100, on the button!

Fellow Lunatics: Including, but not limited to: PADavis, Mad Server, Onyx Moonbeam, Iheartsam7, Orange Autumn, NC Girl, Nana56, Muffy Morrigan, mahtalie, Sherry Darling, supernaturalsammy67, TCB 0.5, twinchaosblade, InSecret, vanessa sgroi, moonlight80, Chailyn, Dream Painter, Enkidu07 and Letting the Rain In.

A/N: Okay, so maybe not my best, but I'm still reeling from the end of the last episode. Plus this was a tricky one too – maybe wouldn't be so tricky if I wasn't totally smashed :-) - I've only been drinking since 2.30pm (its 12.30am now lol)


All of a sudden it came out. He hadn't expected to tell Sam, or anyone, ever.

One minute they were sharing a beer, the next he was spilling his guts, acid laced words burning their way out of him.

"The things I did to them, Sammy..."

He couldn't face his brother, didn't know if he'd ever be able to again. He could hear the tears in Sam's voice when Sam did what he did best, tried to make it okay – but what he did in the pit, how could that ever be okay?

How could anything ever be okay again?