A/N: Hi all
This is my first thing i have written for fanfic and i hope you will like it i would love to hear what you thought of it to good or bad it would help a lot thanx u xxx

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My deprived eyes follow every step you acquire

My teeth dig into my lips, the smell of desire

Your body no longer moves with mine

Your motionless body lies beneath me, this is my crime

My eyes shed no tears, my hands shake without fear

My thoughts run wild, I sense others are near

Your empty mind is left behind, within the darkness of the night

Your body has been run dry, you have lost the fight

My legs carry me as fast as they can obtain

My guilt eventually begins to take over, slowly turning me insane

Your life was wasted all because of my desire of thirst

Your blood now runs through my veins, it's a never ending curse

I wasn't always a monster, a walking killing machine

I was a successful student, of which was cut loss of my dream

I was drawn into the darkness, by beauty of more than light

I had never seen someone with such elegance, in my entire life

This young women, was a roaming creature of the pettiness of sinister

This creature gave me a nasty smile of yearning, the eyes showed bitter

This moment in life, was the last memory I remember ever being human

This I always see as I take someone's life, I see a demon

We are known as the blood sucker by our enemies of the four legged

We are known of our eyes so black, when we are unfed

We are known as the cold hearted beings of the night

We are known as the evil one's who will constantly bring fright

never wished a life of eternity, or words of which are now scorn

I never really wanted to feel so cold, or have a heart that's forever torn

I never wanted to kill, to live, or to have a touch of emptiness

I never have sleep to relieve me of my pain, or someone who will take my forgiveness

never can feel the warmth of the sun, without other's seeing me of who I am

I never am allowed to visit the past of my life, never to see my home again

Of all the thing's that was taken from me, all those decades ago

Forever will my youth last, along with my hateful sorrow

Forever will my mind be shattered, of hearing the dying screams

Forever will I be battered, and never will I ever again see dreams

Forever will I live alone, in this lifeless vampire body of which is ice cold

Forever will I lust for you, to feel your warmth of that your embrace holds

By ~Krystel~