"What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside."-Avril Lavigne, Nobodys home.
Everyone honestly thought that Leah Clearwater was dead. A couple of people in the pack-Seth most of all, Quil, Paul, and partially Jacob- believed she was still out there somewhere. That she was just that much of a bitch that she would make everyone suffer that much. And that they did.
First off, there was poor Sue Clearwater. She went into a deep depression, stopped talking to anyone at all. She had lost almost everyone. She clinged to Seth, she never wanted anything to happen to her precious son.
And Seth? He didn't believe for one second she was dead. He knew his sister. He knew her so well. He had this feeling in his bones, his mind told him over and over again, "She's not dead, Leah's alive. She will come back one day. She's going to come back."
There pack searched for her for weeks and weeks. They spent hours trying to find her. After about a year they gave up. Everyone did.
Sam didn't know how he felt. Sure, he didn't have Leah's constant shit, her attempts to make him miserable anymore. But he felt it was his fault. He felt that Leah would still be living a happy life in La Push if it weren't for him. But he didn't spend all of his time moping about it. After a while, he just moved on with his life- most people had.
Everyone had their own endings for Leah. Most people thought it was suicide. It wouldn't have surprised anyone if that was really it. Emily, for example, believed she hung herself. She couldn't explain why, but that's just what she believed. Embry thought that she found one of Harry's old handguns and blew her head off. Brady would put money on her jumping off a cliff.
But they were all wrong.
Leah was alive. Technically she was alive, but on the inside she wasn't. She was pathetic.
So here's the real story.
We all know the basics about Leah- Sam, the love of her life, left her for her cousin. Her father died of a heart attack- and she blamed herself. She becomes a werewolf- something she didn't want at all.
She was a pained girl. So, she was extremely relieved when one day she thought she was about to heal. That she had found the sun in a thunderstorm. The sun's name was Jacob. Jacob Black.
Jacob and Leah never did get along. Until she decided to help him protect the bloodsuckers, that is. They started getting along. Jacob started to understand Leah. Leah started to understand Jacob. And during the midst of all of this, Leah fell madly in love with Jacob. She thought he felt the same way. He even made her his beta.
But of course, fate hated Leah. Fate hated Leah a lot.
Bella had her mutant spawn.
And it took her sunshine away.
She didn't kill herself, but she knew she couldn't take it anymore. She simply ran off. She ran all the way to California, far enough that when she phased no one could hear her thoughts. She got a tiny townhouse, didn't talk to anyone really. She just stayed invisible.
She had a job at a local bar. She would get home from work, throw her stuff inside, and go into the forest behind her house. She would run for hours.
So, since she was still phasing, she wasn't aging.
It was four and a half years later, and Leah realized that nothing was better. She just missed her mom. She missed Seth. She missed the reservation.
So she was going back. She was coming back to La Push.
But, anyone who has ever met Leah knows that you automatically either love her or hate her. And many people did love her. But many people hated her too. Many were glad that the bitter bitch had left them all alone and disappeared. They were more than happy to live their perfect lives, no Leah Clearwater involved.
People like Renesmee.
Authors Note: Alright, so it may seem like this isn't going anywhere and has no plot, but trust me, it will pull will start making more sense later. This isn't a one shot. And if you read my "Stepsisters?" fanfic, the sequel to that will be up soon, I havn't forgotten!(:
Ha, and thanks hzl for pointing out some of my typos. I get so into writing sometimes that I don't watch what I'm typing.
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