I love her, I honestly do, but I can't tell her that. Our worlds are so different, yet our fates intertwine, like the ivy on the side of a house that is interwoven so that even the strongest of hands can't pull them apart. My heart aches whenever I think about her, and I'm always thinking about her. But alas, it can never be, my world will remain cold and lonely, my love always ignored. I have all these other girls hanging on every other word I say, but they mean less than nothing to me, only she means anything, and that anything is everything. As I sit here admiring her from afar, I realize just how lonely it is at my side, if only we weren't on opposite sides, if only that didn't matter, if only, if only. I have everything I could ever want, except for her, her heart is the only treasure I will never be able to steal, he love I shall never know, and her embrace I shall never feel. But such is my life, and what I sacrifice for the thrill of what I do, the thrill, if I had known it would cost me as much as it has, I would never have done it, but I am too far down this road to turn back. There is nothing in my life anymore, I have done everything beat every enemy and defense there is in existence, and until someone can challenge me, it will be very lonely at the top, so very lonely at the pinnacle of my profession, and when the time comes, I will welcome the fall. Until then my love, until then.
