AN: The flashback trauma experienced by Root in this fanfic is from the hostage situation taken from fanfic Continuation - Season 6, Cht 27 Consequences
Cht 1
Who we were
"I said get back!"
The barrel of the glock hitting Root's temple.
"Sameen..."
Trying to reach out for Shaw but her hands are restrained.
The sound of the horn from the freight container pulling into port.
"Sameen!" Root cries as she jumps up from the bed screaming.
Rudely awaken from her slumber, Shaw quickly grabs Root's arm and sits up, embracing her, soothing her as Root continues to pant, her heart thumping violently into her chest.
Bear whines as he canters to Root and stretches up to nose poke Root on the arm, front paws resting on the side of the bed as he continues to reach up and lick at Root's hand.
The bedroom door creaks open and a sleepy and messy haired teenager pokes her head through, eyes still half shut.
"It's ok Gen," Shaw confirms, "just another nightmare."
Nodding Gen quickly disappears again and Shaw motions for Bear to follow Gen out, "uit, Bear" as he scampers off the bed and out the room.
Shaw brings Root back down onto the mattress as she curls into Shaw.
Holding her, Shaw is relieved that Root is finally out of denial and is beginning to grieve. It's not everyday that you're held hostage with a gun pointing at your head.
"Get back I swear!... I'm not going down for this"
"... Come on Eric, put the weapon down!"
Sameen...
Trying to run to her but she is restrained.
The sound of a freighter horn is heard.
Root jolts awake again in a cold sweat, the third night in a row, shaking as she reaches round to the side of the bed. It was empty. Root turns on her side again and curls into her self. Closing her eyes, Root tries to focus on her breathing as she tries to calm down. Shaw was out running a number.
Taking a swig out of the bottle of tequila taken from behind the bar, Shaw pushes the back door with more force than was required, and the metal door smashes heavily into the building's outside wall, the loud sound ringing out like thunder as it echoes down the alleyway. As the door swings shut again the blaring loud music behind her also dampens, and Shaw closes her eyes and stands for a moment to take a swig of more tequila, relishing it as it burns down her throat and warming her stomach. As Shaw inhales she is pushed with force further into the alley and onto the wall, winding her. Now pinned into the wall on a dark corner of the alleyway, Shaw feels the breath of someone next to her ear,
"Hey darling" she drawls, "you looking for some fun tonight?"
Facing the wall, Shaw places a hand on the cold brick to help keep herself balanced, and takes another swig out of her bottle as the welcomed stranger removes one of her arms around Shaw's waist and down her pants.
"Hmm, wet," as the stranger wastes no time in undoing Shaw's pants and pulling both her pants and panties down.
Shaw takes another swig while she feels herself be penetrated so unceremoniously quick she nearly chokes on the tequila as she relishes a new pain further south inside her.
The stranger rewraps her arm around Shaw's waist, fully embracing her as she pounds into Shaw, the pleasure causing Shaw to arch and lean back onto the stranger's shoulder. Seeing this, the stranger then tilts her head forward and moans obscenely right into Shaw's ear. 'Hot', as Shaw becomes more turned on.
As the stranger's pounding slows, getting tired, Shaw uses the opportunity to spin them both around, pushing the stranger into the wall. Smirking, Shaw reinserts the now slick dildo back inside herself and helps Root lift her legs, wrapping them around her own waist while Root's back is leaning against the wall.
Root reaches out and wraps her arms around Shaw's neck. "Aaaaaaaaah..." As Root moans softly while sitting further down into Shaw, moving her end of the dildo further inside her, and leaning heavily onto Shaw's shoulders.
Licking her lips and taking another swig of tequila from the bottle, all the time gazing intensely and hard at Root, lapping up her every expression and moan, it makes Shaw shiver, turning her on even more. Turning animalistic, and fulled further by adrenaline and tequila, Shaw begins to pound into Root, hard, sending Root's back into the wall.
"Umph" as Shaw pounds in hard, again and again. Root bracing herself, is loving both the pain and the pleasure. Loving the look on Shaw's face, how much she wants her.
They build speed as Shaw drops the bottle of tequila from her hand and it smashes onto the concrete. Another need now taking full priority as she feels Root's fingers start to dig into her shoulders and gripping and curling into her deltoids. Root's moaning becoming faster and more frequently in her ear, arms starting to curl round Shaw's upper arms as Root leans in and bites down hard on Shaw's lower neck and shoulder, growing more desperate.
They come together, and as soon as they do, Shaw feels the bear hug embrace on her shoulders as Root relents with her teeth and tries to pull Shaw in further, desperate for closer contact. Feeling the slight change in mood, Shaw quickly shakes the embrace off her shoulders and pulls away slightly to look straight into her eyes, "Root, what's wrong?" as Shaw's gaze softens with concern. Animalistic Shaw now long gone.
Root tries to embrace Shaw again but her arms are held by Shaw's as she pulls out from the dildo and unwraps Root's legs from her waist. Shaw absolutely hates it when Root goes all Eeyore. It's only when Root is in this state that she doesn't return Shaw's gaze. "Root, tell me" as Shaw tries to recapture Root's attention, now panicking as she spots a few tears roll silently down Root's face. Give Shaw a bomb to deal with, and she would deal with it much easier than this. Quickly sliding out the other end of the dildo from within Root, Shaw throws the now offending item into the dumpster before pulling and redoing up Root's pants. As Shaw does the same to herself...
"Shaw..." Root almost whispers.
"Tell me," Shaw responds instantly, looking up into Root's glazed eyes, sadness written all over her. Seeing no more movement to speak, Shaw takes Root's hand and drags her out of the alley, quick marching and tugging Root the few blocks back to the apartment as quickly as possible. 'Home, Root usually feels better at, home...'
As Shaw begins to speed up. 'God dxmn, is this elevator always this slow?!' Shaw looks up at the number display in the elevator and then back at Root, who is now starting to go into a trance.
As soon as the apartment door closes, Shaw finds Root already pouncing on her, again, this time kissing hard, nails already under Shaw's shirt and digging deep into her skin as Root drags them down Shaw's back, leaving red angry marks that Shaw will later discover.
Shaw walks forward throwing Root off balance, and lifts her with the falling momentum, carrying Root to their bedroom. Kneeling on the end of the bed, Shaw drops Root onto her back, and looks down into her eyes, only they don't lock as they usually do as Root looks away. Leaning down and placing a hand on Root's chin, Shaw makes Root look at her, "you had another nightmare didn't you?" Shaw asks softly.
Root takes Shaw's hand off her chin and looks away from her as she nods. Shaw continues to gaze at Root, who continues to look into nothingness. Unable to stand the gaze, Root tries to move away, only Shaw is now on top of her, pinning her down by sitting on Root's hips and pushing her wrists down into the bed..
"Shaw, please!" Root shouts to the ceiling. Root hates feeling this vulnerable, as she tries to throw Shaw off her and curl onto her side.
Straddling Root, Shaw doesn't give in, and instead leans down and kisses Root softly as she lets go of Root's wrists. Shaw draws back, and then leans in again to kiss Root softly once again.
Finally returning her gaze to Shaw, Root is greeted with Shaw's gentle smile. Melting, Root reaches out with her hands, wanting to grab Shaw's.
Seeing this, Shaw meets Root half way and they intertwine their fingers into each others hands. Taking one of Root's hands to her mouth, Shaw kisses the back of it, and with it the tension and intensity begins to lift. Shaw leans down again to kiss Root again.
As Shaw finishes the kiss and pulls away, "Sameen, I need you."
Sitting up on Root's lap, Shaw pulls Root up also by her hands before releasing them. Hooking her hands under Root's shirt, Shaw pulls the shirt up and off Root. Reaching back and unclasping Root's bra, Shaw gently pushes the straps down Root's arms, brushing them over Root's goosebumps as she does so, and throws it away to the side of the bed.
Taking off her own shirt, "you're not going to lose me" Shaw comforts as she looks at Root, "see," as Shaw moves Root's hand to her heart, "I'm right here" as Root feels Shaw's steady heart beat. Giving Root a few more seconds, and feeling her body start to relax, and her expression soften, Shaw moves in to suck on one of Root's nipples, licking it with her tongue, and then sucking again.
Root's body shudders at the contact. As Shaw pulls away and looks at Root again, "you feel that?" Shaw teases as she moves in to kiss and suck on her other nipple.
Again Root shudders at the contact, starting to relax into pleasure again, letting out a slow and hitched long exhale of breath. Root nods in reply to Shaw's question as Shaw pulls away from her nipple and looks at her.
Shaw starts to climb off and down Root, removing Root's pants and panties before crawling back up to meet Root's gaze again. As they kiss again, Shaw gently pushes and guides Root back down onto the bed.
Removing her own bra and pants, Shaw leans down to continue kissing Root on the lips again. Satisfied, she then moves off down her neck, pausing to also suck on it.
Root closes her eyes and bites lightly on her lower lip as it quivers.
Stopping, Shaw kisses her neck, and starts kissing down her chest. Biting lightly on a nipple, Root's body jerks slightly at the sudden harsh contact, her eyes flying open as Shaw stops, and sucks on it to soothe it again, the other hand cupping and massaging Root's other breast.
Both of Root's nipples harden as goosebumps form around them. Stopping, Shaw kisses the nipple she had been sucking on and continues to move down, kissing and biting the side of Root's stomach while the other hand continues to massage and cup Root's other breast and nipple.
Stopping, Shaw removes her hand from Root's breast and places it just below her stomach, pressing down on it, applying pressure just above the pelvic arch. The pressure making Root more lustful, wanting more, wanting Shaw as she moans softly, her back arching back into the bed as Shaw's hand pushes against her.
Keeping the pressure on with one hand, Shaw kisses Root's thigh, before pushing her leg wider out. Shaw does the same to the other leg before moving her head between her legs and licking round Root's entrance.
Root's moan gets longer as she drops her head further into the pillow, and grits her teeth. Root both loves and hates Shaw's slow teasing. Still putting pressure on Root's pelvic arch, Shaw starts to massage Root's clit with her other hand, and licks Root's entrance and lips with her tongue, teasing.
Root's back and hips start to fight more violently against Shaw's hand at the increased stimulation.
Massaging and licking Root's clit, Shaw licks down and grabs a side of Root's lip and bites softly on it. Root cries in pain and pleasure as she tenses her thighs and curls her toes.
Not able to take any more of Shaw's teasing, "Sameen" Root pleads softly as she pushes a side of her head hard onto the pillow exposing her neck.
Hearing her, and seeing the now exposed neck, Shaw releases the pressure from Root's stomach and crawls back up Root's torso whilst still massaging Root's clit, and starts to suck on Root's neck as she slides two fingers into Root.
Feeling Shaw finally inside her, Root pushes her head into Shaw's and cries out a loud relinquishing moan into Shaw's ear. Root's body now also arching up and into Shaw's fingers. As Shaw continues to massage and curl her fingers into Root, hitting her G spot, Root's own fingers curl into Shaw's back, digging her nails into Shaw.
Pulling away from her neck and now looking at Root, "look at me", as Root snaps her attention into Shaw's gaze, finally locking eyes again as Shaw works in and out of Root, slowly.
Root tries to calm her quickening heart beat as her breath becomes increasingly shallow and laboured, beginning to also struggle with keeping her eyes on Shaw's. Root knows Shaw loves looking at her when she's so turned on like this, it lets Shaw know she's in control. Shaw likes to know she's in control, that's why things with her are so neatly placed and in it's place. A long breathy moan, "baby, please..." Root pleads.
Not usually allowing Root to call her baby, when she does, Shaw knows Root is telling her she's ready to come. So Shaw increases the speed of her pounding, the slickness and wet sounds from Shaw's fingers also becoming louder as Shaw leans down to kiss Root passionately, sucking on her lip and finding her tongue.
The kiss is broken as Root moans loudly, breathing heavily, so close. Lifting herself up a little onto her knees, Shaw places her free hand back down on the lower half of Root's stomach and presses down, asserting pressure back over Root's pelvic arch.
"Uuuuuuh..." Root finally comes, violently releasing the surmounting pressure as she cries loudly while still looking at Shaw. Her body tense, toes curled and seeing stars. Releasing the pressure on her pelvic arch, Shaw continues to massage and slide her fingers in and out of Root gently, helping Root to ride out the last of her orgasm.
All the while Shaw watches as she gazes at Root, watching how sexy Root gets. Finally feeling Root's body relax, Shaw removes her fingers out of Root and straddles her. Intending to lick Root's come off her own fingers, but Root stops her by grabbing her wrist and pulling them towards her own mouth. Watching Root lick her fingers, Shaw only gets hotter and more aroused.
Seeing Shaw's reaction, Root reaches out and pushes her other hand down Shaw's panties and rubs her, coating her own fingers with Shaw's wetness before sliding in three fingers instantly with ease.
Shaw cries and throws her head back at the sudden increased pleasure and contact before looking back at Root, who has now sat up. With Shaw's fingers still in Root's mouth, Root continues to suck on them while she slides her own fingers in and out of Shaw, making sure to brush Shaw's clit with every slide in and out of Shaw.
The image is too much and Shaw soon comes, letting out a long but low moan before crashing down into Root, Root's back hitting the mattress as they continue to kiss, Root finally removing her own fingers from within Shaw.
Lying side by side, Shaw pulls the blanket over them both and watches as Root finally falls asleep again, it had been a long night. An even longer one for Shaw as she slowly makes her way out of bed and into the living room, there was too much on her mind now to sleep.
